Chapter 346: Him and Her
The hot pain caused by the tears falling into the wound made Wu Liqing feel more real, more like a person, not a tool, and her ears seemed to sound the footsteps of Fang Zhihua in the distance, which was the "pop" sound made by the contact between the leather shoes and the floor tiles, this sound was very familiar to her, because she often heard it, because the shoes were a birthday gift she gave him, he said that he liked it very much, and he smiled happily.
She seemed to see Fang Zhihua's expression at this time, he was laughing, but he was not warm, not making her infatuated, his smile was very cold, so indifferent that Wu Liqing felt scared, felt afraid, he was gone, and Wu Liqing's heart was empty, her world began to collapse, she suddenly had a feeling that she had no love, and there were no people and things in this world worthy of her affection.
Bei Yiming saw that Wu Liqing's big eyes were no longer bright, they became dirty, and they became gray, he knew that the girl in front of him had the idea of seeking death at this time, and he suddenly said: "Do you want to die?" β
Wu Liqing looked at Bei Yiming blankly, then nodded lightly and said, "Is there anything else in this world that is worthy of my nostalgia?" He is my only relative in this world, he is gone, because I am no longer of any use, and now I am not even qualified to be his tool, am I very pitiful? Very cheap? I'm still thinking about him, thinking about him? β
Bei Yiming shook his head vigorously and said: "You are not pitiful, at least you don't want to be a tool, at least you want to leave him, you want to be a person with your own independent thoughts, you want to live the way you like, don't you want to see what your life will be like without him?" β
Wu Liqing said confusedly: "Do I still have a future?" Where is my future? Without him, what future do I have! β
Bei Yiming didn't know how to answer her question, and sighed: "How did you meet?" β
Wu Liqing's dim eyes suddenly had a luster when she heard this, this is a nostalgic, warm luster, she looked at Bei Yiming with both eyes, her eyes penetrated time and space, and when she came to that hot summer, she was wearing rustic clothes with a big suitcase, and she was sweating in the school looking for a registration office. But the school was too big for her to find, and the other fashionably dressed girls had the guidance of their senior brothers and sisters, and even took them there herself.
Only she didn't. Everyone disliked her, disgusted with her rusticness, disgusted with the pungent smell of the bundle of green onions she was carrying in her bag, she stopped several people one after another to ask for directions, but each of them covered their noses and shook their heads in disgust and ran away.
Her heart was full of grievances. She stood there alone as she does now, not knowing where to go, at this time he appeared, he was wearing a white shirt, black trousers, a smile on his face warmer than the sun, he did not dislike her rustic, did not dislike the pungent smell of the bundle of green onions in her bag, helped her carry her luggage to register, go through the enrollment procedures, take her to the dormitory, and settle her down.
Later she learned that he was her own teacher. She liked his classes very much and never missed them, but he seemed to be busy, he was going to work in the hospital, he was going to have surgery, he didn't have much time to attend classes, she was frustrated that she couldn't see him often, she was depressed for four years, but when she did the internship, she was happy to find out that he was the director of her department and the vice president of the hospital. She also knew him as a graduate supervisor.
So she studied hard and behaved, and finally became his real student, he was a very good teacher, and a teacher who cared about his students very much. Seeing that her family was in difficulty, she often invited her to eat at home, she never saw her wife, she asked him, he smiled sadly and didn't say anything, and then cooked silently. He smiles contentedly when he sees her eating sweetly, like the kind of smile a father has when he sees his daughter eat a lot of the food he has made himself.
He loved her very much, bought her beautiful clothes, dressed her up like a princess, he liked to let her carry his hand to the park for a walk, and when he met people he said that this was my daughter, he was very proud at that moment, the kind of pride that he showed off his treasures to his friends.
She was his protΓ©gΓ© and was regarded by him as his daughter, but she was not satisfied, she felt that he was pitiful, and she felt that he should be her man, not her father.
She tries to get close to him, seeking an emotional breakthrough, he begins to avoid her, to run away from her, but in the end he falls, he also craves love, he also discovers her beauty, she has gone from an ugly duckling to a white swan.
This is how this destined and unending relationship began, she knows a lot of his secrets, including the secret that he is not a real man, but she doesn't care, but he cares, so he craves power, status, and wealth, and he needs these to fill the huge emptiness in his heart.
He has changed, she has changed, he has become a tool for himself to pursue power, status, and wealth, she has become lost in herself, and she will do anything for him, the two of them are getting farther and farther apart, and the contradiction is getting bigger and bigger, and today it finally broke out, he hoped that she would use her body to control a person, she went, but it didn't work.
And he was in a state of mad jealousy, he wanted to kill her, but in the end he didn't, he let go of his hand, she was his favorite, the woman he regarded as his daughter, and he couldn't get this hand.
Excited by the emotion, she said that he was not a man, and she said that she had found great satisfaction in the young, handsome man next door, and that for the first time she knew that being a woman was such a happy thing.
So tragedy happened, and he cut her face out of the bone-deep hole, and at the time he thought that only then would she stay by his side forever, and no one else would try to snatch her.
But when he came to his senses, he found that he hated this ugly bastard, that he didn't need her anymore, that she had no use anymore, so he left, he believed that she would not betray him, and he believed that this poor stupid woman would say that she had scratched her face.
Such a story is uncomfortable to hear, but he and her are reduced to the point where they are now, which is the price of love.
Bei Yiming lit another cigarette and said, "Do you hate him?" β
Wu Liqing nodded and shook her head blankly, and then said in an ethereal voice, "I don't know." Speaking of this, she smiled sadly and said, "You let me go." β
Bei Yiming shook his head and said, "Can you go there?" β
Speaking of this, Bei Yiming suddenly walked up to Wu Liqing, pulled her from the diagnosis and treatment bed to the window, pointed to the scorching sun outside, and the blue sky and white clouds: "Take a closer look at the world, and then make a decision!" (To be continued.) )
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