(489) came unexpectedly

When I returned to the ward, my heart was empty. The sunlight came in through the window in the www.biquge.info ward, and I reached out to touch it.

The sun was on my hand and it seemed like the time was just right.

I'm always thinking about myself, I'm always selfishly thinking about being happy. But I never want anyone to leave like this.

I remembered Qiao Yinan's smile at me, and when I first met Qiao Yinan that year, I was thinking why I wasn't as happy as him?

But why has everything changed, I have changed, he has changed. I thought his life was still shining, but I didn't expect that his life was coming to an end.

"You're finally back. A man was looking for you just now. The nurse came over and made me turn away from her.

"Ah, how are you barefoot. It's not good for you to do this to your child, you're weak right now and need a drip. The nurse fiddled with the bottle, her words were plain, but I heard sensitive words.

"What do you say? What child? "I was dazed, a little dazed. When I realized this, I was a little surprised. My brain was a little confused.

"You're three weeks pregnant, you don't know? Don't you feel anything? You can read the report for yourself. ”

The nurse on the side was accusing me of not being right, but my eyes were staring at the report above.

I've read many reports, but I haven't cared about myself.

THCG: 15072.2IU/L-positive

Progesterone: 53.26 nmol/L

My eyes looked at the report, which seemed to corroborate the fact that I was pregnant.

Impossible, logically impossible. I take birth control pills every time, how can I get pregnant?

The most recent one was indeed the right time, but I obviously took birth control pills.

If there are no errors in this report, then there is something wrong with the medicine. I picked up my bag on the side for the last few days. It's busy, I haven't changed my bag at all, let alone what's inside. So the contraceptive pill is inside, the contraceptive pill taken from my villa and Yan Shaocheng's house, the contraceptive pill that I have been taking.

I was going to get this medicine tested, and I turned around to leave, glanced at the hospital slippers on the side, and decided to put them on. After all, I have a baby in my belly.

My body hasn't felt anything abnormal lately, so I'm treating this kid a little badly.

This child may not be happy, and I am having a lot of trouble with his father, but I didn't expect it to come.

I picked up my medicine and walked outside, and the nurse on the side called from behind.

"Where are you going, don't move around if you're weak."

I ignored it and turned around and went to the medicine pick-up office. There was no way to get a quick result from a direct test, so I luckily went straight to the medicine collection office.

"Please help me see if this medicine has been replaced." I put it directly on the table, and I wanted to verify it with a serious face.

"Sorry, we didn't ......"

"I want you to test it, if you don't know, just open a bottle of the same, and I'll pay." I've been hit a lot today, and I'm not in the mood to be kind to these people.

As if frightened by me, they stopped talking and opened a bottle to look at it.

"Your medicine is really wrong, although the size of the pills is similar, but there is an obvious difference in specification and color."

I looked at the pills, and although the difference was small, it was obvious that they could still be distinguished, and if I didn't compare them carefully, I couldn't detect them at all.

"Written on Ward 3206." I picked up the bottle and left, my breath fluctuating clearly.

Who can change my medicine, who else but Yan Shaocheng? I'm sure it's definitely some harmless pills in this bottle right now.

"Sister-in-law, where have you been? I've been looking for you for a long time. "Yan Xiangwei doesn't seem to know my current situation at all, he's just looking for me.

"Yan Shaocheng wants you to come?" I have a mocking smile recently, I think Yan Shaocheng should go to the board of directors, without my company, he is really smooth.

"Sister-in-law, how are you doing? What do doctors say? Yan Xiangwei didn't answer, he acquiesced, and asked me about my physical condition instead.

My eyes looked at the clock in the hall, it was half past ten, and his meeting should have been finished.

"I'm fine, you go back, I want Yan Shaocheng to come to see me." My words were clear, I had something to talk about with Yan Shaocheng, and I was holding the bottle of contraceptive pills tightly in my hand.

"But...... "Yan Xiangwei seems to want to say that I can be alone?"

"I want Yan Shaocheng to come to see me." My words are clear and cannot be questioned.

Seeing that I stubbornly wanted to see Yan Shaocheng, Yan Xiangwei didn't say anything anymore, just picked up his mobile phone and called Yan Shaocheng.

"Brother, sister-in-law wants to see you." Yan Xiangwei's words were simple and clear, and the words on the other end of the phone were also very simple.

The call didn't take a minute before it hung up.

"Brother will be here in a moment." Yan Xiangwei looked at me, and I could tell from his gaze that he didn't understand what was going on between us.

To be honest, I don't understand either. I don't understand why it's like this.

"Aren't you going back?" I looked at him, and I thought he was also very busy, especially lately.

"I'll take my sister-in-law to the ward." Yan Xiangwei looked at me with a pale face, and seemed to feel that something was wrong.

"No, you can go back first. Didn't you say that Yan Shao's achievements are coming? You go about your business, I don't care. ”

I don't need anyone to take care of me yet, he can go about his own business.

I walked forward and ignored him. Instead, a person goes straight back to the ward.

The nurse was relieved to see me come back.

"Don't move around anymore, you're weak. Or rest more. ”

I finally sat down under the covers, thinking about things restlessly.

The nurse on the side was sticking a needle in me, and I felt pain in my right hand, and the needle had already been inserted.

"Okay, you have to rest more. Don't overexert yourself and pay more attention to your diet. ”

The nurse said a few words and finally left. I was finally the only one left in the room, and it seemed that even my breathing was so obvious.

I heard that the departure of a loved one heralded the arrival of a loved one. Why do I think it's all so cruel?

My hand was on my stomach, and even I wondered if there was a life in it.

I don't want children because I don't want them to suffer when my life is unstable.

But now that the child has come unexpectedly, I can't do anything. I had to choose to accept its existence, not end it.

It's just that I don't know what my reluctance will bring to my children in the future?

When I was unlucky, I wished I hadn't been born, but now it seems that I can't bear to torture it.

From the time I learned of its existence to the present, I have never had the intention of killing it, perhaps this is my most essential thought.