Today's update, the reasons are as follows!
Tomorrow when I go home, this is the last day back to school, and I am very sad because I am about to part with my brother of three years, my college career is coming to an end, and my youth is coming to an end.
The person she likes still likes it so much, but she still belongs to someone else at the same time.
There is someone in the novel who I really like, and too many of these people come from the people around me, or the character of the protagonist comes partly from myself, domineering but a little hesitant.
Three years, three years of writing novels, I think of it as my future career, but at the same time I also see it as a place of indulgence, my dissatisfaction, my excitement, my excitement is in it.
It's really not easy to write a novel, it's hard for you to imagine the hardships, and I'm a little drunk today, so I'll talk nonsense.
I'm writing novels when others are playing, I'm writing novels when others are in love, I'm still writing novels when others are resting, 24 hours a day, I have to go to class when I'm in school, I have to go to work when I'm doing internships, how many people can really use fiction as a profession to support themselves?
These words may be impatient brothers, but I still want to say, I hate those pirates, how do you know our hard work?
Haha, in fact, this is all nonsense, and you don't care about it in particular, because you make enough profits, and you earn enough money on our hard work.
Gratis? That's right, they are indeed free, but the free is only for ordinary readers, why don't you say the advertising fee, why don't you say the advertising fee counted by clicks? I'd really like to bankrupt them if I could, because all this money is earned on the basis of the hard work of us, the authors.
Alas~ These words are actually quite uninteresting, and it is better to have time to say these words than one more chapter, sorry for such a waste of time, I promise to be three more tomorrow, and today I will let myself belong to myself.
Writing for three years. It was here that I got my first helmsman and first hall master, you can't imagine how excited I was at that time, this has nothing to do with money, how much he supports you on behalf of others, how can you give a hundred or two hundred rewards?
I'm really satisfied, very, very satisfied with this book, and it doesn't matter if the grades are so bad. The important thing is that so many brothers supported me in the comments.
Let's talk about school.
From strangeness to familiarity, from disgust to reluctance in three years, from watching the brothers in the opposite shop struggling to find the happiness they want, to the fear and confusion before parting, I carefully thought about what I have gained in the past three years?
Brotherhood is absolute, and three years of growth is also necessary, but I have also lost a lot, because the novel has lost a lot.
Without her, life would be bleak, but she still doesn't belong to me in the end.
Fantasy many times to get what you want. I must give her everything I can give, I must make what I can do almost perfectly, and I want her to understand that I like her, I like her very much, and I will not let her feel unhappy in the slightest.
It's a pity that fantasy is still fantasy in the end.
I went on blind dates many times during my internship, and one of them got along okay, but unfortunately it was a long place. I said that you would marry you, even if it was impulsive. But I've always been a man of my word, and if she did come back at that time, then I would not hesitate to marry her.
Unfortunately, she didn't, she was hesitating, she was afraid that I was not the person worthy of her trust in the end, so she kept asking me to run to her place of work to find her. I refuse!
My reason is simple, I will not decide the life I have already determined because of you who are uncertain.
Life here refers to work and novels, and it takes at least two or three days to go there, and since I am there, I naturally have no time to write novels, and naturally I have to take a vacation, and her home is here with me. I wondered why she didn't come back and let me go all the way.
Yes, I'm a man and she's a woman, but the most important thing is that her home is here, and she can come to me when she comes home, and I run to her purely to go.
I refuse.
Now she says a lot, but to be honest, I don't have her in my heart, I don't want to wronged myself, so I want to refuse again!
I really wanted to find someone I wanted in school, but unfortunately, the time was too short, and most of them already had a partner.
I'm very confused, this is my main state now!
I don't lack anything in terms of family environment, although I am only about to graduate, but I am confident that it is not a problem to support a woman, but I still have to find a job, because you say you write novels, who believes?
You are not the third young man of the Tang family, you are not a silkworm potato, you are just riding in the dust, an obscure street, although the family has no problem supporting people, but you still need to have a job, after all, you can't find a partner without a job.
Alas~
This is the second sigh, I don't know what the reason is, the previous writing is very messy, and now I am also a little delirious, which is why I don't write a novel, I'm afraid that you will scold me and I'm afraid that because of this chapter, it will affect the progress of things later.
If the brothers have a suitable object, they will be introduced to me, it doesn't matter if it's far away, as long as the age is right, it's not a dog, I am a chicken, I live in a small county in Hebei, and the family environment is acceptable.
There is really a suitable person to join the group to contact me, and the group is in the profile!
Honestly, as long as I'm not ugly, it doesn't matter if I'm gentle or powerful, I'm a person who adapts to the environment very well.
Gentle I will think of her as a good wife and mother, and if she is a little more suspension, I will think that she will be frugal and will run the house,
Alas~
The third sigh was given to me again personally, it is better to gamble on a blind date, because it is also unfamiliar to me, and I want to fall in love vigorously, but the age is here, and it is estimated that there will be no chance.
I like her very much, but I'm more realistic, I understand the difference between love and liking, and it takes time to get affection which is the main thing (don't get dirty!). )。 (To be continued.) )