(451) Love is something extravagant

I once thought about forgiveness, but Su Su didn't intend to let me go. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Even if I give up everything, Su Su will use all means to destroy me, so that I can't stay by Yan Shaocheng's side, and that's probably the case. There is a sea between me and Yan Shaocheng. There were piranhas in that sea, and I tried to get there, but I almost got bitten to death. So I didn't dare to go over, for fear that one day my soul would be destroyed.

"Then I might as well strangle you, it's a hundred." He reached out and grabbed me by the neck, as if he really wanted me dead.

I thought about it, and I knew he wouldn't dare do it. He loves me, how can he bear to do it. He loves me, so he won't divorce me. He guarded me, so he didn't want to strangle me and go to jail. He guarded against me, so he couldn't divorce, for fear that I would join forces with the Shen family.

When will Yan Shaocheng not bring benefits?

Why does Yan Shaocheng really look at me with a purpose? I'm a little confused.

He saw me laughing, then he laughed too, and finally let me go.

I gasped for air, but I didn't feel good about being alive.

"You shouldn't have guarded me for so many years, you might as well let me die in a high fever back then. Now there is no threat. ”

I smiled haughtily, swaggering like a demon.

"You remember." Yan Shaocheng sneered, as if he was laughing at his previous actions.

"I don't remember, but I knew I was helpless in the orphanage until one day I collapsed in the street, and someone was scared that I would die and must save me. The doctor told me that it was a teenage boy who saved me. So Qiao Yinan said that the person who funded me was you, and I believe it. You say that you have kept me for twenty years, and I believe. But Yan Shaocheng, I am a person with no conscience, so your protection is of no value to me. The guilt you once felt is gone. My conscience used to be hell now. ”

How could I not remember, the only person who once gave me warmth, how could I not remember. Even if I don't know what it looks like, I don't know who it is, I remember it. But ever. I never thought it would be Yan Shaocheng.

When I met Yan Shaocheng in Fangzheng, I never thought that he was a man who guarded me behind my back.

That's why it's ridiculous, and our opposites are getting more and more ridiculous at the moment.

"I'm so good to you, why do you turn around and forget about it?" Yan Shaocheng's hand caressed my cheek at the moment, and he guarded me gently, as if he was apologizing for the other party's behavior.

"Actually, we love each other." I smiled like a flower, and I seemed to have a problem with Yan Shaocheng's appearance.

"I know you love me." Yan Shaocheng took my hand, as if comparing our wedding rings.

My hands are not good-looking, because when I was young, I was poor and no one loved me, and my hands often got frostbite, and then my fingers were swollen. Over the years, the hands have become uglier and uglier.

But the ring is there safely, and it seems to witness the feelings of the years.

It's funny, we met nominally for more than half a year, and I was his wife for more than three months. But in fact, it has been exactly 20 years since we met each other when we were young.

Is this what is meant to be? Kind of ridiculous, right?

"But what is love worth?" I pridefully pursed the corners of my lips, and my eyes were still on the man above the Divine Mansion.

"One last time, I won't be so nice to you in the future." Yan Shaocheng seemed to be reluctant to me, he seemed to strongly restrain his desire to hug me, but he still reached out to hug me without any way, he said that it was the last time, and he would not be so good to me in the future.

I smiled wryly and reached out to hug him. rubbed his shoulder, it was still the same Yan Shaocheng. That Yan Shaocheng, who I love the most.

The whole world has betrayed me, so Yan Shaocheng has also betrayed me. In my eyes in the world, there is only Yan Shaocheng's good, and only Yan Shaocheng's bad, I remember the hatred of the Yan family.

Pan Wanlin committed suicide and abandoned me; Fang Yewei will use me even if he dies; Ren Shuyan tied me up with a sense of guilt, and Fang Luyao tried to calculate me everywhere; Shen Muyang doesn't care what I think, he will only get me paranoidly; Qiao Yinan didn't say goodbye and hurt me, regretted wanting to hug me again; Su Su killed my mother and didn't want to let me go; Yan Xiangwei will defend the Yan family even if he recognizes me; Yan Shaocheng kept saying that he loved me or hurt me.

The people around me are either hurting me or hurting me in the name of love. And I hurt others at the same time as I was hurt.

"Then you must think of me in the future." I rubbed in his arms, just not wanting to leave him.

But I learned to love him only after I learned to hurt. So I don't understand what it means to let go.

"Definitely?." He hugged me and whispered in my ear, and his words were still good.

It seems like he's always thought I'm his, always been his.

He can't bear me, I can't bear him. After all, we are not willing to give up each other's goals, and we are desperate to embrace each other.

I sighed in my heart why we were so tired. After calculating, I had to endure it.

He hugged me for a long time, drizzling in my ear.

"The first time I saw you was in front of the Founder Building twenty years ago, when you were dressed simply and childishly, and the sun was setting. If I had known then that this would be the case, I would have embraced you before all the tragedy, if this were the case for us. It's time to be together. "He hugged me and talked about our past, fantasizing about the perfect future.

The original square was twenty-five floors, and now the square is eighty floors. Twenty years ago, Fangzheng has been demolished, remember the joy of Fangzheng's housewarming.

I went to find Fang Yewei that day, thinking that I would have a father that day.

I smiled, and I seemed to remember the past.

Probably the relationship between me and Yan Shaocheng is meaningless, Su Su will always be between us and cannot be changed, those facts that used to be bloody.

The love between me and Yan Shaocheng is also an objective fact. But I know that Yan Shaocheng is a person who has a very open relationship and interests, just like me. So he said. He's the last time, so it won't change.

Maybe he didn't want to do this to me, but he would do it. This is the case between me and Yan Shaocheng.

I think if all the tragedies didn't happen, then we wouldn't have met and wouldn't be where we are now.

I don't dare to think about the future now, let alone the future of me and Yan Shaocheng. What is the future without Yan Shaocheng, and is it the same as before?

I don't know how I should go on and what kind of scenery my life should have.

What will Yan Shaocheng do next to calculate me, and how should I deal with it.

If there is no concession between us, there will be no retreat. So love is a luxury for us.

If you can't get it, you can't love it. can only love and kill each other, love and hate entanglement.