2.11 Past, mourning

Male superiority and inferiority are the shackles that men bind women. Sadly, this shackle was later automatically put on the woman's head.

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Zhang Qin's family watched Jiuying and Man go out, and their expressions were obviously relaxed. Jiuying and Man Man noticed it, but they couldn't do anything, so they only sighed in their hearts.

It is often the people closest to you who can bring the most harm. Family, love, and friendship are what people crave, but many people can't ask for them. In life, it is never that you are willing to give all your enthusiasm to be able to get reciprocal feelings.

Jiuying and Manman's original idea of staying overnight was also dispelled with the depression of this stomach. At the moment, the two of them can only think of another way, looking at the village with only a few lights, Jiuying and Man Man are also in trouble. In this wilderness, let alone a hotel, you may not even find a small hotel.

The two of them returned the same way, and when they walked to the house at the entrance of the village, they met the woman they saw when they came. She was carrying a small basin to open the door, and when she saw Jiu Ying and Manman, she suddenly stopped.

"I'll just say, it's useless for you to go to their house!" The woman's tone was very proud, as if she had guessed that the result would be a very glorious thing for her, "What the hell is the matter with you?" It's better to tell me, my kid and Daqinzi are in junior high school, and I'm familiar with her. ”

"How long will it take to get to the nearest hotel?" Jiuying directly skipped the woman's question.

"Hotel?" Hearing this, the woman looked at Jiu Ying and Manman, "Then you can't go." The nearest town is more than 20 minutes by car! It's so late, there's no place to find a car! ”

"Otherwise, my son went out to work, his room was empty, and you would stay at my house for a night?" The woman's eyes rolled, "I'm alone in my family, and my man has also gone out to work, you don't have to be afraid!" My aunt doesn't want you much, it's definitely cheaper than you staying in a hotel! How about a hundred dollars for you a night? I'll make you a delicious meal tomorrow! ”

Jiuying and Manman glanced at each other, and nodded helplessly in agreement.

It seems that because she made a small fortune, the woman was even more excited, and told Zhang Qin's family about it like pouring beans into a bamboo tube, with a lot of her own analysis.

Less than a year after giving birth to Zhang Liang, Zhang Qin's mother Wang Xiaohong became pregnant with a child again. All the symptoms during pregnancy showed that it was a boy. With two male fetuses in a row, Wang Xiaohong held her head high in the village and showed off everywhere. At home, he also has the posture of a meritorious hero, and the work outside the home is not touched at all, and it is all handed over to the mother-in-law.

Who knew that in the end, when she was born, she was a girl. At that time, Zhang Qin's grandmother changed her face, covered her head and said that she was dizzy, and she didn't even say that she wanted to hug her newborn child.

I don't know if the old man was too busy and tired some time ago, or if he was too stimulated for a while, Zhang Qin's grandmother had a stroke. Fortunately, he is not very old and his condition is very mild, but he can't get it back if the left half of his face is crooked.

Zhang Qin's grandmother's illness made it even more unpleasant to see Wang Xiaohong and this newborn girl. can't get the favor of her in-laws, Wang Xiaohong can only bow her head and be small during the confinement period, and she can't take care of her body. But she was too arrogant during her pregnancy, and she didn't get back her mother-in-law's smiling face when she worked hard, and she fell ill because of it, and she had backache and leg pain on a cloudy day.

Because he was not taken seriously, Zhang Qin did not get a hukou until he was nine years old. Zhang Qin's mother doesn't like her, Zhang Qin's father only knows how to drink, and it doesn't matter what happens. Zhang Liang, under the subtle influence of his family, also has no good impression of this sister. The indifference of his family and the gossip of his neighbors made Zhang Qin want to get out of the predicament.

Although her family did not support her, Zhang Qin still finished junior high school. Because of her excellent results in the high school entrance examination, Zhang Qin was admitted to No. 1 Middle School, but her family did not want Zhang Qin to continue studying.

Zhang Liang's grades were not good, and after finishing junior high school, he found an apprentice job in electric welding. Whether it's selfishness or jealousy, Zhang Liang just doesn't want his sister to be stronger than himself. Zhang Liang persuaded his parents to find Zhang Qin a job in a small restaurant at home, and let Zhang Qin make money to support the family.

Zhang Qin's resistance was ineffective, so he had no choice but to find the village chief's house. There was a student in the village who was admitted to the provincial key, and the village chief also felt that his face was bright. As soon as Zhang Qin came to ask for help, the village chief agreed to go to her house to persuade her.

With the intervention of the village chief, Zhang Qin was finally able to continue her school. Of course, Zhang Qin's tuition, the Zhang family will not give a penny. Wang Xiaohong also said that she didn't let Zhang Qin make up for the money she had earned in the past three years, which was already the end of her benevolence. Don't expect the old lady to pay out again!

Because Zhang Qin poked out the family affairs and let outsiders know, Zhang Qin's family became more and more unkind to see her. In addition to scolding Zhang Qin, the Zhang family didn't have a good word. Especially after Zhang Liang started working, he mixed with others all day long, smoking and drinking. When he was drunk, he saw that Zhang Qin was not pleasing to the eye, and he kicked his feet, and Zhang Qin, who was often beaten, was bruised and purple.

Fortunately, Zhang Qin lived in high school, and went out to work during the holidays, so he was not often at home, so he suffered less. Zhang Qin survived the most difficult three years of high school and was admitted to Qianmo University, which is 2,000 miles away from home, with excellent results. She secretly hid the admission letter and took the household registration book at home. She relied on the money she earned from her part-time job, bought a ticket, and went all the way south, and has not been heard from since.

The Zhang family found that Zhang Qin was gone, and they made a fuss. But Zhang Qin was determined not to contact his family, and the Zhang family couldn't do anything.

The woman couldn't say the rest clearly. Zhang Qin has not been heard from for several years.

The woman's face was slightly red. After telling everything she knew, the woman looked at Jiuying and Manman eagerly, her eyes were shining, and she was waiting for Jiuying and Manman to provide her with more materials.

After listening to Zhang Qin's experience, Jiuying and Manman also felt sorry for her.

Patriarchy is a magical phenomenon, especially for many women. These women hate this phenomenon when they are young. When she becomes a mother, she will treat her children differently like her patriarchal mother. What's even more exaggerated is that when she becomes a grandmother, she becomes a copy of her own grandmother, asking her granddaughter to repeat what happened when she was a child.

Jiuying and Manman believe that Zhang Qin's mother and grandmother must have also been discriminated against because they were women. However, they still perpetuated this idea of male superiority and inferiority.

It's just that poor Zhang Qin, she has the perseverance and ability to get out of the predicament. She finally saw the hope of life, but because of physical reasons, her beautiful life came to an abrupt end.