Chapter 142: Under the Snow
Encountering Yoshihara is just a ripple in his life for the bird swimming in the deep sea, but life is not uneventful. There are memories, there are feelings, there are sighs, but for him, it is limited to this, his center of gravity has long been shifted to other places, but this encounter can be regarded as unraveling a knot in his heart, but it makes him feel a lot more relaxed, which is really unreasonable, but he is really relieved.
His feelings for Yoshihara are actually not as complicated as they imagined, because they are two types of guys, they meet for various reasons, they meet, they know each other, and even have some good feelings for each other, but the character is destined to choose different paths, which is no way to do it, unless there is a person who is wronged, but if that's the case, if it's forced to be together just for the sake of being together, then even the other party won't agree and accept it.
What's more, because of the black cat, he and Yoshihara didn't have the slightest possibility from the beginning, there was really no reason to choose her instead of choosing the black cat, maybe even Yoshihara herself understood, compared to the more realistic her, she would be so decisive to cut off the relationship with the deep sea, and it was completely different from the real cool, about this road that I knew at a glance that it was more rugged and unreasonable, so I ******** decided that I wouldn't look back.
The world will never revolve just for one person, in their own life, everyone is their own protagonist, but in the same way, on someone else's stage, maybe it is the No. 2 person, or maybe just an insignificant passer-by.
It's always been the case, everyone just lives for themselves...
It's like this for a bird to swim in the deep sea, and it's the same for Shiryo Yoshihara, there's no difference between the two of them...
Snow, still falling...
Through the car window, you can see the side of the street, the road has been paved with a layer of silver, the perspective seems to be pulled away, into the eyes are all white side, occasionally mottled in it...
What makes the bird swim in the deep sea is more embarrassing, because the morning is in a hurry, so I didn't bring an umbrella, and now I am about to arrive at the station, and there is still a short distance between the platform and my home, do you really want to walk in the snow? Although it sounds very emotional, he really isn't in much of a mood right now...
It's just that even so, when waiting for the train to stop at the platform and the bird to get off the train in the deep sea, he still stiffened his head, put his hand in the pocket of his down jacket, and slowly walked in the direction of home under the wind and snow, step by step, step on the soft snow.
Fortunately, at this time, the wind and snow are no longer as big as they were at the beginning, and they are not so cold, but warm and moist to add a lot of mood to this Christmas. The number of pedestrians on the street began to increase, and the people who thought it was Christmas shopping at first did not know how to get out of the shops in order to avoid the heavy snow, and gradually resumed the excitement of the festival...
The voices in his ears began to slowly become noisy, and most of the people who passed by the little bird swimming in the deep sea were in pairs, and the smiles on their faces seemed to be infectious, one by one, but they had to stop abruptly when they arrived at him...
However, in the midst of such a crowd of people and joy, the little bird swimming in the deep sea inadvertently looked up, and in the street not far away, under the warm light snow, he saw a girl standing alone in it.
She held a dark blue umbrella in her hand, and the falling snowflakes painted it with a layer of white, and there seemed to be an invisible wall around her, and the drifting snow together put her and the crowd around her in two completely different worlds, walking slowly, like the usual sight in the department, quietly exploring what it was, even if the crowd was surging, the snow under the snow was not affected at all...
The picturesque scene made the little bird swim in the deep sea and have an inexplicable emotion in his heart, surging back and forth in his chest, which he had never experienced before, so strange and incredible. As if he had a heart in his heart, under the snow over there, he suddenly felt the sight of the bird swimming in the deep sea, and walked to his side unhurriedly, with a smile on his cold face that was rare for outsiders: [Allah, what an adventure...]
It's not the first time that the little bird swims in the deep sea and hears the girl in front of him say this, and every time he wants to complain, but unexpectedly this time he has a different feeling, and he sighed softly: [Maybe it's really fate...]
I don't know if it's because of the unexpected answer, the always calm and calm Xue Xia blushed, and then glared at the deep sea and said in a panic: [What are you talking about, Little Bird Youjun... I came out to walk around because I was too lazy to attend the banquet at home, and then I accidentally met you here...]
【Hi Hi Hi... I see, you don't have to explain it so clearly...] seemed to realize that he had lost some of his bearings, and sighed under the snow, wanting to return to his usual appearance, but he still glared fiercely at the little bird swimming in the deep sea.
So, what are you doing here? 】
[I just sent my sister to my mother's side, so I'm about to go home...]
[You're also working hard...] About the little bird tour's family, it can be said that you understand it more clearly under the snow, so I feel it and say.
[Everyone is like this, isn't it, I won't believe it if you say it's smooth sailing...] It's natural to walk under the snow in the deep sea.
[This is also the case...]
[Still, in my opinion you are perfect enough...]
Xue Xia shook his head and said with a wry smile: [How can there be a truly perfect person, although I am said by everyone to be a well-behaved child who does not let people worry, but behind my back, I say 'cold' and 'unpleasant'. I know they say that about me...]
[So you want to change other people's perception of you and become like your sister?] Fukami asked, staring at the delicate face of the girl beside him.
It's just that Xue Xia nodded, but shook his head again: [I did want to be like my sister before, because my sister has something I don't have...]
[Do you want that?] 】
Xue Xia shook his head slightly: [No, it's because I can't figure out why I don't have it, so I'm disappointed in myself...]
She paused, turned her face and looked at the bird swimming in the deep sea: [You are the same, you also have what I don't have, the two of us are two kinds of people at all...]
[Really? 】
[It's just that my attachment to myself is unexpectedly the same...]
Xue Xia turned his gaze to the front and continued: [Just like you said in the ministry that time, even if you start to taste Tongjue wax, the process is tortuous and bumpy, and the ending is full of bruises, you are not willing to give up... Me too...]
It was as if he thought of something under the snow and put a smile on his face: [What a fool, so do I...]
Maybe that strange emotion is not an illusion, the little bird swims in the deep sea and feels that if he can meet a companion on the destined and rugged road of life, it must be a very happy thing...
The snow was still falling gently, and the umbrella under the snow covered the two people underneath, and the snowflakes falling along the edge of the umbrella left two parallel rows of footprints on the ground gradually covered...
[By the way, where is your home?] 】
[Well, over there...]
The deep sea casually pointed in the wrong direction...
Hopefully, the road could be longer and longer...