My life is like a wild horse that runs farther and farther, but there seems to be no end in sight.

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"Deed!"

With the words of the girl opposite, Zhu Meiqi entered the soul bell.

The girl with the soul bell just said how painful it would be to enter the soul bell purification. But he didn't tell her what the world in the soul bell was like.

However, it's normal! After all, even if she was the owner of the soul bell, she definitely never came in.

This is the place where sinners like her come!

A dazzling white. See? Feeling it? Maybe it is, maybe it isn't.

Maggie Chu seems to be reliving her life.

When I can't see anything, I whisper softly in my ear. Yes! It was her real mother, gently soothing her. It turns out that things from such a young age can also be remembered in my mind.

Maggie Chu felt sad but warm. She could see, she could roll over, she could sit up. Every step of growth is accompanied by my mother.

Zhu Meiqi wants time to slow down, and then slow down, so that she can experience this warmth carefully.

But it backfired, and my mother disappeared.

Soon, a sharp pain struck, as if a saw was constantly sawing her body, and a file was constantly polishing.

"Woo woo woo", "zi zi zi", and with a sound. All sorts of tools competed to appear, chiseled into her soul. Drilling, squeezing, grinding.

"Ahhhh Maggie Chu rolled in the space. But I can't get rid of that great pain.

I don't know how long it took, but the pain finally passed. Obviously she was already a soul body, but Zhu Meiqi still felt that she was tired and couldn't move.

Something seems to be missing? What is it? I don't have any impression at all.

There is only endless pain in the memory.

However, her surroundings will not accommodate her because of her state.

Soon, another experience arose.

It looks like something is stuck in my chest, and it's so uncomfortable. Maggie Chu wanted to see what was going on. But I found that my body didn't listen to me at all.

Yes. This should be a memory for yourself. Inexplicably, Zhu Meiqi learned about this fact.

The young Zhu Meiqi's eyes swept around, and finally made Zhu Meiqi's soul understand the situation in front of her.

Stuck in the chest is the sofa. I climbed behind the couch and fell in. Can't get out.

Little Maggie just kept crying, but no one cared about her. And all Zhu Meiqi can do is to feel helpless and dazed when she is forced to feel.

I don't know how long it took before a woman came and picked her up. While muttering. "Leave you honest. You're running around! ”

Although he didn't hit her, his tone was very stern and disgusted.

Who's this? Zhu Meiqi has no impression at all.

For a long time afterward, Maggie Chu stayed with this woman. The empty mansion always seems to be just the two of them.

Zhu Meiqi finally figured out her identity, she was a nanny. It was after her mother died, she was hired to take care of her.

Zhu Meiqi re-experienced the qiē of her childhood, feeling this little girl go from naughty to sluggish. To timidity, to closure.

But soon. It's gone.

The sharp pain that was enough to grind the soul began to appear again.

I don't know if it's because this experience took a long time, and the pain this time lasted for a long time, so long that Zhu Meiqi felt that she was already old.

I don't know how I survived this severe pain. Then, Zhu Meiqi met Fang Lingyu when she was young.

Fang Lingyu smiled softly and stroked her head. A warm current surged into Xiao Zhu Meiqi's heart. Sensing this kind of feeling, Zhu Meiqi's mind also had a little complexity.

It turned out that she used to be really good to herself.

The sister brought by Fang Lingyu is also so gentle. They play house together, read books and watch animations together, go to and from school together, and are inseparable.

Zhu Meiqi experienced her childhood in this way, teenager. Fang Lingyu and Zhu Meiqiong's thoughts gradually became heavier, and there began to be unwillingness and jealousy in their eyes.

What a fool I am! Fang Lingyu's mind was buried deeply, but Zhu Meiqiong was still young after all, and her appearance was also very naïve. But I didn't even notice it.

What were you thinking at the time?

Oh, I took half of Zhu Meiqiong's mother, so I have to give her half of my father too?!

Ha ha! It's ridiculous! If he hadn't tried his best to match, Dad wouldn't have been more and more kind to Zhu Meiqiong!

This period of experience is longer, spanning more than a decade. While empathizing, Zhu Meiqi guessed when the sharp pain would come.

She had discovered that after each severe pain, her previous life was like a washed-out tape. Nothing is left but the pain that goes straight to the soul.

Zhu Meiqi didn't know if she was looking forward to the coming of the severe pain, or if she hoped that it would come back later. On the one hand, she cherishes her life, but on the other hand, she hopes that she will never remember it again.

At the moment when Fang Lingyu put the blood jade bracelet on Zhu Meiqi's wrist, the severe pain returned.

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In the subsequent experience, Zhu Meiqi saw the self that slid into the abyss step by step, and the self on the verge of despair. Extreme sports, drag racing, no matter how excited you are at the time, there is still endless emptiness afterward.

And grumpy.

This kind of uncontrollable love made my father disappointed again and again, and my grandfather's family finally gave up helplessly.

Zhu Meiqi's love is getting more and more tense.

No one knew that the well-dressed brother-in-law Wu Xu was a pervert inside. He likes to watch people assault women and then record them on video.

No, perhaps, Zhu Meiqiong knows. Otherwise, how could I be deceived into going to such a remote place?!

Maggie Chu was forced to experience the unspeakable pain again. The cold touch of the ground, the two disgusting men, the pain of being pierced through their bodies, and the smug voice of Wu Xu in their ears.

"/people, you like that, don't you?"

When she was born, Zhu Meiqi, who was born in another place, replaced her after this moment. When it is sealed in the space of the bracelet, this scene is also constantly reincarnated. But every time she can't stand it, another Zhu Meiqi will appear to protect her.

But now, she has to bear the pain herself.

Pain, hatred, self-loathing, despair.

And this qiē is not over yet.

When she chose to take all her qiē to court, what she got was the cold eyes of her classmates, the shaking of her father's head and sighs, the heartache of her grandfather, and the innocent face of Wu Xu.

No one believed her, no one understood her. Who made her a rebellious girl who only knows how to play wildly?

Even the principal earnestly persuaded her not to ruin her reputation for the sake of the rumors of the school's research institute.

Ha!

No one wants to believe that behind her **** reputation, there has always been a clean and self-loving heart. In that remote wilderness, it was her first time!

Zhu Meiqi experienced the once qiē, looking up to the sky and laughing wildly in her own body. If she can shed tears now, then these tears are also laughing at herself and the world!

The girl was wearing a white dress and lying quietly in the bathtub. The water with blood was like a blooming rose, surrounding her.

There was darkness in front of me.

Quiet.

The severe pain hit as scheduled, but this time Zhu Meiqi faced it calmly and did not roll and wail again.

Disappear!

Erase them all!

Take all this qiē away!

The world is finally quiet.

At the end of heaven and earth, a red pony slowly stopped to look back. Blue sky, white clouds, green grass, clear water.

It's wonderful! (To be continued.) )