[Worship the bird swimming in the deep sea.

You may wonder why I am writing to you, but why I chose to write a letter in a convenient way.

But even so, I chose to write this letter, because there are some words that cannot be said face-to-face, and the contact information about you has been deleted before this, and it is impossible to send text messages or emails.

Now, do you remember?

The first time I saw you in a junior high school classroom, I was assigned next to you, and you were really a boring person. I have a lot of thoughts in my heart, so why don't I say it? So, I was curious, what kind of person is the bird swimming in the deep sea?

Fortunately, your grades are very good, and I am very stupid, so I have created a lot of opportunities to talk to you on the grounds of asking questions and questions. Sometimes it's funny to think about why I, a girl, keep looking for opportunities to talk to another guy...

Because the bird never takes the initiative to swim in the deep sea, if you want to make friends with you, you have to work unilaterally, which is really hard...

Then, when he came back to his senses, Birdie Yukami and Yukihara became friends before they knew it.

I did a lot of wayward things at that time, and although I was very happy, I was sorry~

How to say it, the person who swims in the deep sea is not the same as originally imagined, he is an unexpectedly cheerful guy, well... If I have to describe it, it's the kind that is not easy to trust others, but once you believe it, you will be wholeheartedly the kind, nay, unexpectedly simple.

But as expected, he is a very gentle person.

So, I had a dream, Yukihara Yoshihara and the little bird swimming in the deep sea to the end.

Why not? You like me too, don't you?

When I found out that we were not only in the same school in high school, but also in the same class, I almost jumped for joy. So all this time I've been hinting at nothingness, but why hasn't there been a reply from you?

You know, you know, right, but why can't you just say it?

Are you waiting for me to say it first?

However, I'm sorry, but in this matter, I, who have always taken the initiative, Shiryori Yoshihara, can't take the initiative.

Do you remember me when I was in middle school?

At that time, I had a rustic single ponytail and a rustic glasses, and the whole person was rustic.

Maybe you may not know, at that time I was indeed excluded by the girls, the circle of girls is very terrible, the reason for being excluded is not excellent but too ordinary.

Luckily, you were still with me at that time, and with you, I felt that I could look forward to going to school every day. But unfortunately it's also because of your existence, the little bird at that time was very dazzling, although he was alone in the class, but he had excellent academic performance and was a kendo master, which was really very good.

That's why I want to be as dazzling as you are.

But whenever I want to fit in with the girls, I'm asked, "Why don't you go to your little bird?" "yes, because I'm often with the excellent little bird Youjun, I ended up being even more excluded, which is really unreasonable, right?

Why is this so? It must be that I'm not good enough, and if I can be as good as you, I can ignore this rotten rule.

So, I decided to change it, took off my curled ponytail, straightened my long hair, covered my forehead with the sea, and changed my glasses to a very fashionable one.

Sure enough, if I dress up carefully, I can be very beautiful. This means that if I want to change, even I can do it.

So, Shirry Yoshihara began to change, making friends for the first time, finding girlfriends for the first time, attending a party for the first time, going to a part-time job for the first time, and earning a salary for the first time.

I just kept walking forward, but suddenly I found that why didn't you follow you, who had been with me? I'm always moving forward, and you're just standing still...

Sure enough, in high school, this elite school, the once dazzling little bird Yukun became dull, and his academic performance was no longer as outstanding as before, and even kendo could no longer be practiced because of that accident.

In the first month of high school, I couldn't say a word to you, and I was very entangled at that time, on the one hand, I wanted to talk to you like before, but I was worried that my friends would ask this and that.

So I made the same choice as you, I'm waiting for you, waiting for you to speak first.

But I made a mistake, the little bird swims in the deep sea is the kind of person who never takes the initiative, and I know this for a long time.

So you must have been waiting for me at that time. Why, you can't be proactive, why? If you take the initiative, the ending will not be like this.

I secretly look at you every day, and it's still the same as before, it really hasn't changed at all, and sometimes I think that if I haven't changed, life is the same as before, it's actually pretty good. But I don't regret it.

Then I took the most important step in the change, from mediocrity to change in front of the stage, and I became the supervisor... I was so excited that I didn't even sleep well that night.

Speaking of which, I also want to thank you for your support, when I voted, I knew you would vote for me, even if we spent a month in the same class like strangers before that, because the little bird is really gentle.

After becoming a class leader, I felt that my life was full and I became the center of attention in the class, and this feeling that I had never experienced before, was like a dessert class. Now, maybe that's what I've been looking for.

But when I wanted to share this feeling with you, before I knew it, you were already behind me. So it's my turn to stop and wait for you, but why do you keep staying where you are, why can't you just go forward a little bit, just like that, I don't want to, it's really very cold, Little Bird Youjun, I already know about this.

Then I met you again in that restaurant, I really don't know what to say, they said very excessive things, and your words have been endured for the sake of my face. Really, really sorry.

Fortunately, the classmates under the snow came... It was the first time I saw the snow falling, and almost subconsciously told myself that I wanted to be like her. But I also know that I can't be as good as her anyway.

To be honest, I'm a little jealous to see you with her, obviously it should have belonged to me in the past, but at this point, we can't turn back, right?

No, it's just that I'm already moving forward and I can't turn back, and your words have never moved forward, have they? (laughs)

Well, if we can never see each other, we may really be strangers, but we are still in the same class. Every day, even if I can't help it, I will pretend to go to you inadvertently, how to be a stranger like this?

That day we ran in leggings, and we were forcibly tied together, will there really be fate? Super shy, I thought at the time, just take the initiative to talk to you, but I don't want to admit defeat so actively, after all, admitting defeat doesn't mean that all my efforts to change are in vain, so in the end I endured it.

By the way, at that time, you were injured, right, just look at your expression, you, you have no acting accidents all the time. I don't know what happened before, but after all, I was injured before, so I need to pay attention to my body. Only the body is the most important.

Why are we inseparable? Christmas, when I was working, I saw you again, and it was heart-wrenching to be there with a lonely expression.

It's the first time I've seen you like this, and sure enough, even if it's you, you'll feel lonely. But I don't know if it's admiration or helplessness, and even so, you won't change.

So I sent you a balloon, it's free, it's that Christmas and it's me.

I've been waiting for you to take the initiative, but I know that you can't take the initiative, so I finally can't wait.

So, a lie was told, and Yukihara Yoshihara liked Inoue Teru's lie. Hawkers, if it's Hui-kun, you can probably forgive me.

I saw you when I confessed that day, to be honest, I was disappointed, why did someone confess to me and you were indifferent...

Yes, Little Bird Youjun won't take the initiative, you must be thinking that if I really like you, you will definitely refuse, but if you really like me, you will stand up and help me refuse.

Conclusion: The little bird swims in the deep sea and doesn't like Yukihara Yoshihara.

yes, I should have known.

So, I gave up...

Now, you know what? I'm transferring...

I probably won't be able to see each other again...

It would have been great if I had more time, but I couldn't help it, because I had to change schools because I was moving. I sent that anonymous letter.

If I just left, you'd forget about me. It can't be like this.,What about me.,There's still too many regrets.,I know I don't have so much time.,And the school festival becomes the final stage.。

So I just learned to walk, but I longed to fly.

It turned out to be a terrible fall. In the end, I was saved by you...

I'm sorry for the trouble I caused you

I'm sorry for hurting you

Many, many sorry...

Then, I met you like this, and I have been taken care of by you all the time, thank you.

I wrote this letter to convey this to you, have you conveyed it? It's good to convey it.

Hey, if you meet a girl you like in the future, you have to take the initiative, you must not look like this, and don't be like me until the end until the end.

Na, the bird swims in the deep sea, I like you~

Yukihara Yoshihara】