Late at night, I lay in bed, looking at the mahogany beams above my head, and I couldn't close my eyes.

I was so anxious that I had been watching the days for more than two months, and I would not be able to hide it if I continued like this

There were several other palace maids in the room, and they slept on the side, presumably very soundly, and the sound of their slight snoring came from their ears. I got out of bed, lightly picked up the padded clothes and put them on my body, pushed the door and walked out

At this time, it was snowy outside, I shivered coldly, looked up at the night sky, and took a deep breath

This child must not be left behind, but he is now in my belly, what should I do?

It was too cold, I was so cold that I retracted my hand into the cotton clothes, but something fell out of it, and then I remembered that it was the letter that Gao Changgong brought to me from the eldest princess today, I opened it and looked at it, only to see that it was densely written:

Red Childhood:

As soon as the palace is parted, personnel have changed

Knowing that Xigong was safe, I was very relieved

The palace is pressing, and people's hearts are uneasy

The emperor colluded with the Liang State to commit crimes

Murder of the father and usurpation of the throne

The emperor insisted on going his own way

Listen to the provocation of traitors

It is difficult to recover his great rebellion

Keep an eye on Xue Fei's movements

The sin must not be allowed to succeed

Ruined the great cause of my Northern Qi Dynasty.

Now the main palace is trapped in Yongping

The prestige of power is no longer what it used to be.

Special arrangements for cronies

Concubine Su'er, help you!

Within the court, there are many crises.

Hong'er should be more careful!

Seeing this, I stopped, it turned out that the eldest princess had long known that King Wei had colluded with the Snow Princess, she was such a smart woman, would she know about me and Yun Si?

I looked down and saw that it was written:

"Su'er is sincere to you, and the heavens can see it! He married a concubine, but also a last resort, this palace does this, but also can not rest assured of you, the top priority, you must find out the evidence, find out the adulterer, do not for the sake of the children's private feelings, get involved, this palace promises you, after the matter is completed, you will be married to him, tie the knot"

After reading it, I was overjoyed, it turned out that Gao Changgong married a concubine, it was not his own intention, and the eldest princess should not know that I was also implicated, if she knew all this in the future, I would be involved, how would she treat me? How would Gao Changgong treat me? I still have Liang Guo's child in my belly, will they easily let me go if they know?

I was ruthless, took off my cotton clothes, and lay on the snow, maybe I was sick, I could send the imperial doctor to see, maybe the imperial doctor would help me remove the child, maybe he would help me, my life was no longer my own, I couldn't let this child be born, I wanted to try, even if it was just my whims, even if the result was just a dead end. I'm going to give it a try, rather than being tied up by others for a lifetime, it's better to

My body was already cold, and I looked at the sky, the moon that was still as clear as water, and it hung high above my head.

How lonely and lonely is it in the white snow?

The towering palace walls around it stand coldly in the cold wind and bone-chilling snow.

The cold air hit me, and gradually, my eyes began to blur, it's good to be dead, I sighed, and it's a hundred to die!

At the moment when I was about to lose consciousness, that familiar face actually appeared again, Gao Changgong, are you really my fate?

Nights are longer-------*