Although she is married to herself, she should be reluctant to approach herself, right?

Cheng Zhijun thought about it again, Lin Jingxian didn't care about whether he had a hidden illness at all, and there was a strange sentimentality in her heart, maybe she never regarded him as a husband in her heart.

Cheng Zhijun sighed, when he married her, how could he be serious?

This is probably self-inflicted.

In the blink of an eye, Cheng Zhijun's face brought a smile, no matter what, she is now his nominal wife, and as for the rest, there are still long years to change.

Lin Jingxian's eyes were closed at this time, but she could still feel a gaze falling on her.

The gaze wasn't very hot, but it was full of concentration.

Lin Jingxian's state of mind at this time was also very chaotic, at the beginning, she hoped that Cheng Zhijun would die early and be reborn, but later, she changed her attitude and even prayed for Cheng Zhijun to come back.

But now, Cheng Zhijun is really not dead, he is really back, and Lin Jingxian's heart is not calm.

What will happen after that?

Lin Jingxian fell into deep thought at this time.

Do you want to live like this with Cheng Zhijun for the rest of your life? Maybe this is a good choice, at least Cheng Zhijun will not treat her the same way as Cheng Zhizhi in his previous life, but in this way, will she still have freedom in this life?

It didn't matter where she was, but she still had to figure out how to get her mother out.

If she really lives with Cheng Zhijun for the rest of her life, it will be different from her original intention.

Moreover. At this time, she couldn't think about what kind of feeling she had about Cheng Zhijun, if she regarded Cheng Zhijun as an irrelevant person. That's certainly impossible.

Cheng Zhijun is her nominal husband, but in her heart, she really regards Cheng Zhijun as her husband, Lin Jingxian asked herself, she can't do it.

She has experienced too much in her previous life, and she has long been desperate for the relationship between men and women. She didn't want to let herself sink into it anymore.

Moreover. Even if she wants to sink, how does Cheng Zhijun feel about her? According to Lin Jingxian's own thoughts, Cheng Zhijun may have a good impression of her. If she didn't have a good feeling, she wouldn't give her such a hug when she left.

As for things deeper than good feelings, Lin Jingxian doesn't think Cheng Zhijun has it.

She didn't know Cheng Zhijun at all. Cheng Zhijun didn't want her to understand his thoughts. At the end of the day, the two are now the most familiar strangers.

Lin Jingxian sighed, feeling that this idea would never work.

But if you are not with Cheng Zhijun, what should you do?

In the past, she might have been able to wait for Cheng Zhijun's life, she left openly and without any guilt, but at this time? Looking at the current situation, Cheng Zhijun should be worry-free for the time being.

It's impossible to leave like that.

Only let Cheng Zhijun leave her. Or it's harmony.

If Cheng Zhijun is retired, Lin Jingxian knows. The next road must be difficult, a woman can be a widow, but she must not be divorced.

and ......

Lin Jingxian secretly read these two words, and thought of the peace and departure document that Cheng Zhijun left for herself before leaving.

She moved slightly, then slowly opened her eyes.

Cheng Zhijun closed his eyes without knowing what to say, and fell into sleep with a tired face at this time, when he fell asleep, his body was a little less aggressive, and he felt a little warm as jade.

Lin Jingxian thought that the words of the son of Pian Pian Turbidity Shijia should be used to describe Cheng Zhijun.

In Lin Jingxian's heart, there was suddenly some unbearability for no reason.

He treated her as kind, but she wanted to leave.

Lin Jingxian felt that her mood had become a mess, cutting constantly, and sorting out the mess.

As a human being in two lives, she has never been so entangled in what she does.

Xu was because there was one more person around him, which made Lin Jingxian feel a sense of steadiness, and Lin Jingxian finally fell asleep peacefully, just because she had too many thoughts before going to bed and had a dream.

She dreamed of many things, first of all, when she was holding a funeral for Cheng Zhijun in her previous life.

The house was deserted, and almost no one mourned, even Lin Jingyue, who also hid in her yard with a sad excuse and didn't come out, only she took a few people to burn some paper for Cheng Zhijun.

is also his own brother-in-law, even if Cheng Zhijun has always disliked Cheng Zhijun, but Lin Jingxian is generous, and there is no lack of Cheng Zhijun.

It's just that she has no way to influence other people's thoughts, no one goes to the vigil, and she can't do anything.

Immediately afterwards, as soon as the picture turned, Lin Jingxian dreamed of when she was ten miles old and married into the Cheng family.

The guests were full of friends, Cheng Zhizhi blushed, looked at her with a light smile, and said gently: "Jingxian, I will love you, love you, and protect you for the rest of my life." ”

It should have been a sweet memory, but now, even if Lin Jingxian thought of these in a dream, her heart was full of anger: "Cheng knows! ”

Lin Jingxian gritted her teeth and exclaimed, she must repay the pain she endured tenfold and hundredfold.

She has been back for so long, even if she feels that hatred is not the most important thing, but no matter what, she will not forget the hatred in her heart.

The dream continued, and soon, Lin Jingxian dreamed of Cheng Zhixiao and Lin Jingxian gouging out their eyes and breaking their fingers.

She called one after another, full of monstrous hatred.

A gentle hand, reaching out from nowhere, embraced her into a warm embrace, and she suddenly woke up from her sleep.

When I opened my eyes, it was already dawn, Cheng Zhijun was half-sitting, and she was lying in Cheng Zhijun's arms with sweat.

That dream made Lin Jingxian feel a little palpitating, she gasped for breath before she spoke: "I just ......"

Saying that, Lin Jingxian got up from Cheng Zhijun's body, this kind of contact made Lin Jingxian feel a little uncomfortable, but thinking that Cheng Zhijun would overstep like this, it probably caused him to see that he had a nightmare, so he was like this.

Cheng Zhijun said softly: "You just had a nightmare. ”

Lin Jingxian said in a low voice: "Did I disturb you?" ”

Cheng Zhijun shook his head, and then asked, "What did you dream of?" ”

Those obsidian-like eyes, with some faint light, looked at Lin Jingxian.

Lin Jingxian smiled bitterly and said, "It's just some unhappy things." ”

What did you dream about? In this world, no one will understand the feelings of being a human being in two lives, let alone how she will be tortured when she dreams of those things in her previous life. (To be continued.) )

PS: Recommend a good-looking essay "Rebirth of a Big Daughter" Author: Suo Yang Chenxia Introduction: Once she woke up, Ji Chengyu returned to the year she was ten years old.

At this time, her father and mother had just passed away in a car accident, and she had nowhere to go, she was still young, and she was pushed by everyone to the wolf's ambition of the uncle's family, as well as the man who later caused the tragedy of her life.

She wants to change her fate, even if from now on, there is only one person's home, she must live strongly, and live a more wonderful life than in her previous life!

Is God kidding her?

She is obviously a bitter little person, but she has changed and said that she is the heir of Yuwen Group?