【Letter from the beginning of the sunshine】

Brother Gu:

After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to write you such a letter. There are some words that have been accumulating in my heart for a long, long time these days.

Brother Gu, do you also wonder why I targeted Zhao Ziyi like that?

Before I could remember who she was, I targeted her purely because she slapped Brother Hiko. The person I love like that was beaten by her, how could I bear not to target her?

And also because she insulted people of our class. Yes, we come from a wealthy family, so we have a lot of advantages over them in many things. But we have lost a lot in our lives. We have lost unbridled laughter and precious childhood. We've always worked hard to become qualified leaders, and at our age, many of us are already learning to take over the family business. We have money, but we also have quality. We never thought of ourselves as superior. The two girls didn't mean to laugh at her that day, but she could make such a big fuss.

And then, well, it was at the festival that I finally remembered who she was.

Do you remember when I was a kid? At that time, I was living in an orphanage. She and I were in the same orphanage. Since then, she has not liked me and targeted me. I know it all. Though...... You might think I'm making excuses for myself and maliciously slandering her, but that's the thing. A lot of what I eat, wear, and play with was snatched away by her in private.

Soon after I returned home, she was adopted by a family. The family environment is good. But later, the family fell into the middle of the road. When the awards were presented at the cultural festival, she told me with her eyes that she was going to take away my things now. If she can't take away my family history, she will take away my fiancé, my friend.

Hehe, she really did. I finally lost my favorite brother Yan, and I lost your childhood sweethearts. You didn't treat me the same way they did, but we can't be friends anymore, can we?

She won.

Later, I received a video about her. The content inside is not good for her. I wanted to give you this video back then, but I still haven't done it.

Will you believe me? Probably not. You may be thinking, what kind of despicable means am I using to frame her, right?

The video is on my computer, right on my desktop.

I still hope you can take a look.

Am I bad? If you die, you will do everything possible to destroy her image in your mind.

But who made me love. If there is an afterlife, I really don't want to love anymore.

I've been thinking about the past these days.

Although Brother Yan used to be my nominal fiancé, his heart was not with me, I knew it. A lot of the time, I'm just an excuse for Brother Yan to go out and go out to find other girls. With my cover, he can save him a lot of trouble.

Well, I know all of that, but I'm happy with it.

When I was a child, my parents took me to Lin's house for the first time, and when I saw the little boy smiling brightly in the garden, my heart had completely sunk. From then on, there was no way back.

Ah, Brother Gu, forgive me for being verbose here. But I really want to say these things from my heart.

Over the years, I have always felt that in the future, I will put on my wedding dress and become the bride of Brother Hiko. Maybe Brother Yan's heart is still not with me after marriage, but we will still have a child, a little boy like Brother Yan. I can live with Brother Hiko all the time. After so many years of friendship, even if Brother Yan meets his true love in the future, he shouldn't abandon me, right?

Do you think I'm stupid? But in love, it's so stupid.

From Brother Yan's eyes looking at Zhao Ziyi, I already felt that something was wrong. The person I love the most, the person I hate the most, or the person who hates me the most.

It's ridiculous.

I thought that I would lose Brother Yan, but I never thought that one day I would lose it so completely.

Brother Gu, I feel that my courage is gradually disappearing.

I originally thought that I could wait for Zhao Ziyi and Ouyang to separate because it was not suitable, and then wait for Brother Yan to go back to the way they used to be.

However, it turned out that I couldn't wait.

In those days alone, I began to lose faith. My relationship with Brother Yan for so many years turned out to be so fragile. Well, I'll admit, I was cowardly.

I can't do it all by looking at it all.

I thought about going abroad, I wanted to go to a remote mountain village, but I even thought of Zeng and Brother Yan saying that we should travel all over the world together and see the little-known beauty of those remote places.

So, I finally knew what I should choose.

But when I saw my parents, I lost my determination again.

How could I abandon them!

Ouyang and Zhao Ziyi's engagement was single-handedly facilitated by me. I thought I could go to them with a smile, but I gradually realized that I couldn't. I regret it.

Is it that if I didn't target Zhao Ziyi at the beginning, it would be a different ending?

It's just that everything probably won't be as simple as I thought.

I want to leave, I can't let go of my parents.

Brother Gu, by the time you see this, I have already left this world. I'm sorry, Brother Gu, please help me persuade my parents not to be too sad in the future. I...... I love them very much, but I'm too cowardly. I can't face it anymore, I can't face Zhao Ziyi anymore, and ...... Lin Yan. Although I really want to continue to call him Brother Yan, and spoil him as unscrupulously as I did in childhood, everything is just my own memory. Brother Gu, please, help me one last favor. At the beginning of the day, the pen is unwritten. 【Outside the Forest】

I always thought that Ye Qingchu was just a shield for me. With her fiancée here, I want to go out and play, no matter what time it is, as long as I call her, there is no problem. And she is very well-behaved and will not interfere with me. Later, I fell in love with being a playboy, and she would help me hide it. I really can't hide it, and I will say good things for me.

I have a fiancée I don't hate, and I can live a very free life, so why not?

Zhao Ziyi was an accident. I'm really curious about her.

Just like what Qingchu said in that letter, in fact, she doesn't have any reason, but I just want to get close to her, I want to defend her, and I don't want to blame her.

For her sake, I fell out with Qingchu.

Actually, at that time, Zhao Ziyi was part of the reason, and part of the reason was that I felt that Qing Chu had changed, and she was no longer the simple and kind girl. It wasn't until I read Qingchu's letter and USB flash drive that I knew that there was something like that between Zhao Ziyi and Qingchu, and I knew that she was trying to protect me.

I didn't care at that time, even if the Ye family canceled the marriage contract, I didn't care much. Now that I think about it, I realize that I don't care about Qingchu, but I still think that she will continue to come back to me.

Zhao Ziyi and Ouyang are engaged. I thought I would be disappointed, but I didn't.

I was already restless on the morning of my engagement. When I think about it now, I regret it very much. If I had thought at that time that it would have something to do with Qingchu, would the tragedy not have happened?

The girl I love the most has finally passed away. The saddest part is that I didn't know I loved her until after she left. And so she left, in despair of me. I never even had time to say I love you to her.

The girl I love the most left this world because of my attitude towards another bad girl who bullied her everywhere and didn't see her on the outside.

Later, I knelt in front of the gate of Ye's house for a long, long time, fainted, woke up, and continued to kneel. Finally, I begged for forgiveness from Ye's father and Ye's mother.

At the beginning of the day, we said that we would travel all over the world together, so let me set off with your ashes.

When I get back, I'll take care of our parents. I'm going to adopt a girl like you and name her Nianqing, okay? I miss the beginning of the day. I miss Qingchu!

So I love you so much! 【Ouyang Ceremony】

Zhao Ziyi died, I did it. I used to have my heart set on her. However, after reading Qingchu's letter, my heart turned cold. It turns out that the person I am interested in is such a person, and the gap between him and the girl in my heart is too big.

Later, after watching the video on Qingchu's computer, I regretted it even more.

I actually hurt Qingchu for the sake of her like that.

In fact, I have always been very envious of Lin Yan and envied him for being loved like Qing Chu. I've been silent since I was a child, so although I've known Haruchu since childhood like them, Haruchu and I are obviously not as close as the other three brothers. But no matter what, as the only girl in our circle, Qingchu is the treasure of our hearts.

After Zhao Ziyi appeared, we all gradually fell out with Qingchu.

I have always been reluctant to admit that even when I have the best relationship with Zhao Ziyi, I can't help but think of Qingchu and her strong love.

Until...... I finally learned of her death.

Even death can be thrillingly beautiful.

Ye Qingchu, why are you in a hurry to leave this world? Actually, I love you too...... Hate only hate, this love came too late.

I tortured Zhao Ziyi, I avenged you, Qingchu. Has your soul seen it in Heaven? I know it's not what you want. If you are as kind as you, how can you wish you to see someone die so miserably? Even if she is sorry for you. Otherwise, with the power of the Ye family, Zhao Ziyi would have lost her life a long time ago! And we all thought you had become vicious......

Qingchu, I'm sorry.

However, sorry is no longer useful. It can't save your life. 【Outside the Left Source】

Ye Qingchu. Well, I'm not unfamiliar with that name at all.

Since I was a child, my brother has been busy with family affairs, and I have been pampered in every way. Until one day, I finally found someone who was more favored than me. She is Ye Qingchu. And I can't even compete for favor in front of her. Because I want to spoil her myself.

I always thought it would be nice if I had a younger sister. Qingchu, just like that, became my sister in my heart. I never said it, but I thought it that way.

But later, because of Zhao Ziyi, Lin Yan didn't want her anymore. I really want to tell her, Qingchu, it's okay, he doesn't know how to cherish it, and there will be me in the future, I can be your brother and protect you. But I can't tell. I could only watch her silently, watch her sad, watch her sad, watch her ...... Until the end watched her die.

I haven't stepped forward. Because even Ouyang turned against her. Because my brother told me that sooner or later, Lin Yan would regret going to chase back Qingchu, or Ouyang might too. And I, just wait.

So I waited for her to die.

Qingchu, did you see it? Ouyang and Lin Yan both regretted it.

I don't regret it. Because I know that even if I had comforted you and accompanied you, you would still do it. Because I'm not Lin Yan. 【Gu Zhenghua of the Extranet】

When I saw her in front of Lin's house before school started, I thought she was a little different. It was this feeling that made me pay more attention to her later, and I was indifferent to Zhao Ziyi, who had attracted the attention of Lin Yan and Ouyang. But if it weren't for that discovery, I think I would have turned against her later because of Zhao Ziyi.

I'm glad I was the person she trusted the most before she died, otherwise why would she have given me that letter?

Looking at Yan and Ouyang's painful appearance, a trace of pleasure was born in my heart.

Deserve! Should have known how important Haruchu was in the world of the four of us, shouldn't he? Who allowed you to hurt her like that!

She left in her most beautiful years. But it has become an eternity in our hearts.