Chapter 2: Choosing to Die
This big mystery that can shock all mankind today stems from Mu Hongmei's sudden 'recovery' of memory.
Mu Hongmei found that there was a little orphan girl in the village who was more bumpy and miserable than herself, who was called a broom star by the villagers, and could use herself to compare and seek courage, but she suddenly disappeared from this world more than ten years ago.
And in her suddenly 'restored' memories, there was no more information about this little orphan girl.
Moreover, what made Mu Hongmei feel the most terrible was that many people related to the little orphan girl had also disappeared from the world, and there was no trace in this world that could prove their existence.
Because, now these people, including the little orphan girl, who may only exist in Mu Hongmei's memory, just disappeared, in their memory, their corresponding residential houses are either old houses where other people's families have lived for decades, or they have become fields or wasteland for the villagers.
The more 'past' she remembers, the more confused Mu Hongmei's expression becomes, but as her thoughts become clearer and these confusions gradually become less, her heart is like a stormy wave.
Because the memory she suddenly remembered was originally just a dream she had had, but after thinking about it carefully, everything in the dream was so real.
It was so true that she could affirm with people that those people and things had existed in her life and in this world.
However, if it weren't for these things that happened to Mu Hongmei, in the dark, as if a hand had lifted the curtain of the quick work that she had forgotten, she would never have remembered these memories.
Mu Hongmei, who is already middle-aged, has a beautiful sharp and thin melon seed face when she was young, but now she is full of wrinkles, and her skin is even more dark yellow, and she has a lot of spots compared to before giving birth.
When the dusty memory was retrieved, her face died early, and became a little distorted under the astonishment, and the pale and dark yellow and wrinkled old woman's face made people look at it, if not make people feel cold like seeing a ghost, but they would also feel repulsion, or disgust.
Such a her, if she is seen by her man, she will definitely be even more unwelcome, and at the same time, she will definitely be more determined to divorce her earlier, so as not to be known to be a big boss with a successful career, and it is too embarrassing to marry such an uneducated and ugly mother-in-law back then.
Although Mu Hongmei is uneducated, she knows in her heart that if she is not having a nightmare, then this kind of thing will reveal too much weirdness, much stranger and bizarre than the horror movies and science fiction movies in TV movies.
When she found out that the memory she suddenly remembered was not a dream, the sadness of being betrayed by men and children, compared with the weirdness and bizarre discovery after the sudden 'memory recovery', the former seemed to become less important in Mu Hongmei's heart, and she began to try her best to solve this 'mystery of the disappearance of the population in this village'.
But it didn't take long for Mu Hongmei to find clues before she became a 'madman' in the mouth of her neighbors who was stimulated by a man's change of heart to divorce, resulting in insanity.
Because, not only the neighbors of the village could not remember those who were 'missing', but even the town government, the police station of the town, and the district public security bureau where she visited and complained did not have the household registration files of these people.
Moreover, there are no relevant files, not to mention, with the deepening of the 'investigation', Mu Hongmei found that the orphan girl family who was the same age as herself, named Xiaoyue, and Yu Mingyue, and the three generations of several families related to the girl later, counted dozens of people and the houses that should exist as far as she knew, really disappeared completely.
The facts directly point to the fact that in this world, there has never been a trace of the existence of these people in Mu Hongmei's memory.
The truth is that either Mu Hongmei pretended to be crazy and stupid and didn't want to divorce her husband; Or, she just can't stand the excitement of her husband divorcing her and goes crazy!
If it weren't for Mu Hongmei's memories of more than 20 years, the clearer she became, when everyone said she was crazy, Mu Hongmei would definitely feel that she was really crazy.
Because this weirdness is no longer explained by the limited imagination of an uneducated rural woman like Mu Hongmei.
But as time passed, the 'mystery case' became clearer and clearer, and even the doctor said that those people were imagined by Mu Hongmei herself, and when she prescribed a lot of medicines, Mu Hongmei began to wonder if she was really crazy?
In the end, the facts were in front of her, and Mu Hongmei had to believe that she was crazy.
Because of her, she was sent to the only psychiatric hospital in the city by the man who failed to divorce her, and her biological daughter.
Although there is an advantage to being crazy, that is, a man can't divorce her for a while, but she, after 'solving' the mystery in her heart, clearly knows that in this world, there is nothing worth remembering for herself.
The man who has changed his mind wants the old tree to blossom and marry another true love, it is nothing, what makes her have nothing to love, and it is very painful to feel that life is meaningless, and it is her daughter's more and more clear dislike, indifference and accusation against her.
But during the time she stayed in the hospital for treatment, she thought about her daughter who grew up as a baby.
Even when she thought of how her daughter disgusted and accused herself, Mu Hongmei's heart that she thought would die after being shattered would still feel very painful.
Because even if she was regarded as a madman, even after entering the hospital where the madman had to be admitted, she had to receive all kinds of painful treatment every day that made her often become in a trance, but she still remembered in her mind what her daughter laughed at that day.
"In order for me to have a good marriage? It's a shame that you can say it, with a mother like you who is embarrassing and conspicuous and makes me unable to hold my head up in front of people, what good man can I find, and what good marriage can I have"
At this time, Mu Hongmei had no love in her life, and she had no courage and motivation to live, but she was very persistent in her heart, and wanted to say a word to her daughter before leaving this world, which she had wanted to say for more than 20 years, but she had never spoken.
"Beibei, you remember your mother's words, no matter what time it is, your mother loves you."
In the first half of her life, Mu Hongmei has been working hard to survive, but now, she really has no intention of becoming a burden and a drag on her daughter. I don't want my daughter to feel guilty for her suicide in the future.
For this kind of last wish, Mu Hongmei chose to escape.
She was not crazy, so she escaped from the hospital very easily, she had no money, and she was afraid of being discovered, so she had to walk more than 20 kilometers in the rain overnight, and returned to the door of her house in the early morning when it was almost light.
However, seeing that people had already gone to the empty and uninhabited home, after climbing over the wall and picking the lock, after entering the house, she dialed the past over and over again, and she was so familiar that she would not be wrong in her dreams, but when it became an empty number, Mu Hongmei's heart was already broken, but this time, it was completely cold and dead.
In this early morning when it was pouring rain and was about to dawn, Mu Hongmei left a crooked suicide note, chose the same path as her mother back then, came to the reservoir where her mother drowned, and stood for a long time on the big stone where her mother's body was placed, reminiscing a lot.
Most of them are Mu Hongmei, who may only exist in her memory now, standing on the edge of the dam of the reservoir, who has already been drenched and washed over and over again by the pouring rain, moved.
This movement was when she jumped into the water in front of her, which had been told by people to be dozens of meters deep.
Mu Hongmei is not watery, and the ending is destined to die.
But this is exactly what she wants, to use death to end this life that should have been tragic in the mouths of those neighbors many years ago.
At the moment when the last darkness fell, Mu Hongmei seemed to see her mother, who was about to be forgotten by herself, smiling at herself and opening her arms to herself.
Vaguely, she seemed to smell the familiar ** on her mother's body again, and it was sent into her somewhat stinging nasal cavity and lungs one after another.
In her mother's warm embrace, Mu Hongmei felt that the tingling pain began to fade, and her body didn't seem to be so cold
"Mom, if there is a next life, I will be your daughter, you must accompany me for the rest of your life. Only in this way can I have the opportunity to be filial to you.
With my mother's help, maybe I can marry a good man with a heart and lungs, as for the children, maybe they are all debt collectors, right?"
After muttering these words in her mother's arms, after being silent for a while, Mu Hongmei didn't know if she remembered any happy past in her childhood, and suddenly grinned, and faintly let out a childlike laughter.
She was tired, sleepy, crawling in her mother's arms, and wanted to sleep long and beautifully, but when sleepiness came and her consciousness was about to completely dissipate, Mu Hongmei's mind faintly appeared a very familiar, but long, long time has been forgotten by her efforts to forget the thin back.
"I've been waiting for you for four more years, if you can keep your promise and come back, alas, but I still blame you."
PS: Dear friends,Today is January 7th, 2016.,The doll began to resume the update.,Every day will try to update 2000+ chapters.。
The little sisters who like to be reborn and farm can be collected and waiting for fattening, Mo Mo Da~~