Now in order to enter the palace and have more freedom in order to be a master, she has lost her father's trust, lost the care and love of her eldest sister, and lost the love of her sister, is it worth it?

For a while, she felt empty in her heart, her eyes were blank, a little confused, and some panic and uncertainty about the future.

Looking at the noisy atmosphere in the house, she was happy, looking at the happiness and joy in the eyes of the third sister, she suddenly felt that she was separated from them by a layer of glass, close at hand but so far away, neither of them could enter each other's hearts, and she could not blend into this hierarchical society, which made her feel very lonely, and she was not recognized by the loneliness in her heart.

I used to be alone, but I didn't feel anything, and I don't have to worry about a general friend who has a bad relationship, and the otaku is the way she likes, and I don't feel uncomfortable. But now I feel very aggrieved and uncomfortable, I feel out of place, I feel like an alien, I am ostracized and hated, and I am very sad.

But he couldn't speak, he couldn't communicate, and he was very depressed.

Sitting there quietly, watching them rejoice, as if this qiē had nothing to do with him, just silence was enough.

The hour was almost up, the old lady and Yongtai took Mingzhu as a carriage to the palace, and the old man and Shangguan Hao, father and son, rode a horse and walked first.

"I heard that Princess Goryeo came this time to make peace?" Mingzhu sat in the carriage and munched on a hungry snack.

"It should be." The old lady pondered for a moment and guessed.

"Hey! It's really pitiful, I don't know anyone in a foreign land, my mother's family can't be relied on at all, and all the women in the palace can calculate. The emperor may not really like it, and he spends his whole life in the court, once the diplomatic relations change dramatically. The first one to die was the princess who was kind, which was really ....... Mingzhu shook her head and smiled bitterly.

As a princess, she can understand this sad mood, although she has never kissed, but her sisters are kissed or married to the courtiers who need to be wooed by their father, etc., and they will not ask you whether you want to, like it or not.

The princess is a pawn many times, once the pawn is useless. will be given up at the first time, and the price will be death, and even his own children and husbands will not be able to keep them.

Wu Zetian's most beloved daughter was Taiping. Didn't she also put her husband to death? Is there half a pity?

and during the reign of his father, the husbands of several sisters were also implicated in politics and died in prison, but they were asked to remarry again in half a year. He is not even allowed to keep filial piety to his husband. Has anyone asked the princess for her opinion?

How many women envy, queen princess, how much virtue does it take to become such a supreme being? How many people can't do it if they want to, they just hate that they have the wrong birth, and they don't have that life.

If you want me to say, it was bad luck to become the queen princess and concubine, and I definitely didn't do a good job in my last life and came to the palace to pay off my debts in this life.

Neither queen nor princess is easy to do, and it is rare to be carefree all your life. Even though she was extremely honored during her life and after death, her short life was full of calculations and intrigues. I didn't dare to relax for a moment.

Yongtai also sighed, "No way, royal women are not easy to do, royal children are more bitter, bright on the surface and dirty and embarrassing on the inside, and you will be wronged for the rest of your life when you enter the royal family." ”

"So I can't figure out why Jia Xuan has to squeeze in after fighting for her life? What attracted her? Our family doesn't lack her, if you really talk about it, she is much better off than many concubines, and even better than the daughters of the official family of the small family. Mingzhu wondered.

The family members of the fourth-grade officials are not as good as Jiaxuan, even her second uncle is also ranked third-grade, and a year's income is not enough for the second aunt to buy a few pieces of head jewelry, not to mention others, and she still has to rely on side jobs such as general affairs to increase her income.

"Humph! The eyes of the rat are light, and the little family is angry! Yongtai snorted coldly, she always looked down on Jiaxuan, who was stingy.

The three of them didn't say anything more, and Mingzhu didn't want to make any more comments.

After entering the palace, I went to greet the Queen Mother and talked to the Queen Mother.

This day is the right day, and the queen also wore a bright yellow dress with a lotus to greet the queen mother, and several concubines have arrived and are waiting early.

"It's rare to see the county lord of Yongtai, it's really rare!" After the queen greeted Yongtai with a smile, but she didn't smile, her eyes were like knives, and she couldn't wait to kill Yongtai in Lingchi.

Yongtai responded with a smile, "Back to the queen's mother, the courtiers are lazy, and they don't want to disturb the peace of the queen mother's old man." ”

"I heard that your son is also looking for someone to say goodbye? Mingzhu is about the same age, if you want to find a good sister-in-law in the future, otherwise I am afraid that Mingzhu's temper will not get along. "The queen satirizes Mingzhu's temper and is too flamboyant, which is not enough for everyone's standard of beauty.

"It's okay, my brother loves me, our brother and sister have had a good relationship since childhood, as long as I want it, my brother will try his best to find it for me, and never let **** have a little heart. Fortunately, my brother is good to me, otherwise I would be miserable if I have a brother who can only calculate himself, what do you say, the queen? Mingzhu tilted her head and shot back unceremoniously.

My mother is not as capable as you, let her son calculate and frame her daughter, and only someone like you who doesn't know how to be kicked by a donkey can do it.

The queen's cold and vicious eyes stared at Mingzhu hatefully, and Mingzhu smiled lightly and looked directly into her eyes, not afraid at all.

Dare to bury my mother, what kind of thing are you?

"Humph! Mingzhu's tongue is getting more and more powerful, and I don't know who will go cheaper in the future? I don't know which mother-in-law can stand your temper! The queen pretended not to mind her generosity, and laughed and mocked.

"You don't have to worry about this, I'm so smart, sensible and filial, who can't see me and I like me, right, Queen Mother?" Mingzhu ran over delicately and squeezed together with the Queen Mother, affectionately coquettish.

"Well, whoever dares to bully your mourning family to call the shots for you, she will definitely be better off dying!" The Queen Mother gritted her teeth and spoke extremely harshly.

All the concubines lowered their heads, the queen mother's methods were very domineering and ruthless, but when she was older, her heart tended to be kind.

The queen felt the queen mother's cold knife, shrunk her neck slightly, and stopped talking.

Mingzhu sneered, her voice was quite loud, as if she deliberately wanted the queen to know her disdain and ridicule, this woman was a, she had to provoke herself, and she would be comfortable when she was scolded by herself.

Shuyi, Zhou Ying and other princes and princesses also came in together, and greeted everyone in turn, and they were busy with each other before they were born.

The queen glanced at Shuyi and asked gently, "Shuyi, have you ever visited your brother?" If you want to say that I, your child, are too small, in the end, you are a sister and brother, how can you remember a few words for so long? You should visit your brother more and take care of him to be like a sister. ”

This is almost a direct saying that Shuyi disregards the love of her sister and brother, and is an unfaithful, unfilial, unkind and unrighteous bastard.

Shuyi turned to look at the queen with a calm face, the indifference and alienation in her eyes made the queen stunned for a moment, and her hands trembled slightly, as if she felt that something had completely left her. (To be continued.) )