Now it's popular to write testimonials or something, and we can't be exempt from vulgarity, so I wrote such an article.

After thinking about it, it seems that there is nothing to say, so let's tell my story.

Let me introduce myself first, Sven I am from Heilongjiang, a Northeast person in my family, a Northeast dog, and there is no other living thing.

In the words of the doctors, it is a miracle that I have survived until now. The doctor sentenced me to death before I was born -- "Let's beat this child, he was born with a defect in the atrium, and he will not live to be ten years old." ”

Thanks to my mother is a strong girl, she finally gritted her teeth and gave birth to me, giving birth smoothly, eight pounds and four taels, a big and small man with a handle.

In the face of other people's incomprehension, my mother said: "Who said that this disease will not live to be ten years old." Am I going to come back to life? ”

Yes, as you can imagine, the disease is inherited by TM. This also means that if Sven gets married and has children in the future, my children are also very likely to get this terrible disease.

That's a big reason why I'm still single.

Another reason is that she is poor, ugly, and lazy......

Growing up, I was always aware that I was a special child. I spent most of my first five years in the hospital.

This disease is a bit disgusting, and defects below 0.5cm do not require surgery, as long as they are treated conservatively, they can basically enjoy the life of a normal person. Defects of more than 0.6 cm are life-threatening and must be treated with great risk.

I don't know if it's lucky or not, my mouth is 0.54cm, just in between, which makes everyone very embarrassed. The expert's final advice is two words – observation.

I remember very well that when I was a kid, I used to play a game with my mother called Telephone. It was she who pretended to be unwell, and then I hurriedly called 120, just pretending to play, and it didn't really air. Now that I think about it, this not interesting game contains the love of a mother.

To be honest, when I was younger, I didn't understand what was so scary about this disease.

Until one night when I was nine years old, the game that I had played with my mother so many times really came true, an ambulance came to the house to pick her up, and the next morning, my grandmother and aunt cried and said to me, "Baby, you don't have a mother anymore, it doesn't matter, you still have us." ”

I was ignorant, I understood death, but I couldn't understand the meaning of death. I stupidly asked, "I don't have a mom anymore, what about my dad?" ”

They don't speak, they just cry. So when I was nine years old, I lost both my mother and my father.

My mother died of a heart attack. My father didn't die, he just felt that he couldn't raise such a sick child, and that he could no longer bear the pain of a loved one who could leave at any time.

After managing my mother's funeral, my father was discharged from illness, resigned from the unit, and left the country alone. His reason was to find a way to cure me, let's just believe that.

The above is the sad part of life, but in addition to that, we actually have a lot of laughter.

After the "family was broken", I began to live with my grandmother and aunt, and there was no lack of maternal love.

Under their careful care, I lived a good life, and the hurdle of ten years old was quite easy to pass. And I also found two advantages of this disease, that is, because of poor health, I don't have to participate in morning and evening self-study and military training from childhood to adulthood, and as long as I say that my heart is uncomfortable, I don't have to go to class.

How do you say that sentence, it's not good for children to be sick and old, most of them are pretending, just take two beatings!

The neighbors around me were surprised that I could live so big, "Alas, didn't the grandson of the old man say that he would not live to be ten years old?" Why don't you look like anything is going on now? ”

Well, this sentence can be shortened to "How is that grandson not dead......

Not only my neighbors have this doubt, but my father, who has become an overseas Chinese, is also puzzled by this.

When I was sixteen or seventeen years old, he came back to me with all the hundreds of thousands of dollars he had earned abroad all these years.

It's our father, and the father and son didn't have an overnight feud. When he came back, he solved a major financial problem in the family, and that was the cost of more than 500 yuan per box of medicine.

The medicine I took was called "Bene, I don't know Dipine, I don't know sustained-release tablets yet." "From these two words I don't know, you can probably guess that this is an imported medicine.

After my dad came back, I was going through a good period of drinking soy milk and drinking a bowl of poured bowls.

However, the good times are not long, and Mr. Yu's three hobbies are smoking, drinking, and burning his head. My dad also has three hobbies, similar to Mr. Yu's, smoking, drinking, and taking beautiful girls to perm their hair.

He changes beautiful little girls faster than I can change clothes. Now this person is so realistic, in less than two years, all his money has fallen into people's pockets.

Later, I heard that his girlfriends were all students and teachers at the guard school in front of our house. The school is using our home as an experimental point, and the teacher takes the students to operate it himself!

It's the so-called fire and anti-theft defense school!

The old man of our family couldn't live the days when he had no money in his pocket, and within two years of returning home, he packed his luggage and went abroad to work as a senior migrant worker.

I haven't been back for another ten years, and we both now rely on phone calls. Last year, when he was drunk, he called me and told me that Paris tourism had made people racist, and he was clamoring to make the people of Paris look good.

It's been two days since this happened.,Paris subway station TM let people blow up.,This scared me.,The heart said that the old man still has this blood.。

As soon as I called, I realized that he hadn't gone to Paris at all, he was just drunk with his family, watching TV as a real thing, and he had been following the conversations of the characters on TV......

In short, I have been sick and crooked, and under the worry of my family, I still live to be in my twenties.

The year I graduated from college, I went for a physical examination again, which was good news, and the broken atrium somehow got better for some reason, from the original 0.54 to the current 0.4. This means that as long as I cooperate with conservative treatment, I can basically live a normal life.

However, the basics are just basic after all, you can't run, you can't jump, you can't do heavy physical work, and you have to have first-aid medicine by your side when you go to bed with a girl, just like a waste person.

I went to university in Guangzhou, and after graduation, I passed the interview and took a class in Evergrande Group for more than a year. Later, because my grandmother had cancer, she was already terminally ill when she found out, so she had to resign and return to her hometown in order to accompany the old man for the last few days.

After coming back, while taking care of the elderly, more often than not, he became idle.

Maybe it's because I always felt that my life didn't last long when I was a child, I had a desire to publish a book when I was a child, and I tried to write novels since junior high school, and many things have been broken over the years, but this hobby has not changed.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, I simply turned my hobby into a career. At first, I didn't write online articles, but traditional publishing, mainly writing horror novels and youth pain.

I don't know if youth hurts or not, but I'm hurting a lot anyway. I was just in time for the publishing industry to fall into the worst of the world, and I used to write and write, and the magazine suddenly went out of business. It was written that the owner of the publishing group had suddenly run away.

The worst thing is that I always changed editors, wrote professional novels for four years, and changed six editors, five of which left because of pregnancy, and none of Nima was done by me. I am simply the Union Hospital of the publishing industry, and the send-off Guanyin of the novel industry.

It is said that publishing is poor for three years, and online articles ruin a lifetime. After three years of poverty, I saw that there was no way out, so I plunged into this road that ruined my life.

The first time I wrote an online article, to be honest, a lot of things were not written right. still writes according to the routine of publishing, but insists on relying on the content of the online article, and the awkward writing by himself makes many readers unhappy. However, many things need a process, we are not the kind of power that becomes a god in a book, so we have to rely on accumulation to adapt and change, and in this process, the support of all of you is my only motivation.

I implore everyone to keep your mouth shut, and don't scold me at every turn. "What author is sb, what is written is ***, who reads who is two b." You're a second goods, you'll see it yourself!

Every time he sees this kind of criticism and even abuse, Sven will feel a pain in his heart, a pain will be uncomfortable, and if he is uncomfortable, he will have to take medicine, and a box of medicine will cost more than 500.

So please be more tolerant of me, your national scolding is more than 500 yuan, and I may not have these in a month's manuscript fee, and your words are worth a lot! You're so valuable, what are you calling me a ****.

Actually, I thought about whether to give up, but what can I do if I give up? Sven's real state now is that he can't lift his shoulders, he can't lift his hands, and he wants to sleep all night after walking more than a thousand meters in a heartache. So I can only persevere, so let's make some money.

Don't hide it.,Saying so much in the final analysis is still one purpose.,That is, this book should be on the shelves at one o'clock in the morning tomorrow.,Readers,Including some book friends who read pirated editions.,If you think this book is still reading.,If you think I'm not dirty in your eyes.,I beg you to subscribe and support it.。

It's just a nice to all of you, but for Sven and me, it's an extension of my life, a part of my life.

Without further ado, that's all, thank you again for your support, Sven Bye.