1.15 Family affection, suicide note

there\-s/no/tragedy/in/life/like/the/death/of/a/child./things/never/get/back/to/the/way/they/were.――dwight/eisenhower

There is nothing more tragic in life than the death of a child. A qiē is unrecognizable, and it can no longer return to its old appearance.

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"Please be seated!" Ma Wenyan's father said and invited Jiuying to sit on the sofa in the living room, while his wife went into the kitchen.

"How did you find here?" watched the nine babies incense, and Ma's father was very low.

"I've wanted to thank Sister Yan for a long time. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have been able to finish my studies. Jiuying was very excited, "Because of Sister Yan's help, I want to pass on this love." ”

"I went to a remote mountainous area to teach before I came back. That's when I heard about Sister Yan. I just wanted to see her. "Jiuying's excuse is very well made.

And about Ma Wenyan's funding of others, Jiuying did not lie. But looking at the old man's old face, there was a sadness in his heart.

"Let's take a look at the second elder too."

For parents, the saddest thing in life is that a white-haired person sends a black-haired person.

Jiuying's mood was very low, but he couldn't help but do his job. If it is confirmed that the soul body that is causing trouble is really Ma Wenyan, as long as you stop her before she hurts people further, you can send her back into reincarnation.

"Our Yan'er is a good boy." Ma's father looked back at Ma Wenyan's photo, "I have been smart and sensible since I was a child. Study well, grow well. Everybody boasts. ”

"It's also very filial." Ma's mother put a cup of tea in front of Jiuying, and then her wife's words continued. "It's all we who have caused her."

"If it weren't for me, she wouldn't have gone at such a young age."

may finally have someone to remember their daughter with, and the two old men couldn't stop talking a little. At this point, all they need is a good listener.

Jiuying didn't say much, and responded to two voices from time to time, and then skillfully led the topic to the direction he wanted to know. From between words. Jiuying also learned some things that would not be written on the thin investigation report.

The Ma family's parents are both primary school teachers, and the family is generally well-off. And the reason why Ma Wenyan went to be the second wife was to see her father.

"Surgery fees. The follow-up treatment fee emptied the home all at once! Speaking of this, Ma's eyes turned red, "It's that I'm useless." Only then did the child walk down that path. ”

At that time, Ma Wenyan was still in college. Seeing that his father was suffering from illness, but he refused to take medicine in order to save money, he resolutely dropped out of school and left home.

Immediately afterwards, one after another money was remitted to their account, all of which were remitted by Ma Wenyan.

Ma Wenyan is still a young girl, where can she get such a large amount of money? The second elder of the Ma family suddenly had a bad guess again.

Under the repeated urging of Ma's father, Ma's mother found Ma Wenyan. Sure enough. This large sum of money turned out to be Ma Wenyan's selling money.

How can this make the Ma family's parents embarrassed? But anyway. can't shake Ma Wenyan's determination to take money to treat her father's illness. Ma's father refused to cooperate with the treatment and resisted passively, hoping to make his daughter change her mind.

But Ma Wenyan was even more stubborn, she held a pair of scissors to her neck.

"Dad, if you don't heal, I'll stab myself with this right now!" In order to show that he did what he said, the scissors had already stabbed him in the neck while talking.

is also threatening with their lives, and parents can't resist their children. With this money, Ma's father's condition was controlled and gradually improved.

However, when she wanted Ma Wenyan to give up a qiē and come back, she suddenly heard the bad news of her daughter's suicide.

"Who knows, I survived this cheap life! My daughter is gone! ”

The parents of the Ma family did not hide the fact that their daughter used to be a second mother in Jiuying.

"We're telling you this, and don't look down on the swallows." Ma's mother's voice was a little choked at this time, "I just want people to know that my baby is not vain, she is a good child." ”

"How could I look down on Sister Yan?!" Jiuying grabbed Ma's mother's hand, feeling the old of this hand, "She is the best person I have ever met!" ”

"We have to live for a long time, so that our daughter can watch it in the sky, and her thoughts are not in vain."

After staying with this sad old couple for a long time, Jiu Ying left despite their retention.

Sitting in the car on the way back, the vicissitudes of life of the second elder have been replaying in Jiuying's mind. And a letter written by Ma Wenyan to her parents also made Jiuying's thoughts continue to fluctuate.

Why did they not make a fuss after receiving the news of Ma Wenyan's suicide, it was because of this farewell letter.

Dear Mom and Dad,

It's strange that I've never called you like that. But now I'm writing a letter, and there's nothing at all!

I remember when I was young, my father always read me a lot of ancient texts. What impresses me the most is that a gentleman does something and doesn't do something.

I always joke that I'm a little woman, so I don't have to be a gentleman. But I still took this sentence to heart in my heart. But, in the end, I went against it.

I have never regretted my decision to give up my studies to earn money. However, I didn't expect that I would be emotionally invested in this transaction. Maybe it's because his image in my mind is so bright, and he gives so much help when he is helpless.

I don't regret it, I love someone vigorously.

What I regret is that I know that the other person has no feelings for me, but I still insist on going my own way, hoping that the other person will respond with the same love.

And the result of my persistence is that the little life that has been in my body for so long will never come to this world again.

The moment I saw him, I couldn't hold anything else in my eyes.

So, Mom and Dad, please forgive me. I just can't bear to hurt him. He must be lonely over there, I think. Every day when I close my eyes, I see him calling for Mom with his hands open.

I decided to go over and accompany him, he was still so young and needed a warm embrace.

In addition, Dad's illness has been cured. I donated all the money in my hand, even if it was to pray for the second elder.

Please don't feel sorry for me. I wish a good qiē.

Unfilial daughters

You can't just look at the surface. When reading the information before, Jiuying and Manman only felt that Ma Wenyan was a gold worshipper, and she was also a relatively brainless gold worshipper. 1/ Thinking that the mother is more expensive than the son, and delusionally thinking about entering the house.

didn't expect that Ma Wenyan was really in love with Lin Xiu.

Love is really a crazy thing, but maternal love is even crazier.

However, judging from this suicide note, Ma Wenyan is not like a soul body that will be entangled with Lin Xiu. But can't tell? Maybe I regretted it after I died, and I still loved Lin Xiu the most, so I came to him?

Jiuying sat in the car on the way back and fell asleep. (To be continued.) )