The 269th Qixi Festival Special - Xia Xin'er
"Angry hair rushes to the crown, relying on the place, Xiaoxiao rain rest."
When he read this sentence, the Chinese teacher immediately asked, "Can anyone describe the momentum of Yue Fei's 'angry and rushing to the crown' at that time?" ”
Immediately, some of the lively members of the class began to stand up.
But there is also a limit to the number of active members, and when there are a few, the class begins to be cold, and the Chinese teacher begins to ask questions by name.
It's already a fixed process, it's boring.
"Li Xiaobai, talk about your opinion."
As his tablemate, I sat upside down, spinning a ballpoint pen in my hand, and watched it all boredly.
Li Xiaobai also belongs to the type that is very underbeaten, and he makes a lot of noise all day long. At the same table with him, I was very disgusted in my heart. In the class, I have cleaned up everything that I don't like, but Li Xiaobai, although he doesn't look good, he hasn't offended himself, so bear with it. Anyway, it's going to be changed next week.
I saw that, Li Xiaobai, as usual, stood up very lazy, walked around, and said, "Teacher, what should be said, others have said it for me, I really have nothing to say." ”
Then you can just talk about it, and the focus is on your feelings.
Li Xiaobai's eyes were beating wildly, and he suddenly pointed to his hair and shouted loudly, "Teacher, Lin Xin is a hairstyle with angry hair, presumably Mr. Yue Fei was so indignant at that time." ”
Bang......
In an instant, the whole class burst into laughter.
Unlike in the past, this time the object of ridicule is not others, but oneself.
can feel the wanton gaze of others, and can also feel the mentality of others watching a good show, and the boy next to him doesn't seem to know what is going on...... The corners of your mouth pursed slightly, bastard, you're dead.
After class, with a wave of my little hand, naturally some good sisters dragged Li Xiaobai, who was still in the clouds, to the corner of the wall and cleaned up fiercely.
When I saw that there was still a hint of digging strength at the corner of his mouth, I was even more annoyed, anyway, I have nothing to do these days, so I can clean you up.
As a result, in the third year of junior high school, whenever I was bored, I would deliberately find Li Xiaobai to practice.
I didn't think it was interesting to watch him go from initial resentment, to subsequent horror, to final numbness. In addition, it happened that my sister didn't know where to hear the news, although she was not happy with her control, but she gradually let go of Li Xiaobai.
It's just that what I didn't expect was that during the summer vacation, he inadvertently helped my sister snatch back the wallet that was stolen on the bus. They knew each other, and my sister had helped me teach him a lesson.
This scene surprised me.
My sister was also a little surprised, she also didn't expect Li Xiaobai to help her.
However, my sister told me that at that time, he only said one sentence, one yard to one yard, although you kicked me, but when Lin Xin was about to beat me, you also spoke for me.
In addition, there is a saying for you, this kind of person is not suitable for making friends, you are so self-conscious.
As a result, it wasn't long before I really lost contact with that friend.
Everything that happened made me feel introspective for the first time, and, after a little investigation, I found that he had been practicing desperately in the taekwondo gym all summer.
Of course, the most surprising thing is that he also received a notice from No. 1 Middle School.
The two are going to be in the same school again.
As a result, Lin Xin's name ceased to exist.
Throughout my first year of high school, I felt that I was naïve enough in junior high school, and especially, I was ashamed to find some reason to clean up with each other every day. Therefore, in my heart, I was gradually afraid to see him again.
However, this unwanted scenario did happen.
After the sophomore year of high school, the two were directly in the same class.
My sister knows about my past with Li Xiaobai, and she wants to establish a friendship between the two of us through our usual contact.
Then, find another opportunity to clear up the misunderstanding.
I am no longer Lin Xin in junior high school, but Xia Xin'er.
Although there are often rebellious behaviors, I also know in my heart that she is for my good, yes, I did not refuse this.
Of course, I won't take the initiative to agree. Everything is her right as a class teacher.
I dare say he must have been surprised the moment he saw me.
Because, although I didn't squint, I noticed that he was staring at me for a long time.
It's a bit unrealistic to just look at my appearance, because judging from his performance in the class, it's clear that he's not interested in girls. Perhaps, he had discovered something and felt a sense of déjà vu.
Now my name has changed, my short hair has changed to long hair, my dress is different, and my personality is different from that of junior high school, so I shouldn't be able to see anything, so I looked at him very indifferently, and he looked away unnaturally.
I don't know if he knew anything or not, but then, I did develop a little friendship with him.
I am glad that although he behaves very differently from junior high school, in essence, his personality has not changed much, but has just wrapped it tightly.
I feel a little guilty again, the most hateful girl in junior high school he occasionally talks to Guo Jing about must be me.
But it's all going in a good direction, isn't it?
First, the three of them were at the same table, and then the two of them went to the same crew together. It's just that walking together once in a while won't be so boring.
Furthermore, the three joined the same support agency.
However, although the truth has been sinking to the bottom, when the right time comes, it will float on its own.
Lin Xin is Xia Xin'er, Xia Xin'er is Lin Xin, this kind of secret that is not a secret has been revealed.
When he called through my name, I knew that this unfortified friendship had been shattered.
When he called me to die, I felt a little better.
Then, without surprise, he turned around and left the class. My sister didn't stop either.
There is no occasional conversation, no moments of pleasure, there is only Guo Jing making noise from time to time.
I'm back to my freshman year of high school, and I like to hold my chin and look out the window at the occasionally blue, often gray sky.
Sometimes, my sister would ask me why I didn't take the initiative to apologize, and I shook my head and didn't speak.
This is not an apology or a problem to solve, and I apologized to all the classmates in junior high school who I had cleaned up for no reason.
Only he said that the apology seemed too fake.
Maybe when he gets to college, he'll forget about me.
Perhaps, when he finds the girl he likes, the scar will disappear.
Li Xiaobai, I will look at you silently, and when I get to that time, I will be relieved to let go of all my burdens.
(May the ruthless-people have affection as soon as possible, and the affectionate-people will eventually become dependents.) Thank you for being the strongest. (To be continued.) )