When I was very young, I heard a quarrel between my parents by chance.

To be exact, it was not a quarrel at all, but at most an argument, and in fact there was very little argument. After all, the father cherishes the queen mother so much, and he is reluctant to let her be a little unsatisfactory. Even if he doesn't agree with her point of view very much, he will completely agree with her without a bottom line.

She is very envious of her mother, the only person in this world who makes her envious and a little jealous. Yes, she's just that shameless.

After so many years, she still remembers that controversy vividly. It's because of her.

At that time, she was still young, only five years old. But she was very sensible at the time she awakened her first ability.

There, she was spoiled by her family. Of course, the family never thought she was bad. They thought it was as it should be, that she was born a princess, a real, noble, one-of-a-kind princess. And in the future, she will be the queen. That's what she was destined to do since she was born.

She deserves to be superior and loved by everyone. So everyone thinks that she deserves to be spoiled no matter how she is. There, she herself thinks so.

She is more beautiful than all her brothers and sisters, nobler than all her brothers and sisters, and her status as the elder brother of her parents is also unique in the world...... Naturally, she should be the same. There, she really thinks so.

That's what everyone else thinks except the queen mother. Perhaps the father was more sensible, and he set a limit to this favor, a time. And, too, arranged her due study. But in her opinion, those learning are similar to playing.

All the qiē made her feel happy, satisfied, and proud. Except for the queen mother-

The queen mother thinks that those favors are too much. You have to treat her coldly, and you have to make her suffer and suffer. She said to her father: "Worry-free can't go on like this anymore, we must let her know what human suffering is." What is she carrying...... I don't expect her to suffer, but she needs to know what it means to be miserable. ”

Her queen mother actually wants her to suffer? She couldn't believe it at the time. Especially the queen mother also said that she wanted to throw her to the academy, not only the Academy of Literature, but also the Academy of Martial Arts? I can't believe it, how can a woman enter the martial arts academy in the whole big man?

Not to mention, the queen mother actually thinks that she doesn't read enough books, doesn't practice martial arts long enough, and her strength is not strong enough...... Don't look at it, in the entire generation of Lejia, except for the royal brother, who can be more powerful than her?

She felt very aggrieved and didn't talk to the queen mother for a while. Even after his father listened to his mother's words, he was dissatisfied with his mother after he gave her more schoolwork.

It must be that the queen mother is afraid that her father will like her, so she treats her like this. At that time, she actually had such a rebellious idea.

She later regretted this very much, and even more hated herself for being estranged from her mother because of this. made her miss too much, the joy of being with the queen mother. Because of this, she was so envious and jealous of the royal brother, he used to be so close to the queen mother, and he had no guilt.

After that, the queen mother arranged more homework for her. And she also gambled, always trying her best to go against her mother.

She felt that she had done a very good job, but the queen mother was still unhappy. She obviously did all her homework, and everyone said that her homework was good, but the queen mother was not satisfied. It's clear that the queen mother is looking for fault.

At that time, she was a little angry and resentful. She felt that the queen mother did not like her, even hated her. Thinking of that controversy, she was even more dissatisfied with her mother.

The queen mother found out, but she was not too worried. She said it was rebellious. It means that she has grown up and has a self. The queen mother said, "When you grow up and understand in the future, you will understand." ”

She grew up a little bit, but she didn't understand. Even, the idea of this family accumulated more and more, until one day, it prompted her to run away from home. It was also that run away from home that changed her entire life.

She never knew that the outside world was so terrible. She is obviously a princess, and if anyone dares to be disrespectful to her, she can take their lives. But no one cared about that, they just looked at her face with those disgusting eyes, and then tried to snatch her back and lock her up......

When those people didn't care about her identity and began to attack her, forcing her to flee again and again, she finally understood why the queen mother always said that she was not strong enough.

finally understood why the queen mother always said that it was not easy for women in this world to live, and nothing was as good as their own strength.

At that time, she wanted to say: Queen Mother, I was wrong.

Later, her life took a big turn. She had to go to Hanhai to be a queen.

At first she was excited and proud. Although the princess will be spoiled by thousands of people, the queen can reign in the world. She's learned so much that she finally has a place to use it.

At that time, she was full of ambition. rushed all the way to Hanhai and became the queen. And then...... The things that the queen mother forced her to learn in the past have all been used. But because she used to learn without care, she was very difficult to control her elbows everywhere.

She apologized to her mother for her previous ignorance.

The queen mother immediately forgave her, which made her happy.

But the queen mother is still worried, saying that she is not mature enough, she has not grown up yet, and her temperament still needs to be grinded. She understood a little, and even more understood, what the queen mother said to her father during the original dispute.

The queen mother said, "I would rather she suffer some hardships and sins when she was a child." forced her to be sensible and let her grow up slowly. Ten or twenty years, growing into a real princess, a queen. Instead of the future, forcing her to grow up overnight. The price of growing up like that will be very painful, and she often can't bear it. ”

At that time, she didn't understand.

When I thought about it later, I didn't quite understand it. Because at that time, she thought she had grown up, but in fact, it was still far away.

But now, she understood.

The queen mother is right, she is in pain, she can't bear it.

Carefree eyes are glazed open, bright eyes, no focus. Wooden and wooden, as if it had lost its spirit. Even so, her eyes are always full of tears. Sad and grieving, never left.

"It's not your fault." Shen Shi hugged her, during this time, he didn't care about any male and female defense, he only felt sorry for her and wanted to take care of her. He fed her little by little and drank ginseng soup, trying his best to relieve her.

But at this moment, she is burdened with the death of her parents, she has also lost her parents in the past, and she has to be blamed by all her relatives, she is so young, how can she bear it?

"The Queen Mother." Her voice was hoarse and her eyes were red and swollen. Sadness and despair.

"It's not your fault, we're all fine. You see, everybody's okay, it's not your problem. Maybe they had something to do and left suddenly. They're amazing and amazing. We can't leave on our own, but they can, they can...... Maybe in a few days, they'll be back. ”

"Queen Mother, worry-free and painful." Tears slid down again.

“…… They won't blame you either, they all know it, it's not your fault. They were just a little anxious, anxious to find someone, and wait for them to understand...... will understand. ”

“…… We should find a way to find someone now. There are a lot of magical things in Hanhai, and they attach great importance to bloodlines, maybe we can find some way to find them through the bloodline......"

"The Queen Mother."

Shen Shi persuaded her for a long time, fed her two bowls of ginseng soup, and left with a calm face until she couldn't stand it and fell asleep. He's going to find Le Chen......

“…… Please comfort the emperor and comfort her, at this time, she needs the emperor to comfort her......"

“…… The emperor wouldn't think that in the case of the disappearance of his father, even his sister would be lost, right? Don't forget, you're such a sister? ”

“…… The matter between the emperor and the queen mother is not a worry-free mistake. Hanhai has been inherited for thousands of years, and this is the first time such a thing has happened. The reason is not worry-free, but I am afraid that it is on the emperor and the queen mother. They are so powerful, they can't say it, it's just that they have something to do to leave......"

"Hanhai has some secret methods that can only be used by the queen to find blood relatives. The emperor sent people to find a needle in a haystack like this, so it is better to let the queen try it with a secret method......"

No matter what it was, Shen Shi persuaded Qikang in the end.

"I don't blame you." After half a month, Qikang, who was tired and equally sad, finally came to see her at Shen Shi's request.

He knew it was anger. But other than that, he didn't know what to do. He also blamed himself. If you don't have a son, your parents won't want to go back to Dahan, and if you don't go back to Dahan, you won't have an accident......

But can he still stuff his son back? Can he still turn back time? Therefore, Yu Qi said that he was blamed for worry-free, but it was better to say that he was panicked, confused, and dazed. In the end, the blame for the qiē was on the worry-free person who operated the qiē.

But Shen Shi was right. Except for his parents, he is just such a sister. Is it any wonder that after the disappearance of his parents, he still had to force this sister to death?

This is his sister who grew up watching and spoiling him. Moreover, her sadness and self-blame are already about to crush her. He couldn't afford to lose his sister after losing his parents.

"It's not your fault." He held her in his arms, like when he was a child. "Don't be afraid. It's not your fault. ”

The reassurance of relatives finally gave Wu Wu some reaction. The tears flowed more fiercely, and his voice was hoarse and couldn't make a sound. It's just that his mouth opens and closes, and he shouts all of them: "Queen Mother." ”

“…… Shen Shi was right. The father and the queen mother are so powerful, they will not take things lightly. No matter what they face, they are not so prone to accidents. You blame yourself here, you might as well do what you have to do. Be a good queen and live happily. The queen mother likes you the most, and she always wants you to be happy and happy. So, be sure to work hard and try to make yourself happy...... By the way, work hard to cultivate, and ...... in the future Find them. ”

"They're not dead, they're alive. It must be fine......"

"Are they still alive?" In the carefree eyes, there is finally some brilliance. Whether it's self-deception grasping at the last straw, or really thinking so, she finally has a reaction to the outside.

This made Shen Shi, who had been watching secretly, breathe a sigh of relief.

"Yes, they are alive. Shen Shi said, Hanhai has a lot of magical things, if it is really useful, it should be able to find out the person who gave you bloodline, right? ”

Worry-free's eyes became brighter and brighter, she stood up suddenly, and said in a dumb voice: "Brother Huang, I won't say I'm sorry." I will find my father and mother, and I will definitely find them. She hugged Qikang hard: "I will find our father and queen mother back." Then, kowtow to them personally and admit your mistakes. ”

At this moment, she really grew up.