347. Suicide
347. Suicide
When the doctor came to check on the ward in the morning, Meng Zimei woke up and found that her daughter was not there, and she went to the bathroom to see if she didn't, so she asked Zhang Zhou, Zhang Zhou was also at a loss, "Didn't you sleep in the same bed with Qianqian?" When does she get up, how can you not feel a little bit? ”
Meng Zimei was also annoyed, why did she sleep so deeply? She really didn't feel it at all when her daughter got up. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Since her daughter was amputated, she has not been out of the ward except to go to the bathroom, and now her daughter's crutches are gone, she must have gone out on crutches, but where will she go? It's winter, early in the morning, it's cold outside, will she be frozen? And this hospital is very big, if you are not familiar with walking, you will not be able to find it, she walks on crutches and struggles, she must be tired!
Zhang Qianqian had a mobile phone before, but she lost it when she was in a car accident, and then this series of things happened, and she never re-equipped Zhang Qianqian with a mobile phone, Zhang Qianqian herself didn't care, not only the mobile phone, she didn't care about anything. So when Meng Zimei and his wife found that their daughter was not in the ward, they became anxious. The daughter was depressed during this time, they have been guarding inch by inch, just afraid that the child will not be able to figure it out and do something out of the ordinary, yesterday they had to go out to find someone to discuss the law because of the appearance of Ling Yunlu, and they also carefully explained that the fat woman in the same ward took care of their daughter, they were so nervous about their daughter, but they didn't expect to get up early in the morning, and the daughter was still gone.
Meng Zimei and his wife hurriedly went out to look for each other.
Near the canteen of the hospital, in the canteen, outpatient department, inpatient department, laboratory building, examination building, parking lot, and small garden, I searched all over the place, but I didn't see Zhang Qianqian's figure.
They don't know if their daughter will get out of the hospital, and if she does, she won't be able to find it. They didn't give up, and searched for a few laps in the hospital, their legs were sore, and they still didn't find their daughter, so they called back to the ward, and the people in the ward said that their daughter didn't go back, and Meng Zimei and his wife were anxious and tired, sitting on the steps of the hospital examination building, analyzing where the child would go.
Meng Zimei couldn't help but say the words that she had been holding in her heart, "Qianqian, she won't be unable to figure it out, right?" ”
Zhang Zhou listened to the excitement and said coldly: "If Qianqian has any three longs and two shorts, you will die for me."
This is the first time in Zhang Zhou's life to scold Mencius Zimei viciously, although Mencius Zimei was annoyed, but because she was worried about her daughter, coupled with her long-term exhaustion, she was tired, and she didn't even have the strength to quarrel, she silently endured it and didn't argue with Zhang Zhou.
"I'm really unlucky to meet you in my life." Zhang Zhou saw that Meng Zimei was silent, and there was no place to vent the fire in his heart, and continued to complain about Meng Zimei.
Meng Zimei looked at Zhang Zhou, how could this man, who had lived with him for almost twenty years, become so strange now? She was about to say something, when a few people hurried over, and they were shouting, "Go and see, I heard that there is a little girl on the roof of the outpatient department who is about to jump off the building."
Meng Zimei and Zhang Zhou couldn't help but think of their daughter, they froze for a moment, Zhang Zhou stood up violently and ran to the outpatient department, and Meng Zimei followed suit.
Zhang Zhou and Meng Zimei ran downstairs to the outpatient department one after another, there were already many people around, everyone looked up at the roof, on the top of the eleventh floor of the outpatient department, a girl in a red down jacket sat on the top of the building, her right leg swayed and stretched out, it might fall down at any time, her long hair was scattered, covering most of her face, but Meng Zimei and Zhang Zhou still saw at a glance that it was their precious daughter.
The morning breeze blew, Zhang Qianqian's long hair flew with the wind, revealing her pale face, Mencius Mei saw it more clearly, it was true, that was her daughter, Mencius **** was soft, and she sat on the cold ground, and her daughter sat on the edge of the roof, so cold! Even colder were the liars and the doctors in the hospital, Mencius thought desperately and sadly.
Zhang Zhou kicked Meng Zimei, who was sitting on the ground, "What are you still doing?" Cry quickly, cry and ask Qianqian not to jump, don't jump, you stabilize her here, I'll go to the roof to take a look. ”
Zhang Zhou ran to the roof of the building as he spoke.
Zhang Qianqian sat on the edge of the top of the eleventh floor, indifferently looking at the noisy people downstairs, she also saw her mother crying and shouting at herself, she was sitting on the cold concrete floor, her right leg was facing outward, her left leg was facing in, of course, her left leg was gone from the knee an inch, she was no longer a normal girl, she could no longer run and jump, she could no longer dance, and could no longer run at will.
She can't face the empty trouser legs, can't face the two pairs of crutches, can't face others or sympathy or pity or strange eyes, she just works hard, this life is crippled, so she is desperate, she has no future, rather than living incompletely, it is better to be happy.
Especially yesterday, I knew that my mother actually listened to the words of a person I didn't know and sent herself to that small private hospital, so that she became what she is now, and knew that those liar doctors ran away, and the hospital shirked its responsibility, she felt that the world was so dirty, and her parents were pitiful and hateful, and they were sad because of their own affairs, and hated Dad's cowardice in front of her mother all her life, and poor Mom was always shrewd but stupid, just because they were cowardly and stupid. caused her to lose a leg. And the indifference of the liars and the hospital, which made her feel that the world was so ugly, that she felt that she had nothing to love.
Zhang Qianqian has always wanted to end her life, at the beginning, she felt sorry for her parents, after yesterday's events, she finally made up her mind.
Last night, she was inspired by her mother to jump off the building, and Zhang Qianqian planned to end her life by jumping off the building.
So when it was almost dawn, she saw that her father and mother were finally asleep, and the others were sleeping soundly, so she quietly got up and walked out of the ward on crutches.
The inpatient department has 28 floors, Zhang Qianqian originally planned to jump down to the roof of the inpatient department, but when she took the elevator to the top floor, she found that the door to the top of the building was locked. She couldn't go up.
Not only the roof of the inpatient department, but also the roofs of all the buildings in the hospital are locked and cannot be accessed, and the hospital is afraid that someone will have an accident on the roof, so all the roofs are locked and not allowed to go up, Zhang Qianqian has been to several buildings in succession, but there are exceptions to everything, when Zhang Qianqian went to the top floor of the outpatient department, the door on the roof was open.
ps: Two shifts tomorrow, one in the morning and one in the afternoon! (To be continued.) )