Chapter Seventy-One: Have You Ever Experienced Despair?

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"Where did you get this brocade box?" Baili Muyan looked at Chu Wenxiao.

Chu Wenxiao thought about it for a while: "I took it from the prince's study, and my subordinates thought it was also something prepared by the housekeeper, because when I went down, it was placed on the desk upright, so I ......"

Baili Muyan remembered that he asked people to put the jade Linglong package in the study, and his study was not allowed to enter casually, so it was very safe.

"What's in the box? Find them all out for me! ”

The entourage brought all the things he had just sorted out to Baili Muyan, these were all things he had given to Gu, and there was also a booklet with a diary written on it.

Chu Wenxiao also knew this booklet, and thought that Baili Muyan was going to read it again, so he stepped forward to dissuade him: "Lord Wang, since you have already read the booklet, don't read it again, your subordinates don't want you to be sad again." ”

Shen Ming learned from Chu Wenxiao that Gu was still alive, and Chu Wenxiao and Chen Yuan only sued him, but not Yang Yang, because they were worried that Yang Yang would affect their relationship after they found out.

Shen Ming stepped forward and said, "Lord Wang, if you can trust Weichen, the minister is willing to read it on behalf of the prince." ”

Baili Muyan always had a bad premonition in his heart, and he didn't take it away for a long time when he put his hand on the booklet.

Yu Linglong is his person, and he arranged to take care of Gu in Jinling Academy, and he also learned about Gu in the academy from Yu Linglong.

The booklet he had had been drenched in the rain, so there were water stains on the corners, and even if it was dry, the ink would smudge, but this one was clearly new.

Moreover, there is a golden hairpin he gave in the box. There are also many small objects between them, and this brocade box was given to him by Yu Linglong, so this book must have been made by Gu.

However, is it the same thing written in this notebook, or is it something different?

He was a little afraid to look at it.

Chu Wenxiao looked at Baili Muyan stunned and motionless, hesitating what to do.

Shen Ming thought for a while and spoke: "Lord Wang, you and Miss Gu have come over so many hardships, no matter what is written in this booklet. It doesn't matter anymore. ”

Baili Muyan looked at Shen Ming in a trance: "Linglong said that I must see it." And it was before I set out on the expedition, I ......"

Baili Muyan didn't know what to say, and after Shen Ming heard this, he also chuckled in his heart.

Yu Linglong obviously knew what was in the box. Maybe even read the booklet. She will let Baili Muyan open it before she sets out on the expedition. Obviously, there was enough to change his mind.

"You all go out, and the military advisor stays first." Baili Muyan waved back the others. Only Shen Ming was left.

Baili Muyan said with a confused tone: "Shen Ming, you say, if this king has been wrong to blame her, what should this king do?" ”

Shen Ming took a deep breath and looked at the booklet in his hand: "Lord Wang, everything in the past has happened, we can't do it all over again, we can't change it, we need to face the future better, we will return to Beijing tomorrow, it's better to open the booklet after returning to Beijing." ”

Baili Muyan looked down at the booklet in his hand, calmed down and said: "I have been with the most difficult things in the past, no matter what is written here, it can't change my decision to marry her as a concubine!" ”

Shen Ming nodded, and then exited the room.

Baili Muyan stretched out his hand and stroked the outer cover of the booklet, on which were written the words "diary".

After turning the first page, the content written is different from the previous booklet, which only has the affairs of the academy, and this booklet is recorded from after he confessed.

If anyone wants to ask whether the god of war in the northern frontier has experienced despair, then the answer is yes.

A booklet, Baili Muyan read it for a whole hour, and when he closed the booklet, he sat motionless in his seat, and the whole person seemed to be petrified.

Gu said that she wanted to try to love someone with a certain amount of effort, and this person was him.

Gu said that she was looking forward to the moment when she put on the wedding dress and covered the wedding pa, and the groom was him.

Gu said that she was very lonely when she was alone in the academy, and the person she missed the most was him.

Gu said, she didn't know what to do to make a person happy, and this person was still him.

Gu said that she was willing to bear the blame just because this person was the person she loved.

Seeing this, Baili Muyan felt that he was the happiest person in the world, and he felt that he was the most favored person by God, because he met Gu.

But again, he was desperate because he had said too much.

He told Gu that she was just taking advantage of his feelings.

He told Gu that she was just his concubine, and she was not worthy of wearing a wedding dress for the rest of her life.

He told Gu that he was very busy, and Gu needed to learn to face things by himself.

He told Gu that she was a hypocritical person, always pretending to like it in front of him, but actually loved others.

He said to Gu that he hated her.

When these and Gu Li's diaries appeared in his mind at the same time, Baili Muyan felt that even if he let him die a hundred times, it would not be enough to make up for the harm he had done to Gu Li.

Baili Muyan opened the booklet, and the font on the last page was a little blurred, which showed that Gu Yu had finished writing it crying at the time.

"It turns out that you are the luck I want to keep the most, it turns out that we were so close to love, the decision for me to fight against the world, the rain that accompanied me, every scene is you, spotless sincerity, I am so lucky to meet you, but I have lost the right to tears for you......"

At that moment, he could imagine how uncomfortable she would be in the dungeon alone in the face of the will of exile, when she was only seventeen years old, she was just a seventeen-year-old girl, but she had to face the betrayal of her loved ones and the accusations of everyone.

And at that moment, she even wrote this paragraph.

Baili Muyan, how could you meet such a woman?

How insignificant your proud love is compared to her.

After a night of silence, Baili Muyan sat quietly all night, and when the entourage came in the next day, Baili Muyan was motionless, startling the entourage, and hurriedly went over and called Chu Wenxiao and Shen Ming over.

Seeing Baili Muyan's state, Chu Wenxiao had a sense of déjà vu collapse, it was over, and he made the prince crazy again.

Shen Ming took a step forward and looked at the booklet, and the page he opened just said: "This time, I want to pay a lot of love once, the prince is stupid, he is always jealous, he should be the one worthy of love." ”

Chu Wenxiao also saw this sentence, and the two of them gasped in unison, taking care of it, it turned out that they liked the prince, and the previous qiē was someone else's calculation! (To be continued.) )