What freedom is, Feng Xiaolazy never knows.

When she was a child, she thought she could go out and buy candy by herself, and when she grew up, she thought that she didn't have to apologize if she beat Zhengtai.

Until, when she was a little older, when she skipped class and went to climb the mountain with her friends to pick fruits, she encountered the light curtain for the first time.

Seeing that her friends had passed one by one, but she couldn't move in an inch, she was so anxious.

The friends were very dissatisfied with her performance of escaping, saying that she would not be able to lick the lollipops in the future, and they would not call her to go to the toilet.

She really wants to go! But......

In the end, she was a little Lori, dragging her schoolbag and walking home with her back to the sunset.

She doesn't understand, where is she so different from those little Lori Xiaozheng, why can't they live if they can live with her! What is she lacking compared to them? With a little more IQ and a little more force, she is no worse than them!

The little wind was indignant, and when he returned to the supermarket he opened, he dismantled five lollipops, took one bite and licked one and swallowed one more, and finally looked at one more. Hmph, without those friends, she can eat more lollipops!

She was in a very bad mood, especially when she saw the note left by Daddy Feng on the table, she was even more angry and gnawed two packs of chewing gum, and even beat three Zhengtai that night to vent the fire in her heart.

Later, her father came back and brought back an unconscious uncle.

Her father was always like this, disappearing from time to time for a few days, and when he came back, he would bring back a comatose person, and then the next day the strange person was playing with her for a day, and the day after tomorrow he disappeared.

Then her father would sigh and hug her without saying a word, and then kiss her apologetically, and say sorry. Hehe...... She didn't know what kind of illness they had.

This time, after the uncle was gone, her father was going to hug her with a sad face. She asked about the light curtain, Daddy Feng's expression froze instantly, his eyes began to flicker, and his words began to be vague, this and that for a long time, he still didn't say anything.

Time has passed in this way, and several years have passed, and little Lori Feng has grown into a big sister in the third grade. She found that she couldn't participate in the various activities organized by the school, nor could she run around the world with her friends, and her range of activities was only in this small city.

Her understanding of the world comes from TV, from textbooks, and from other people's mouths. The changeability of the Yellow Mountain, the mystery of the Lushan Mountain, the Yangtze River, the Yellow River. The magic capital of the city that never sleeps, the imperial capital where the third ring is blocked to the sixth ring, she can't step on it in person.

She has regrets......

If these are just regrets, then, when her father disappeared for almost half a year, when she was only ten years old, she carried her small schoolbag on her back and watched the people around her come and go by relying on the light curtain. That's despair!

After sitting all night, she figured it out, it's okay, she is a strong and good child, isn't it that she has grown up slowly by herself.

Later, when the light curtain began to shrink the encirclement, she also accepted it calmly, she didn't have freedom anyway, she didn't care! But when the world began to change, she began to panic.

The people around her began to evacuate one by one, and the young man also came to invite her to leave with her. She wants to go, she's human! She's the one to live in gregaries!

The curtain of light...... What is it! What is this supermarket?!

Feng Xiaolazy looked at the light curtain and guessed over and over again, is it a prison cell? It's her own single senior cell!

There are fewer and fewer people around the supermarket, and she can only hold the bear doll and talk to herself, grinning at herself in the mirror every day: "Hello! See you again! ”

If she goes on like this, she'll go crazy! She's going to be schizophrenic! She tried a thousand methods, knocking on the light curtain, scalding it with boiling water, using an electric drill, using a hammer......

She's even going to dig a tunnel!

However, even if she was crazy about herself rolling around in the supermarket alone, yelling: "Who! Who the hell kept me here! What the hell do you want to do? Is it because you worship my IQ? ”

"Please...... Let me out......" all knelt on the ground and threw themselves to the ground.

"Are you trying to protect me?" Feng Xiaolazy sat at the door, leaning on the light curtain and stroking it, "Don't do this, let me die freely!" ”

Really, she really thought in her heart, she didn't want to be imprisoned in this alone, she would rather survive in the scary-looking jungle outside, than eat instant noodles here, die alone, rotten into a lump of mud and no one will find out.

She was even a little envious of the little bugs outside, at least...... It can crawl all over the ground! It can go wherever it wants!

On such a person's day, she is really going crazy! She really, really, would rather struggle to survive, would rather have ups and downs and hardships, she wants to be free, even if it is, to take a step out!

If...... Let her know who it is! Put her up here and dig up his ancestral grave! Not negotiable! Nothing for any reason! (To be continued.) )

PS: That's it for today's plus! Free extra! January 1, 2016.

Happy New Year's Day! The annual plan for 2016 is ready to be done!

This year must be better than last year! Excellent! Come on!