Chapter 80: The Reason for the Beginning (4th Update)
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"The reason is easy to understand, so have you protected Xiwei well and loved her well?"
Yang Yang was speechless when he asked.
"Therefore, no matter how rational a person is, when facing feelings, there is no way to treat them calmly, and caring is chaotic, but this king has already received the punishment he deserves, I hope you and Xiwei will not be like us."
Yang Yang looked at Baili Muyan's depressed back, it was the first time he saw the prince so lonely and lonely, and his heart was sour, for the sake of the prince, but also for the prince.
When he returned to the palace, he called the butler.
"Is there none of them?"
The housekeeper knew what he was asking, when Baili Muyan ordered to throw away all the things that Gu had done, he was still a little hesitant and asked his subordinates to put it away, worried that he would still want to see it in the future, but then he was inadvertently discovered by Baili Muyan, who had already learned of Gu's death at that time, and he was so sad that he didn't want to see anything related to her anymore, so he let them all burn it.
At the beginning, he overestimated his ability, thinking that if he threw it away like this, he would no longer feel distressed and could forget it, and he had been anesthetizing himself with the trial, and now that two months have passed, not only have he not forgotten, but he is even more distressed.
"Lord Wang, everything at that time was burned."
Baili Muyan was powerless to speak, but just waved his hand and asked the housekeeper to go down.
He sat alone in a quiet room, and when night fell, he did not let anyone light the lamp, and sat in darkness.
Baili Muyan began to think back to the beginning, and now, he had nothing but memories, and what she left him was nothing.
Baili Muyan's tears fell quietly, he really missed her, he thought about it, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, and everything around him became gray and gloomy, he found that he had been avoiding it, and he was worried that he would not be able to accept it. He forced himself not to like Gu anymore, not to care about her death, as if nothing had happened.
But at this moment, he found out. How much he regretted it, seeing Li Cheng, he felt ashamed, he was just a poor blacksmith, and he could cherish his wife so much. And what he did was far inferior to Li Cheng.
Yang Yang is right, he can do more for Gu, he can love her more, tolerate her more, and protect him more rationally, but he didn't do it.
The so-called regret is that you know that as long as there is a little change, there can be a different ending. And you, you don't have a chance to do it.
You can do it, but you don't do it, and when you want to do it, it's too late.
He didn't have time to sue her, he wanted to love her with his heart, he didn't have time to say sorry to her, he didn't have time to use all his strength to protect her, and he didn't have time to give her a name.
If you can use the current power, wealth. Even if his life is exchanged for Gu, he will be willing to pay this qiē, but no one gives him this opportunity. In the face of life and death, these things outside the body seem so small and pale.
He doesn't even have any qualifications to mourn his beloved now, he is the murderer of her, and he is not even qualified to say that he loves her.
After a night of silence, Baili Muyan sat motionless all night. From dark to dawn.
Baili Muyan instructed the housekeeper to go to the city and the surrounding area to inquire if there were any maids before.
"If you find her, bring her over, as long as it's related to the person, bring it over."
"Yes."
"Wait." Baili Muyan stopped the housekeeper, "Don't call over, find out the address, this king will go to see him in person." ”
"Yes." After speaking, the housekeeper took out a translucent glass jar and put it in front of Baili Muyan.
Baili Muyan was a little surprised: "What's wrong?" ”
"This is the medicinal food that Miss Gu once made for Princess Xi, after Princess Xi finished eating, she felt that the jar was very special, so she left it, and the old slave sent someone to take it, this should be the only one that can be found."
The butler finished and left.
Baili Muyan took the glass bottle in his hand, opened the stopper on it, and there was a faint fragrance of grapefruit in it, and he remembered that he had taken care of it and made it carefully for him.
At this time, a drop of tears fell on the glass jar, and Baili Xiwei put away her things, but he ......
Remorse struck, and my heart was also colic, looking at the glass jar in my hand, my heart was filled with a hint of relief, fortunately, fortunately, there was one.
The housekeeper soon inquired about Yutan, after all, she had not left the capital, so it was relatively easy to find.
Baili Muyan rushed to "an inn" by car, and when he got out of the car and entered the door, Xiao Er stepped forward and asked, "Is the guest officer a sharp or staying in a hotel?" ”
"May I ask if you have a jade sandalwood girl here?"
Xiao Er blinked his eyes, not quite understanding: "I haven't heard of the name Yutan, is the guest officer in the wrong place?" ”
Guo Jiang confessed that if other people knew about the relationship between an inn and her, they would not be able to keep the inn, and they promised that no matter what happened, they would stay here.
And they didn't know about Gu Li's death, so they were busy as always, looking forward to Gu Li's return one day, and Yutan's identity was also hidden from the outside world.
Baili Muyan knew that they didn't want to casually tell Yutan's whereabouts, so he asked euphemistically, "Please give this letter to Miss Yutan." ”
Then he left.
He could have ordered someone to bring Yutan over, but then, he would feel sorry for Gu, and he didn't want to hurt anything related to her.
Her maid didn't want to see him, it was all his problem, and she couldn't complain about others.
In the evening, Xiao Er gave the letter to Guo Jiang, and Guo Jiang asked Xiao Duo to bring it back to Yutan.
After Yutan learned about the people in the store, she guessed that it was Baili Muyan, and the young lady had explained that she had no complaints about him, and they would all be sad and sad when fate came and went, not necessarily who was right and who was wrong.
Yutan opened the letter, saw the content inside, and was still determined to meet Baili Muyan, she wanted to ask Miss why she did that to her in the first place, even if she was angry and punished for this, she was not afraid, she should have been exiled with Miss a long time ago, and now she lives without worrying about food and clothing, if she can't even seek justice for Miss, she is not a person.
Baili Muyan asked her to meet her in a teahouse in the city, if she was willing to come, she could bring something that had been taken care of, if she was not willing to come, he would not pursue it.
This teahouse is where he and Gu ate after confessing, and now sitting here, looking at the river outside, the weeping willows that have begun to sprout, and I feel a little emotional.
The things that were taken care of, the important ones were all transferred by Yutan, and those who stayed in the Xiangfu were all those who were not wanted, and after she had an accident, the Xiangfu had already buried those things together in order to avoid suspicion, so Baili Muyan thought about whether he could get one here in Yutan.
At the appointed time, Yutan appeared in the teahouse, and Baili Muyan asked the guards to retreat and gave Yutan a seat.
After Yu Tan bowed, he stood aside: "What's the matter with the prince?" ”
"This king ......" Baili Muyan had a lot to say, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he didn't know where to start.
Seeing that he was silent, Yu Tan opened his mouth first: "The folk girl has something she wants to ask the prince, even if the prince wants to detain Yutan today, please ask the prince to tell the people your answer." (To be continued.) )
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