"I'm not even afraid of death, but I'm afraid that I won't be able to live." This was not said by Zhao Yue, but Meng Shaoguang, who approached to see the wound.

The man's face turned pale, his eyebrows and eyes were lowered and he stopped talking, and Zhao Yue was also stunned for a moment before he spoke: "What Miss Shake said is that it is to take care of it well, and what you say is that you can't die." Shake girl knows some medical skills, you should let her take a look. ”

The man still didn't raise his face, he didn't even respond, he had always been physically and mentally exhausted by the wounds, and he had the heart to seek death.

"Boil some hot water, take a dagger, a charcoal fire, a clean strip of cloth, do you have a room? Clean up a clean room. Meng Shaoguang stood up and looked around, and said: "The weather is good outside, don't nest in the house for the others, go out to the leeward place and bask in the sun, open the doors and windows for ventilation, dismantle and wash the bedding or something, and the wind will be dry almost at night today." ”

Zhao Yue listened carefully and remembered them one by one, and then beckoned everyone to go out, and cleaned up a room with some injured people and carried people in.

Meng Shaoguang took out a piece of silver and handed it to Yue Ning, and said, "Go to the pharmacy to buy some wound medicine, and you need to buy more wormwood." The house was damp all year round, and it burned to expel the poison. ”

Yue Ning agreed and ran out with the silver, Zhao Yue brought in the charcoal fire and hot water one by one, and took the strips of white cloth that were washed quickly, and finally drew a dagger and handed it to Meng Shaoguang.

Meng Shaoguang took the dagger and threw it to the person who was half-sitting on the bed, looked at him with pitiful eyes and said coldly: "You have been healthy for decades, but you can't stand it if you are missing an arm, so those who are born with birth defects should drown directly in the water, don't ask them if they want to live, whether they don't want to die, because you think that they are just a joke in the world, it is better to die clean." Really? ”

Zhao Yue saw that Meng Shaoguang's words suddenly became condensed, and suddenly felt that the whole person was cold from the soles of his feet to the back of his head.

"Do you think I'm not you, I don't have missing arms or legs, so I can say so lightly." Seeing that the man didn't refute, Meng Shaoguang chuckled: "Heh~ You are not worthy of being a soldier." ”

"What do you say! I don't have this arm on the battlefield! Why do you say that I am not worthy of being a soldier! Why?! The man glared at Meng Shaoguang excitedly, with anger in his cloudy eyes, baring his teeth as if he was going to tear Meng Shaoguang in the next second.

Meng Shaoguang didn't care, and looked at him with a cold gaze: "You are so pitiful." ”

The man suddenly gathered his strength and swung his fist with his other intact arm, Meng Shaoguang only retreated half a step back and dodged, seeing that the man was about to fall out of bed due to inertia, Meng Shaoguang kicked him on the chest and kicked him back again.

"You think that doing it to me in anger will cover up your cowardly nature? This will only make people look down on you even more. ”

Zhao Yue listened more and more wrong, stepped forward and opened his mouth: "Shake girl, you ......"

Meng Shaoguang raised his eyes to look at Zhao Yue, who had an ugly face, and raised his eyebrows: "Do you also think that he might as well die like this?" ”

"I'm not ......" Zhao Yue couldn't say it anymore, he saw that these people were getting more and more decadent day by day, and slowly they didn't even have the will to live, and they lived like walking corpses, and they did have such thoughts. It's better to be alive like this.

"Huh." Meng Shaoguang smiled sarcastically, and the corners of his lips slowly tightened.

"It's better to live like this than to die."

The eyes of the man on the bed suddenly glared like Meng Shaoguang, and so did Zhao Yue, with an impulsive killing intent in his eyes.

"Have you forgotten how these injuries came about? It's on the battlefield, these are your military medals, the testimony of your struggle for the country and your blood on the battlefield, it's a medal, it's glory, what do you think? What do you think of all this? You think it's a shame, a shame for the wasted! With such a shame, you don't want to live, you can only choose to die, are you clean when you die? Don't forget that you are soldiers. There have always been only soldiers who died in battle, and there were no soldiers who committed suicide! ”

"Did I say you didn't deserve it?"