As the title suggests, this book is on the shelves......

It's been a while since I've been writing a book, and it's the first time I've signed a serious contract and put it on the shelves. 、

200,000 words, streaking on the shelves, well, it's really the treatment that the street deserves.

For most of the streets, the first time on the shelves is nervous, embarrassing, and even unwilling to face.

As for me, probably because I have seen too much and know a lot, I already have a certain degree of "enlightenment" before the result comes, let's call it enlightenment, and it is always good to save face for myself.

The original intention of writing this book was to heal the wounds, to put it nicely, to heal the soul.

After that, it was almost the New Year, and I was about to graduate from my senior year at the age of twenty-one, and I was at a fork in the road in my life, and for the first time I had doubts about whether I was suitable for writing a book.

It was a very inexplicable emotion, similar to what I wrote in the first few chapters of the book.

Doubt about oneself, reluctance to give up on hobbies, and submission to life...... At that time, the word I thought about the most was "helpless".

Because I have been writing books without telling others, I thought a lot about it alone during the Chinese New Year, and I was almost ready to give up writing books, and I was ready to honestly find a job and work hard from 9 to 5.

Every day, I search for a job suitable for a profession on the Internet, watch movies and listen to songs, and when I am free, I always feel a little nervous.

It's very painful when I write a book, and I'm a little sad when I don't write a book.

What to do? Keep a diary. I thought.

A pen, a thick book, like a junior high school student, I wrote out the entanglements in my heart with a pen.

The diary is accumulating more and more, and it is full of depression.

Then there was this book, and I knew that this kind of baseless twist would definitely be pointed at and scolded in the book, but this is a testimonial, and it is higher than fictional truth.

Because I was too depressed, and I was a guy who was very good at self-healing, I took myself, a street writer, as the prototype, and prepared to write a slightly cooler novel.

Commonly known as Zihi Wen.

There is only one purpose for opening a book, and that is to be happy.

Because the reality is unhappy, so by the way, some not-so-good emotions are sealed in the book, which is really embarrassing to think about.

I was lucky to be able to sign a contract.

I don't think about the grades, I don't think about the good or the bad, just for what I think and what I want to write.

This may be my attitude towards writing books in the future, I will write books when I am poor, and I will write books when I am rich.

Of course, writing a self-hi essay comes at a price, and hitting the street is just one of them, and when I first wrote this book, I had no outline, no main line, and no ideas...... Nothing.

So when the length was expanded, my thinking was a little confused, which was also criticized by many people in the book review area.

I've been trying hard to make up for it.

Hard work is definitely not enough, but for a guy with no talent, hard work is the only thing he can promise.

Far away......

Regarding the release of this book, there is nothing to look forward to on the street, and the first order data is the biggest desire.

If you have the conditions, it is best to be able to subscribe to the whole book, it is my food and clothing parents, (a senior unemployed vagrant, kneel and beg.) ）

If you can't order it all, it's not too much to give a first order.,It's the first time I've put it on the shelves.,Give a novice a little love.,Occasionally subscribing to a few chapters as an encouragement is also welcome.。

If you really don't want or it's inconvenient, I'm welcome everyone to read my book, but at least, come to my book review area to give some motivation, don't always scold me, it's good to give a little positive review, even if it's against my will, I'm happy to watch it......

At the end, thank you editor Fan Fan for taking care of me, it's simply the real version of "Ke Qiqi", but I can't compare to Chen Feng, I can do this kind of work for a person who fights the street, I am benevolent and righteous, and I am also a beauty, (star eyes...... ）

Thank you again to the persimmon editor who helped me sign the contract, although I left, I wish him (her?) Let's go further and further on our own path.

Finally, thank yourself again, but I still didn't give up.

So be it, after all, hitting the street is not as good as a god's testimonial of thousands of words. (Covering face)