355. Regret

Zhang Qianqian continued: "Mom, you feel this way for Meng Zijun, and the same is true for my father, in the past few months since my amputation, my father's attitude towards you has completely changed, maybe you have felt it, maybe you feel it but don't want to admit it, the person in your mind is still the original honest and obedient person to you, but the reality is that he is no longer the original person, and he will never be the same to you as before, you just don't want to admit it, dare not face the reality, Still fantasizing about his original appearance, Mom, what I want to remind you is that some things have changed and you just don't dare to admit that he is no longer the same as before, you look at me, I sit here, when I walk normally, it seems that it has not changed, it seems that it is still the same as before, but in fact, I am completely different from the original, and I want to refuse to admit it like you, but I can't lie to myself, because my own body cruelly reminds me. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoEverything is different, I lost a leg, and now this one is fake, it has no sense, no temperature, and when it walks, it is hard and not flexible at all...... Mom, I've said so much, do you understand? Meng Zijun, my dad, and me, we will never go back to the original, wake up! ”

Zhang Qianqian said so many words beyond her age range, she is a person who has experienced death in despair once, so she sees many things very clearly. She felt that her mother was pitiful and hateful, and after living for such an age, why couldn't she understand many things! In the final analysis, she is not independent, she is dependent on her sex, she relied on Meng Zijun before, and then on her father, so when she found that she couldn't rely on it, she couldn't believe it, she didn't dare to face it, and she was lucky.

However, her daughter's words were not in vain, and Mencius was like an initiation, and she slowly figured out many things.

After that, Meng Zimei and Zhang Zhou sat down and had a calm talk.

Meng Zimei asked, "Zhang Zhou, you insist on divorcing me because you really refuse to forgive me, right?"

Zhang Zhou shook his head, "When the child had just amputated, I hated you to death, but then I slowly found out that in fact, I hated myself even more, I didn't fulfill my father's responsibilities in front of my daughter, I knew that your decision was wrong, but I hurt my daughter because of my cowardice, because of your existence, facing you every day, it reminds me of my cowardice as a man and a father, so I feel very uncomfortable, I want to start over, and be a man I want to be again, so I want to divorce." ”

Meng Zimei unexpectedly did not make any noise, it turned out that listening to a person calmly, she would perceive the true mind of the other party, she understood Zhang Zhou's mind, he really changed, he was no longer the original Zhang Zhou, she was unwilling and unwilling, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get it back.

In the end, Meng Zimei still agreed to the divorce, she was so strong in front of Zhang Zhou all her life, she couldn't do the thing of kneeling and begging for forgiveness, crying and stalking, so she agreed to the divorce. More importantly, she understood many things, and even more understood that everything was irretrievable.

They don't have any property, the only house, with a market value of 300,000, Zhang Zhou gave her 150,000 yuan and asked her to leave, and the daughter's compensation of 200,000 yuan belongs to the daughter, and the daughter herself asks to live with her father, so Zhang Qianqian's compensation is kept by Zhang Zhou. Meng Zimei suspected that the 150,000 house money that Zhang Zhou gave him was taken out by Zhang Zhou from his daughter's compensation, but his daughter lived with him, and he was responsible for keeping the money and had the right to embezzle it, and Meng Zimei couldn't manage it so much.

After Meng Zimei divorced, she borrowed money to buy a two-bedroom apartment of 200,000 yuan.

Although the house is not big, she still feels that the house is empty when she lives in it alone.

After the divorce, Mencius felt extremely lonely. Her parents have died, her three brothers are strangers to her, her daughter has become calm and detached, her husband insists on divorce despite years of love, and she can't find anyone to talk to.

That night, Meng Zimei sat at home alone and was bored watching TV, her stomach hurt, only to wake up that she didn't make dinner after coming back from work, and forgot to eat, which was already the norm in her life, and now she finally had a stomach ache.

Meng Zimei thought, in her current state of life, there has not been a single call from her mobile phone for ten days and a half months, in case she suddenly has any accidents, I am afraid that no one will know in time, thinking about it, it makes her feel very sad.

Meng Zimei ate a bowl of noodles indiscriminately, and her stomach was more comfortable.

At this moment, she suddenly remembered the days when her brothers had a good relationship with her before, when did her siblings begin to gradually centrifuge? It seems to have started when the second brother was sick, right?

Before the second brother fell ill, their brother and sister still had contacts, and the second brother was like a magnet, bringing their brothers and sisters together, but after the second brother fell ill, they suddenly felt that the pillar in their hearts collapsed in an instant.

The eldest brother told them that the second brother not only would not help them anytime and anywhere, but also might become a burden to them, the second brother needed a lot of money to treat the disease, and it may not be cured, and his daughter Meng Qingqing would be a burden to their brothers and sisters in the future, and the mother even asked them to donate a kidney, so they were all scared away. But I didn't expect the second brother's health to slowly get better, but since then, the relationship between their brother and sister has gradually become estranged. Without the cohesion of the second brother, the relationship between their brother and sister is getting weaker and weaker.

Mencius now seems that the original brother and sister relationship is so precious, but they gave up easily because of a little benefit, but now she understands that family affection is much more important than interests, but it is too late, what is lost, can never be recovered, if she goes to the second brother now and cries bitterly and tells him, saying that she regrets it, she shouldn't have treated you like that, our brother and sister are reunited, the second brother will not believe her words, but think that she has ulterior motives and has other intentions.

Even a kind-hearted person like the second brother will no longer believe her, and people like the eldest brother and the third brother will not believe it.

On this suffocating lonely night, Meng Zimei wanted to find someone to talk to, but she searched through the address book on her mobile phone and couldn't find anyone who could speak.

In the end, she didn't give up, she still turned out the third brother's phone, after their brother and sister fell out with the second brother, the third brother was the only most rational one, especially after the eldest brother had an accident, he said: "The second brother has really changed, the eldest brother is so miserable, he didn't lend a hand, let's not look for him again in the future, count on him." (To be continued.) )