What is Love?

Love is that I want to kiss you, and I can kiss you on any occasion without scruples. I can be there for you when you are needed and need me, and I will be there for you as a matter of course, sheltering you from the wind and rain, and solving your problems.

It's simple and complicated.

Weng Tingjun and Jessica have passed the kind of youth of boys and girls in school, and they are no longer looking at each other with a good impression of each other, and their hearts are pounding at a glance, as if looking at each other for another second is the age of sin.

The love chosen by mature men and women is nothing more than a sense of security.

A sense of security in your career, a sense of security in your family, and most importantly between men and women.

Weng Tingjun may be lacking in this aspect, but since he wants love, he will naturally work hard to forge ahead.

He can wait.

He also knew that he was 'dangerous' right now, and he didn't even know when an African Jack or a Japanese Jack would show up with a gun.

So he doesn't put pressure on Jessica.

The thought even flashed through his mind that if I were the first major of the pearl now, I wouldn't need to be so troublesome at all.

Perhaps, this is a common human disease.

……

"You can't give me security."

Weng Tingjun nodded and did not deny it.

"You know me very well, I don't know how to reject you, I don't even want to reject you, I'm scared."

I'm afraid you'll get tired of me and kick me away, I don't want to be so passive.

"I'm not afraid of the dangers around you, and I believe you can protect me."

If he can't even do this, Weng Tingjun is not worthy of claiming to be a man.

Weng Tingjun nodded again.

"I don't mind your nationality, I don't mind your family background, but I mind you very much, I'm just an idol, an idol who can't control his future, in our South Korea, people praise you, you are a goddess, people hack you no matter what the truth is, you have to apologize, I'm tired, really tired. But what can I do when I leave this circle? I'm stupid, since I'm stupid enough to test a fraudster and a blackmailer, and then repeatedly tempt and draw the ground as a prison to sink myself deeply, I like you! But we are destined to have no future, you will be tired of me one day, I have a bad temper, I can't speak, I'm clumsy, I can kill a fish and throw myself down, you are willing to tolerate me, but I am not willing to tolerate myself, so don't force me to be okay? I like you, I hate myself even more, in the few days you went to Hong Kong, I thought about you every day, I want you to continue to lie to me, I want you to make a hot plate Korean beef for me, I want to watch a movie with you, you say a little 19 forbidden jokes, I even like to lean on your chest, I like you and me very much now, there is a dinner partner, a confiding object, a bullying object, isn't that great? Why do you have to pierce this layer of window paper to embarrass each other? ”

Weng Tingjun was silent.

Jessica calmly continued, "You know the TV series I did at the beginning of the year, right? "Violent Romance", this is my first kiss, the first kiss on the screen is also the first kiss of reality, I may take on TV series or movies in the future, the scale may be bigger than this, so big that you can't accept it. Maybe when I was dating you, a phone call from the company came, and then it was very disappointing to end the date, maybe when we went out for a walk, there were several Anti and illegitimate meals next to us, we could only date in the car every day, I would be depressed, I'm only 23 years old now, I don't want to be tied down, I want to fly higher, I don't know what I said, do you understand? ”

In the final analysis, five words, if you want to love, you can't love.

"I understand."

"I also believe that you can understand, and I believe that you also have the responsibility to bear this with me, but I refuse." Jessica smiled with relief.

But - I refuse.

The rejection is so thorough.

The refusal made Weng Ting have no reason to refute it.

"I like the sizzling hanbeef you make very much, and I want to continue to sit at the bar with you in the future and eat the hanbeef you made, talk about fashion magazines, and talk about the strange things in the circle, maybe one day I will be tired, maybe I will promise you." After saying that, Jessica smiled playfully.

Weng Tingjun also smiled easily, but he was very depressed and uncomfortable.

Even if you are ready to be rejected, even if there is an even, but when it really comes, it is so unprepared.

All the expectations and all the romance felt like they were in vain at this moment, but Weng Ting didn't regret it.

Everything goes well, that's not life, it's a fairy tale.

"It's okay! If you want to eat, call me and I'll make it for you. ”

"Retractor! Brother. Jessica stretched out her green jade finger and shook it in front of Weng Tingjun's eyes.

Brother?

Weng Tingjun couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart, looking at her pure smile, he couldn't help but stretch out his hand and hook her.

Jessica's eyes were playful, and she pulled slightly, Weng Tingjun frowned, and then hurriedly smiled: "It's not early, I'll send you back." ”

Jessica's eyes flashed with suspicion, and then nodded, everything that should be said was said, and Weng Tingjun understood it when he thought about it.

She was afraid of hurting Weng Tingjun, and she was afraid of losing this male friend she liked but couldn't love.

"Just send it to my door."

"Okay."

Jessica changed her slippers and said with a smile, "I'm leaving." ”

Weng Tingjun also smiled: "Be careful, drive slower." ”

"Hmm."

The door slowly closed, like a rushing river, forcing the two of them on the other side of the river.

The flowers on the other side bloom on the other side, and the grass is sad and sad.

Jessica crouched down, buried her head under her knees, shrugged her shoulders, and two lines of clear tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, sobbing softly until the end of the sob.

She put her hand on her chest again, and this time she said to herself, letting the tears drip down her hand, and she muttered, "Here, it hurts here!" ”

After crying for a while, Jessica's face changed to a professional smile, then she stood up and left the place step by step without hesitation.

Weng Tingjun, who was leaning behind the door, took out the unfinished box of Su cigarettes, and looked at the two candles on the table with a gloomy gaze, the flickering candlelight seemed to be laughing at his incompetence.

Taking a sharp breath, the viciousness of nicotine drilled around the internal organs and spit out from the mouth.

Weng Tingjun choked on the spicy smell of smoke and coughed violently.

What you can't refuse is the beginning, and what you can't resist is the end.

Is it really irresistible?

Weng Tingjun's eyes were confused, and then he was extremely firm, "How can it be considered the end before it starts?" ”

Then he picked up his phone and sent a message to Jessica, "I have a full view of your brightness, and I want to empathize with your sadness." ”