517. Chapter 517 - It's that he doesn't know her well enough
When Duke Cheng Guo went to court, he wanted to take Duchess Chengguo and Bai Biying to Liuguo Mansion to apologize, but Duchess Chengguo only slapped the gift slip into Cheng Guogong's hand, "I won't go." ”
"What are you making a fuss about at this time? Didn't you say it all at first? Cheng Guogong frowned and said sharply.
"I've already told Bijuan, and she has a point. No matter how I say it, I am also Liu Lingluo's elder, and there is no reason for me as an elder to go and apologize, wouldn't this be a loss of face for our Chengguo Mansion. You had to take Bi Ying over because of the emperor's order, but the emperor didn't explicitly order me to go together! Duchess Chengguo was unhappy, so she told Bai Bijuan, who was the concubine of the third prince, about it, and Bai Bijuan came up with this idea.
"Our family's face has been lost like this, do you still care about this?" Cheng Guogong was speechless.
"It's because our family is already embarrassed, but I have to maintain the basic lining of our family, I can't lose face, and I don't even want the lining! Around, I'm not going today. This gift list is here, and I will arrange for a little servant to go to the Liuguo Mansion with you later. Duchess Chengguo gritted her teeth, she couldn't let this matter become a laughing stock.
Cheng Guogong saw that she was stubborn, and thought that this was the idea of his eldest daughter Bai Bijuan, and he didn't bother to force it, so he had to give Bai Bijuan a little face. Hearing this, he only said coldly: "Okay, you can do as you like!" Biying, let's go! He saved up the gift slip in his hand and went out in a rage.
Bai Biying didn't want to go, but she also had to go, at this time, she could only say goodbye to the Duchess of Chengguo, and said aggrievedly: "Mother, the daughter will go first......"
Duchess Chengguo looked at her pitiful appearance, thinking about going to the Liu family, maybe Mu Lingluo was going to make her heart and soul baby suffer, and she was also uncomfortable and panicked.
She only patted Bai Biying's hand, "Don't worry, put up with it for the time being today, with your mother and your sister here when you turn around, you will definitely find a place for you." Go quickly, lest your father be angry again. He's got angry today, so you don't want to contradict him, you know? ”
Bai Biying bowed her head, only gritted her teeth, turned around and quickly followed the footsteps of Cheng Guogong.
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"Lord Wang, it's time for you to drink medicine." Xu Gui came forward with the medicine, and saw that Su Zimo was sitting on the edge of the bed with only a single coat, the window in the house was wide open, and the cold wind was coming, he hurriedly put down the medicine and went to close the window, "Lord Wang, your body is not good, this time the imperial doctor said, you have to take care of it carefully." If this tears again, the wound should not heal, and your wound is seriously inflamed, and it is not easy to recuperate, and it is even worse if it rots inside! ”
As he spoke, he walked back to Su Zimo's side with the medicine again, "Lord Wang, come, this medicine is just decoctioned, you drink it first!" ”
As he spoke, he scooped the spoon, blew the cold medicine and sent it to Su Zimo.
Su Zimo's handsome face was expressionless, and after a long time, he seemed to come back to his senses, raised his hand, and knocked over the whole bowl.
Xu Gui was scalded by the hot decoction, but looking at Su Zimo's cold look, he was suffocated and couldn't help stopping. It was the first time he had seen Su Zimo's desperate eyes, even when Su Zimo was surrounded by thousands of troops and horses on the border, he had never seen him show such a lonely and sad look, as if he had no attachment to life.
He was shocked, and hurriedly shook off this bad idea, and he said cautiously: "Lord Wang, how can your body be good without drinking medicine?" When the time comes, the queen ...... The princess will worry about you. ”
Su Zimo didn't move, he didn't even move his eyes, and for a while, he slowly muttered to himself: "Princess? Without a princess, my house is empty, where is the princess......"
"Lord Wang!" Xu Gui was shocked, and hurriedly said: "Princess, the princess just didn't think about it for the time being, this woman still needs to coax it...... It's going to be fine......"
In fact, he would not believe this himself. That day, when he heard Liu Haoxuan's roaring words, he was shocked to hear everything, not to mention Su Zimo, I am afraid that he is even more distressed and heartbroken than himself! Or even hate yourself!
After a pause, he really didn't know what to say, so he only sneered: "At that time, we would never have expected that someone would dare to do this to the princess!" You are the most distressed person in the world for the princess, I am afraid that you would rather be hurt yourself than hurt the princess by others. When the princess is angry for a while, she will definitely think of the prince's goodness! ”
"Not suitable!" Su Zimo said lowly.
"What?" Xu Gui didn't hear clearly.
"It turns out that what she said is inappropriate, I think I have paid enough, but in fact, I haven't even touched the skin of feelings, I am too self-righteous." Su Zimo closed his eyes, his long curly eyelashes trembled slightly, "It's not suitable......"
He blindly just wanted to ask for warmth from Ah Luo, he thought he gave a lot, he also thought that he gave her the deepest feelings in his heart, but he forgot to ask her what she needed.
Even now, he still doesn't know her well enough.
He thought about it for a long time, he and Ah Luo had been together for more than half a year, but he didn't understand what she was thinking, he didn't know what her favorite clothes were, and he didn't know what style of her favorite jewelry was...... The details that were previously overlooked were revealed at this moment.
He thought that what he wanted was the same as other high-ranking ladies and ladies in the capital, but it turned out that what she wanted was never glory and wealth, not power, not gorgeous clothes, not pearls and jade hairpins, she wanted very simple, she needed a harbor that could give her shelter from the wind and rain, a husband who could protect her and prevent her from being hurt, and smiled happily.
It was that he didn't know her well enough.
No wonder she refuses to forgive him, she must have been very tired, in the past, when he was in Anyu, in order to win Guo Wen, he never cared much about Aluo, although the affairs of the Cheng family were handled by him, but in the middle of the Cheng family went to find Aluo trouble, and even the people of the Mu family, she was a weak woman who faced it alone......
The more he thought about it now, the more Su Zimo hated himself.
What qualifications does he have to make her forgive herself, from beginning to end, he is persecuting Ah Luo, it is he who is pressing step by step, getting her affection, and it is also he who leaves first, leaving her to face all ...... Now, he's even forcing her to forgive herself!
"Lord Wang?" Xu Gui saw that the corners of Su Zimo's lips were pale, but his cheeks were dyed with a faint crimson, like the first blush blooming in spring, and his beauty was incomparable.