(085) Who can guarantee a lifetime

In a sense, I never wanted a stable life. There is only one time in life, and if you live your life according to the rules, what is the point?

I need to have a challenging life, and I'm not satisfied with where I am now, but I accept it.

"You have a great appetite, and it will cost me a lifetime to open your mouth." Shen Muyang didn't respond to my question on the surface when he heard my words, he used a way that was almost joking.

I don't know what it would be like for me to become a good wife and mother who only waits for her husband to come home every day, but I still prefer a challenging life, but that doesn't include this kind of revenge that is tied down. I believe that if my goal is achieved, I will never let Yan Shaocheng grab any of my handles, and if he is interested, he will let me go, otherwise it is difficult for me to guarantee that we will not become opponents. Of course, this also applies to Shen Muyang, I have long been accustomed to this lonely way of survival, and I don't need anyone to fill it in my world, whether it is Yan Shaocheng or Shen Muyang, I don't need it.

"Yes, for a lifetime." I looked at Shen Muyang with a smile, I don't care about guaranteeing it for the rest of my life, who can easily guarantee that it belongs to me for a lifetime.

The men next to me all expressed this strange affection, and I was not a fool and would not be unaware. But who really says love? Love? I can't even believe that I am a person who has been betrayed by family affection, and all the people I have met in this life are talking to me about love, but all of them have betrayed me. Love? Who would believe the ridiculous and deceptive words now?

"You want me and you to protect you for the rest of your life?" Shen Muyang seems to like to describe what I said according to his meaning, and he doesn't care if he is distorting my meaning, he is just blindly following the thoughts he likes.

I wasn't committal, I just kept my usual smile.

"I remember saying a sentence in the movie "Farewell My Concubine", which is about a lifetime! A year, a month, a day, an hour, is not a lifetime. "I think about this film, which is the only time that China has won an award at the Cannes Film Festival, and there is a reason to think about it.

"You're reminding me?" Sure enough, a man like Shen Muyang also hopes that things will go according to his thoughts, of course, maybe he can understand what I mean, but because I don't find out, he plans to pretend to be stupid.

"No, I'm trying to persuade you to retreat." Since he is willing to pretend to be stupid to understand, I don't have to insinuate to explain, just say it directly, after all, there is absolutely no possibility between us.

Unless there are lasting interests, marriage is a flawless cooperation in my eyes, and we are all lucky parties to succeed in cooperation.

Because I don't believe in love, or even in feelings, my marriage is not destined to be happy, and in this case, I will not take the initiative to go into the cage.

"Perhaps, but I'm an adventurer." I completely understand Shen Muyang's words.

The men around me told me that he wanted me, but he didn't want to love me. It's funny, it's so funny that it makes me sick.

"Then it's up to you." I don't plan to continue to reject Shen Muyang, I am used to saying things to eight points, leaving room for everything, and there is always nothing wrong with me in this way.

I suddenly had an idea, is it that when I was old, I was destined to live with a pile of gold, and I spent my whole life just working for money. Money, the root of all evil. But it's what people want.

I smiled, without a hint of emotion.

"Knock knock." There was a knock on the door, interrupting our unnourished conversation just in time. "The old lady asked me to invite Miss Fang downstairs for dinner."

"I know, I'll take Miss Fang down." Shen Muyang glanced at me, then turned his head to look at me. "You see, my mom is so anxious. Don't even call me for such a thing as eating. ”

I didn't smile, just looked at Shen Muyang quietly.

There was a hint in his words, but I didn't want to hear it.

But an idea sprouted in my heart, and I suddenly wanted to ask Shen Muyang, why?

Yan Shaocheng explained this to me, so he wanted to hear Shen Muyang's thoughts even more. It's just that I never asked, and I shouldn't have been so curious about my interests.

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When I went down the stairs, I saw that the table was full of delicacies, and even I had to wonder what Guo Huixia thought of me. Shen Muyang is only twenty-seven years old, Guo Huixia is so anxious?

It is difficult for me to understand the attitude of a noble lady in a comfortable life towards her son, not only because I am not a mother, but also because I have never lived a comfortable day.

"I don't know what Miss Fang likes to eat, so I'll prepare some casually, don't mind." Guo Huixia really prepared some at random, and they were almost full of Manchu and Han seats, so I can't afford it.

I really wanted to speak, but Shen Muyang took the lead.

"She's not picky eaters." Shen Muyang's words were completely casual, and the demeanor of a gentleman immediately came out.

But I can't deny it either. Because Shen Muyang is right, I am not a picky eater, I will eat some of everything, there is no special favorite, and there is no special dislike, as long as it is normal ingredients, it is okay.

So at the moment I can only keep smiling and I can only keep smiling.

My eyes caught eye on Guo Huixia's. Sure enough, a woman's heart is really extraordinary, and she finds that the details are so absolute. Aunt Guo's attitude towards me was obviously a little warmer, and this feeling made me very uncomfortable.

"Come, you're welcome, eat more." Guo Huixia is obviously different to me now, maybe this is a qiē is the source of Shen Muyang.

"Thank you, Aunt Guo." Naturally, I can't say anything at the moment, I can only blindly go along with it.

My eyes looked at Shen Muyang, he was very casual, and he didn't seem to have anything.

It was also at this time that I observed that Shen Muyang seemed to like to eat seafood, which I had never noticed before. At this time, I was thinking about Yan Shaocheng again, and I unconsciously thought of Yan Shaocheng. Sure enough, I'm a person who never cares about things I don't care about, and I can't think of Yan Shaocheng's preference at all.

I felt a little pity in my heart, if I wanted to poison him, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to find a vegetable and be able to poison him to death.

Sure enough, I'm a strict **** person, and in my world I am only loyal to myself.