Chapter Eighty-Seven: Love Is Broken
87 love is exhausted
Xi Fei watched the imperial doctor in the palace bandage Ji Xi, cleaning the wound that was deep and visible to the bone, and the blood flowed, making it difficult for her to look directly.
When the blood stopped flowing, and Ji Xi's legs were already covered with white gauze, the imperial doctor packed up his things, and Xi Yan hurriedly grabbed him, and asked nervously: "Imperial Doctor, how is it, is Master Hou's injury serious?" ”
The imperial doctor's brows were furrowed, his face was pale, obviously he had not recovered from the cholera just now, he sighed slightly and shook his head.
This shaking of the head made Xi Fei panic, and hurriedly said: "Don't shake your head, you can tell me what the specific situation is!" ”
After hesitating again and again, the imperial doctor said sadly: "Hou Ye's two legs are injured, his right leg was pierced by a piercing, but the veins are not damaged, and he will be able to cultivate and cultivate, and his wound will heal, but his right leg is ...... I was directly picked off the hamstring, and I'm afraid that even if it is healed, it will be difficult to walk again. ”
"In other words, one of Hou Ye's legs is useless?"
"Hmm!"
After receiving the imperial doctor's affirmative reply, Xi Fei's heart was hit hard again, and the tears burst out again, difficult to contain, she thought that as long as she agreed, everything would be over, but now she was left with such a permanent pain, and she couldn't help but recall Xiong Zhen's words, you can't die now, but you can be disabled. Xiong Zhen did it, and he knew in his heart that he never showed mercy, what was he doing with this bit of luck, and in the end it was not to add sadness to himself.
I walked into the house like a distracted person, looked at Ji Xi who was lying there, and hugged and cried bitterly.
The effect of the numbing medicine on the leg was still there, and the temporary Ji Xi forgot the pain, opened his eyes slightly, stretched out his hand to caress Xi Fei's soft hair, and his eyes were also full of tears, and his coexistence with his wife was only this short half of the night. "Zhai'er, what's wrong, you and I have only half the night left, do you have to spend the time crying?"
I heard Ji Xi's voice. Xi Fei raised her head and cried: "Master Hou, your legs are ......"
"Wasted, huh?" Ji Xi didn't have much emotion. As if he had expected it, he chuckled lightly and said, "Xiong Yun is ruthless and leaves no way to live, since he said that he wants me to be disabled." Will I be okay? ”
Xi Fei looked at Ji Xi with some surprise, and there was another burst of tears.
Ji Xi sat up with difficulty, hugged Xi Fei, and pressed her tightly to her chest, enjoying this last warmth. "Zhai'er, I can't bear to let you go, I can't bear to see you go to hell alone, Xiong Zhen is the devil, how will he treat you! Why should you promise him, for this ending. Maybe death is a better way! ”
Xi Fei shook her head lightly and said with a smile: "I'm dead, what should I do with Xi Guo?" ”
"Xi Guo has existed in name only, and it has been renamed Xi County, what else is there to say, besides, I, the lord of the country, am already a wasted person, can there be any big climate?"
"Ji Xi!" This is the first time that Xi Concubine has bluntly said Ji Xi's name, and only once, because she looks at Ji Xi like this. She was saddened, she was unwilling, "I am a woman, save you for you." In order to save the country, he gave up his life and was willing to remarry as another woman, but what about you, are you still thinking about death, how much humiliation I have endured. I'm just a female streamer but I can withstand this inhuman torture, why can't you, you are a king, a direct prince who stands up to the heavens and the earth, it's just a hurdle, can't you get over it? That's how you slumped, are you still a man? ”
Are you still a man, this is the second time Ji Xi has heard it tonight, and he roared loudly: "I'm not! I can't even protect my own wife, what qualifications do I have to be a man, Xiong Zhen is not wrong, I really can't protect you, I can only survive under your protection, and then send you to purgatory with my own hands. ”
Looking at such a Ji Xi, the anger in Xi Fei's heart was instantly replaced by sadness, hugging this crying prince, he was also crying, who said that this man did not bear it, he took on more, the burden of the country's ruin and family was pressed on this young shoulder, and it was difficult to breathe, "The first position you were born in was the king, you can have too many ladies in your life, I am just one of them, but you will only have one Xi country in your life, so you must do your best to protect this country, Even if you can't be a man, you have to be a king. And I, as your wife, am willing to do anything for you and for the country. ”
Ji Xi opened her eyes and cried: "Is the way you pay for Xi Guo to send yourself into the tiger's den?" ”
"Master Hou, don't think like that. You have to cheer up, Xiguo is dead now, but doesn't Xixian still exist, and if it exists, there is hope. The prince has been safely sent out of the palace, and after the army of the king of Chu is evacuated, you will bring the prince back in secret and cultivate him well, even if it is difficult to make up for the gap between Chu and Chu in a short period of ten or twenty years, what about the hundred years, there will be a day when the state of Chu will end, and the country will rise, hope will always exist, and the most feared thing is cowardice. ”
After listening to Xi Fei's bold words, Ji Xi's heart was shocked, and she was also emotionally driven, and said: "Madame's strong words are really ashamed of Benhou, and you must remember it." He stared at Xi Fei affectionately again, and a trace of sadness appeared in his tone, "The prince is safe and sound, but what about the child in Zhai'er's womb, what is his fate?" ”
The recent chaos has been too frequent, and Xi Fei was also heartbroken, and in a trance she forgot that she was still pregnant, Ji Xi's mention at this moment made her alert to the fact that there was a child in her womb who had not yet been born, and she couldn't help laughing a few times, and after the bold words just now, a trace of timidity appeared in her Xi Fei's heart. It's not that he's scared, but worried about the child in his womb, will Xiong Yun's cruelty let him survive, survive in the palace of his Chu country.
The timidity flashed in her eyes for a moment, and then she was so firm, Xi Fei held Ji Xi's hand tightly and said, "Master Hou, don't worry, I will do my best to protect this child of ours, and I will never let him be hurt at all." ”
Ji Xi nodded with tears in her eyes, and hugged the jade man in her arms even tighter.
Xi Fei greedily lingered in Ji Xi's arms, enjoying the last warmth, her voice choked, "Master Hou, how long have you and I been together?" ”
"Nine months is less!"
Xi Fei laughed out of tears, and sighed: "It's been nine months, time is really fast, I still vaguely remember the night of the wedding night, you left me in the new house to accompany Deng Ning, I was angry at that time, but now everything is gone, Deng Ning is gone, but there is still a trace of blood left, so if I leave, what will I leave!" It's better to leave nothing behind, so as to save the Hou Ye from worrying in the future,"
The sky was white and shiny. Looking at the glimmer of light outside the window, Ji Xi and Xi Fei were cold, this moment had finally come, they had too many words to say, too much friendship to confide in.
The messenger at the door came here, carrying a gorgeous wedding dress, and ordered: "Madam, the hour has come, please don't embarrass the villain!" ”
Xi Fei stood up, she didn't want to make too much reluctance to part, it would only make Ji Xi even more sad, so that the messenger put down the wedding dress, but did not take a look, but walked straight to the dresser, removed the ornaments on her head, tied thousands of hair strands with only a white hairband, and put on the prepared plain clothes, and stepped out of the palace.
Before leaving, he reluctantly glanced at Ji Xi who was lying on the bed, and said with tears: "I'm sorry Master Hou, forget Zhai'er!" ”
Ji Xi burst into tears, dragged her crippled leg and rolled off the bed, reaching out to call for Xi Fei, but in vain. "Zhai Er...... I'm sorry for you......" (To be continued.) )