(493) Time used to be the most beautiful

Yan Shaocheng grabbed my hand, and the temperature of his hand was just right. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"I'll send you." He always gave me a sense of security, as if I was born to be treated gently by such a man.

Yan Shaocheng was still driving, and my eyes looked at the scenery on the side. More and more, I felt that I was going in the wrong direction.

"Where are you going to take me?" I asked Yan Shaocheng instead, looking at his serious face.

"Come with me somewhere." Yan Shaocheng looked at me, and his words seemed to have a calming effect.

I don't speak, I don't seem to have the right to refute, I'm already in his car, isn't it?

When the car stopped, it was a shopping mall, I opened the car door and got down, Yan Shaocheng reached out and held me from the side.

My heart was inexplicably hit, and it seemed that another me was clamoring to hug Yan Shaocheng.

The heavier the feeling became, the more painful it became.

I followed Yan Shaocheng's intentions, and Yan Shaocheng walked to a mother and baby store. It seems that he is going to buy some of the child's things.

I didn't know what to buy, I just looked around. I didn't know what to buy, but maybe it was because of the overflow of motherhood, so I stopped to look.

"What color do you want for the crib?" Yan Shaocheng asked me, and he looked serious. He never asked me for advice on his problems, and he never let me think about them.

The clerk walked over and looked at us with a smile. "What are you two going to buy? How old is the baby? ”

I can't answer the clerk's question. "Let's take a look."

My words are clear and the meaning is very simple. When the clerk didn't speak, he quietly looked at the crib that Yan Shaocheng said.

"That's good." I'm pointing to this, it's not very clear either. "Is there a baby room?" I just remembered to ask Yan Shaocheng, I don't remember having it.

"It's in the room on the left side of the second floor, but it's always empty because I don't know what to put it."

Yan Shaocheng's answer made me know something that didn't seem to be supposed to know.

The villa was bought by Yan Shaocheng when he proposed to me, he did the decoration, and the room was also planned by him. It's just that I didn't expect Yan Shaocheng to reserve a baby room, did he never plan to let go from the beginning?

I was also thinking about what Yan Shaocheng's vacated room was used for, there was a lot of space, I thought he would be of any other use, but I didn't think it was a baby room.

"So be it." Yan Shaocheng said to the clerk on the side.

However, we ordered it too quickly, and it seemed to be a little more than the clerk expected.

"Where's the clothes?" I asked Yan Shaocheng about baby clothes.

"I've bought it, but I don't know about the bed." I know Yan Shaocheng's practice of buying clothes, he bought my clothes, and now he also buys children's clothes.

Yan Shaocheng took out his mobile phone and opened the payment code to pay. Write down the address.

"Just send it to this address." Yan Shaocheng is still rigorous.

When he walked out, he and Yan Shaocheng had breakfast under the mall. Yan Shaocheng deliberately ordered more, as if he wanted me to eat more.

I ate a few buns and turned to ask Yan Shaocheng. "So have you allowed anyone to visit lately?" Who am I talking about, Yan Shaocheng is very clear, it is obviously Qiao Yinan.

I, Qiao Yinan, can't delay for a minute now, no one can say for sure what is going on now, I'm afraid that Qiao Yinan will die like this.

I'm not the White Lotus, but now I find myself more and more like it.

"If you ask Qiao Yinan at this time, aren't you afraid that I will be angry?" Yan Shaocheng's words were a little serious, as if he was disgusted by my inattentiveness.

"You won't, you know I don't love Qiao Yinan." My words are clear, Yan Shaocheng knows, he knows everything about me, he understands all my thoughts.

"If you talk like that, I'll think our relationship is back to what it used to be." Yan Shaocheng said such things with a smile, he seemed to like the state between us.

"That kind of relationship is mixed with deception, and there is a knife in the smile. How beautiful is such an illusion? ”

I know that in the past time, we have deceived each other, and even I am wondering which side of the state between us is real.

"And now? How many better are we than that illusion? In the past, you lied to me as a matter of course, and I didn't bother to distinguish it, but I thought it was true. Now you can't even lie to me. ”

Yan Shaocheng's words seem to prefer the previous state, the kind of feelings that can't be seen and can't be seen, it seems that our relationship is the best time.

"If you're not Yan Shao, it's okay." I looked him in the eye and said it so seriously.

I've thought more than once that if he wasn't Yan Shaocheng, we wouldn't have so much trouble.

Yan Shaocheng laughed instead, as if it was an indictment of my words. "If I weren't Yan Shaocheng, how would I have met you, how could I have helped you, how could you have come to me, and how could I love me?"

It was the first time I heard Yan Shaocheng say this, but I felt that what he said was the truth.

If he wasn't Yan Shaocheng, how would we meet? It seems that everything is destined, and I can't escape the trap that belongs to Yan Shaocheng, and Yan Shaocheng can't get around the world that belongs to me.

"I fainted on the side of the road in the orphanage that year, was it you who hugged me?" I asked Yan Shaocheng instead, there was a vague voice in my memory, the voice was childish and youthful, but it overlapped strangely with Yan Shaocheng at this moment.

"It's me." Yan Shaocheng's answer was accurate, and that feeling made me feel that it was really destined.

After my mother's death, I had a miserable time in the orphanage. Yan Shaocheng gave me the only hope.

"I have been seeing you at sunset when I was twelve years old, and I have always heard from you when I met at Founder nineteen years later. I watched you from a distance the night Qiao Yinan confessed to you, and I was jealous of your happiness, so I broke up the happiness that belonged to you. I always feel that whether I love you or not, you should be mine. When Yan Shaocheng said this, he seemed to be laughing at his youth and frivolity.

"After Qiao Yinan left, you never appeared in my life again."

for when he saw me for the first time, he did not recognize me.

"During that time, I gave up all your news and concentrated on dealing with Fang Yewei."

Yan Shaocheng's answer seemed to explain everything.

"It seems that in my life, your name Yan Shaocheng is written everywhere." I smiled, I finally understood what Yan Shao had become to be obsessed with me, it turned out that fate had been written quietly and had long been doomed.

"Because I'm selfish, if I wasn't selfish, you wouldn't be mine." Yan Shaocheng laughed instead, he laughed at his selfishness.

"If you hadn't broken up Qiao Yinan and me at the beginning, maybe Fangzheng would be yours now, no one would rob you, and no one would threaten you."

I'm talking about a fact, but it's a pity that Yan Shaocheng made a mistake.

But.

One wrong step, one wrong step.