(387) subtle feelings

My eyes glazed over, as if I had forgotten how I had brought it in the first place. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info seems to go back a long way.

I can't deny that I seem to be reluctant to give up on Yan Shaocheng. I have clearly discovered this, maybe it hasn't spread to love, but I seem to have subtle feelings for Yan Shaocheng?

This kind of feeling makes me a little reluctant to leave Yan Shaocheng, but this doesn't mean anything, just like he loves me and will still abandon me, even if I love him one day, I will also take revenge on the Yan family.

Because we are all people who would rather hurt ourselves than take revenge on others.

I had the slightest feeling that made me look at the wedding ring in a daze. I often hear people say that if you wear it, you will live it for a lifetime. It's just that I can't remember what kind of mood I was in when I brought it in the first place.

A lifetime, such a distant oath.

It wasn't until Yan Shaocheng's hand grabbed me that I looked back at Yan Shaocheng, but I was surprised to find that Yan Shaocheng was also looking at me, as if he was also looking at me, to see what I was thinking.

I met his gaze. , but he never opened his mouth and couldn't say a word. I almost really had some suspicions, suspecting that I had feelings for Yan Shaocheng. Those subtle feelings that are reluctant.

But I also know that I haven't loved him to the point where I shouldn't. If there is a feeling that I don't have at the moment, I should have a heartache feeling, once Qiao Yinan's departure, I can barely breathe in pain. And at this moment, he wants to abandon me, I want to leave him, I only have reluctance but no pain.

After realizing my thoughts, I smiled at Yan Shaocheng, and everything in my eyes disappeared in an instant.

Yan Shaocheng's gaze that touched the bottom of his eyes seemed to have disappeared, and he had taken on his usual mask.

I'm also wondering what Yan Shaocheng's side is, and whether there is something deep in his soul.

(Analysis: At this moment, Fang Jingxian realized that she had the possibility of loving Yan Shaocheng, and Yan Shaocheng also realized that it seemed that Fang Jingxian had feelings for him.) When the instinctive feelings were approaching, Fang Jingxian chose to hide and smile, and Yan Shaocheng also put away his instinctive uncontrollable feelings and put on a disguise. They are all creatures who lack love under the mask, but they wear the mask and go farther and farther away, standing on opposite sides. ）

I smiled at him, trying to hide the surprise in my eyes. But it seems that Yan Shaocheng did not point out that there seems to be a turbulence between us.

"Didn't you say you were going to see your mother today?" I changed the subject, laughing like a harmless child, trying to pull him up.

It has never been difficult for me and Yan Shaocheng to touch each other's feelings, and it is better to be straightforward with such a disguise with ulterior motives.

Yan Shaocheng looked at me and didn't seem to have any unusual expression. But the smile he transforms is really too official.

"I'll wait a minute, and we'll take care of this document and we'll go." He seemed like a doting husband when he coaxed me, but I knew that he had a deliberately disguised smile on his face.

"Okay." I let go of his hand and returned to the seat across from him, separated by a table, but I didn't know how far my heart was.

Yan Shaocheng put away his hands with wedding rings.

I don't know when we all got used to wearing wedding rings, and we got to the point where we forgot them.

Maybe there are feelings, I believe it a little. My feelings for Yan Shaocheng are not strong and subtle.

I lay on the table and looked at him. The man's serious appearance is very good, especially the way his knuckled hands shuttle on the papers, and the wedding ring also swings with his hand.

I almost wanted to hug him, and suddenly I thought if I could love him. But what if I love him? Am I going to be bruised all over my body, will I be hurt again as I once was?

I can't help but want to ask Yan Shaocheng, what can you do for me if I love you? How long can you keep me? Will I do anything. Will you forgive me, not abandon me, and never forsake me?

The answer is no.

Yan Shaocheng has always been Yan Shaocheng, I'd better break this idea as soon as possible.

And I ignored Yan Shaocheng, and Yan Shaocheng on the side was also thinking.

Yan Shaocheng's fingertips touched the documents, and it seemed that his mind was also struggling.

Yan Shaocheng's struggle hidden behind his smile.

Fang Jingxian, why do you want to love me now? Then love, now only I can rely on. Otherwise, I have no choice, I have to leave you behind.

It must have been fifteen minutes, and I had been looking at my watch for a long time. Yan Shaocheng put away the document and looked at me.

He got up, looked at me condescendingly, and smiled at me. "Let's go."

He looks so nice at the moment, but I know it's a façade. I got up and helped him get the trench coat from the hanger next to me, like a competent wife.

He took it and put it on, and I looked at him as if he didn't need anyone around him.

He reached out and grabbed me, as if we were in a good relationship.

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When he arrived at the place, it was Yan Shaocheng who pushed the door. He seems to be used to it, but I don't come much.

Because of Su Su, it seems that I have too much estrangement, and the trust between me and Yan Shaocheng has long been gone.

Yan Shaocheng put down the gift box in his hand, the gift box was a ginseng, which should have been auctioned by Yan Shaocheng at a high price at the auction. Sure enough, it's a filial son.

"Brother and sister-in-law, you are here." Yan Xiangwei is very enthusiastic about us, and his usual big boy posture forms a clear contrast with Yan Shaocheng's character.

"Mom." I saw Su Su, and naturally I wanted to call her in a proper manner at this moment. It's just that every time I call her, I think of my mother, and it feels like my mother's death is flashing in front of me.

Su Su didn't seem to have a good expression when she looked at me, but she was always smiling perfunctorily.

But I don't mind, after all, there are still a lot of things between me and Su Su that have not been completed.

Su Su shouldn't tell Yan Shaocheng directly, she won't force Yan Shaocheng to leave me to this extent, sometimes the tighter she presses, the more reluctant she is to let go, hasn't Yan Shaocheng already verified this?

So Su Su should choose to give up this way, but I don't think someone like her will give up the opportunity to deal with me.

"Let's all eat, I'm hungry. The takeout ordered in the restaurant, no way, I can't cook. Yan Xiangwei's words interrupted our awkward atmosphere, and I was innocent.

It seems that here, in this home, I don't have anyone to rely on. Because they are all members of the Yan family, and I have always been an outsider.

But I must look at her with a smile, or my hypocrisy will be worthless.

"Mom, sit down first. I'll go get the dishes and chopsticks. "I ignore the awkward atmosphere, no one can ignore my existence.

(To be continued.) )