XVII. My appearance has nothing to do with others

At dusk, Yu Xiaorou, who got the news, hurried over, and when she entered the ward, she was stunned by Yuan Ye's face: "Yuan Ye, you ...... Your face ......" Lingering Yuling didn't have time to give her a look, she had already blurted out, and then she realized her recklessness and covered her mouth remedyly, but it was too late.

"What's wrong with my face?" Yuan Ye saw Yu Xiaorou's shocked appearance, and reached out to touch his face, his face rose and fell, full of scalded bubbles. Without looking in the mirror, she could imagine what kind of dignity she had now. It's not your own, it's not your own after all, looking for relatives for thousands of miles, I want to rub off on other people's wealthy families to drink, but the soup hasn't been rubbed yet, but I am disfigured, with such a face, how can I still live to see people?

Seeing Yuan Ye's low feelings, Yu Xiaorou hurriedly comforted: "Don't be discouraged Yuan Ye, now that medical care is so developed, I will definitely be able to help you restore your original beautiful appearance, right, Sister Yuling?" ”

Liuxiang Yuling's heart is bitter enough, where will it comfort people? Hearing Yu Xiaorou say this, she immediately nodded and said, "Yes, Yuan Ye, as long as it can be cured, we will try our best to restore it to you, and your medical expenses will be fully responsible for the fragrance garden." Uh, Xiaorou, you're here to take care of Yuan Ye, I still have a lot of things to deal with. After saying that, he hurriedly left the ward.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, in the silent ward, Yu Xiaorou tried to enlighten Yuan Ye, and after talking alone for most of the night, she finally fell asleep.

"Yu Xiaorou, Yu Xiaorou." Yuan Ye screamed twice, and pushed with his hand, Yu Xiaorou slept like a dead pig, it is estimated that she will not wake up after thunder, and she always laughs at herself for sleeping dead pigs, she doesn't look like a live pig.

Yuan Ye got out of bed, put on clothes and shoes, walked out of the ward, went to the bathroom first, but did not find the mirror, and then saw her face on the window glass in the atrium, one bubble after another, some broke, some not, like rotten sores, covered the whole face, the whole neck, and the ears were not spared, she instantly thought of the face of the terrible mummy in "The Mummy".

With such a face, what fun is there in living? Yuan Ye's heart was in a mess, and his mind was full of his disgusting and hideous face. She didn't even know how she got to the roof, and she was stimulated by the cold wind and cold snowflakes on the roof, and her consciousness suddenly sobered up.

Holding on to the guardrail on the roof of the building, looking up, the New Year's bell has been ringing, the firecrackers to welcome the new year have also been released, and the entire Piaoyun City is quiet, only the scattered lights flickering in the wind and snow. This beautiful city, this flickering lights, this flying snowflakes, everything in this world belongs to someone else, and she will soon no longer belong to this world. Yuan Ye thought silently in his heart.

Looking down at the ground, the cars on the ground were as small as toy cars. Standing on the top of a nineteen-story building and jumping off, you will definitely fall to pieces, right? Yuan Ye meditated in his heart, and he would also smash this ugly and disgusting face, in that way, no one would know whether it was beautiful or ugly.

So be it, it's a great way to do it. Yuan Ye grabbed the guardrail, stepped up with his right leg, sat on the parapet, counted one, two, three silently in his heart, and then jumped.

"One, two, three......"

Yuan Ye didn't jump, because she found that she really wanted to make this action, but her body sank like lead, and she couldn't see tomorrow when she jumped, no, today's sun, there was no more delicious barbecue, no beautiful clothes, beautiful scenery, and exciting games...... Also, my mother's ashes haven't been handed over to that lingering fragrance twilight. It's not good, the only thing my mother asked for in her life was not done. If there really is a place like the underworld, if she happens to meet her mother there, if she asks about the ashes, how can she lie?

Or, wait until you go back and hand over the ashes jar to Liuxiang Twilight before you die? Anyway, it's a person who is going to die, do you care what others think of your face?

The original leaf fell down from the parapet again.

"Meow."

In the quiet corner of the roof, a cat suddenly meowed. Yuan Ye walked to the corner, a pure black cat curled up in the corner, the snow in the corner of the wall was melting, obviously there was heat spilling from the downstairs room.

Through the light of the snow, Yuan Ye saw that it was an ugly black cat, with several bald hairs on its body, scabbed abscesses, and one blind eye.

"It's so ugly, why don't you jump off the building?" Yuan Ye asked dishappily.

"Meow." The cat barked, turned its head disdainfully and did not look at the original leaves, and enjoyed the warmth in the corner to herself.

Yuan Ye was bored, and muttered: "If you say you're ugly, ignore me, hmph, whoever says I'm ugly, I won't ignore him." ”

Yes, if others say that you are ugly, you deserve to die? What does my appearance have to do with others? Yuan Ye's heart seemed to suddenly light up a little light.

Back in the ward, Yu Xiaorou was still asleep.

Yuan Ye stayed awake all night, thinking a lot, a lot, a lot of things that he didn't understand and didn't care about before, but after this disaster, it seemed to be clear. She is a life that no one cares about, whether she is dead or alive is not very important to others, but for herself, nothing is more important than this. She seriously weighed whether to end all the painful death, or to live ugly and persistently? Or, try to live for a while, I really can't hold on, and then find a place to die, anyway, she is only alone, and she has nothing to worry about.

Now that you have decided, you have to think about how to live with this ugly face with a clearing effect, and how to face the strange and even disgusting eyes of others.

On the first day of the new year, there was no sunshine, and there were snowflakes floating outside the window, and the snow was white, covering up a trace of qiē, beautiful, ugly, and ugly.

Yuan Ye stared at the spirit seed in her dantian, slowly and regularly turning, releasing a trace of coolness, moisturizing her body, and the burns on her face were under the cool and uninterrupted moisturization, and the pain was reduced a lot, which was much better than hanging water and scald medicine.

She stretched out her hand and gently stroked the dantian, wondering if this seed could germinate, if it germinated, would she be able to become a fragrant jade master herself? I forgot to ask Liuxiang Yuling, what is the basis for determining the grade of Xiangyuling? She said that the ancestor of the Wupin Xiangyu Master opened her spiritual eyes and could see the spirit seed in the dantian, but now her spirit seed has not even sprouted, how can she also see the spirit seed? Could it be that the reason for boiling medicine during this period of time, Wang Fatzi wanted to harm her, but he hit her crookedly and helped her open her spiritual eyes?

The more Yuan Ye thought about it, the more he felt that it might be like this.

However, it is said that the Xiangyu masters of the Liuxiang family are all beautiful and handsome men, and there are people who make the fragrant jade like her ugly?

At this time, Yuan Ye's nose twitched slightly, in addition to the original smell of the ward, there was an extra fragrance of jasmine in the air, as well as the smell of mutton stuffed dumplings, and the smell of green onions, fennel, cabbage, vinegar, and nail polish in the mutton filling...... This mixed scent enters the ward from far and near.