I reflected on what had happened since I was born again. That's right, I relied on the memories of my past life to get all the advantages of cheating. I easily became the first in my studies, wrote novels, started a company, easily made a lot of money, and was far superior to my peers in all aspects; I have won the favor of teachers, the trust of parents, and the admiration and envy of my classmates; I am no longer the ordinary ** silk man in my previous life, my friends are all children of first-class families in L City, I went in and out of the most powerful circle in L City, drank and chatted with the son of the secretary of the municipal legal committee, fought and brawled, and took the son of the leader of the Municipal Public Security Bureau to speculate in stocks, so that he could be worshiped as a god.

It turns out that unconsciously, I have been so a**.

But I'm so **, but I've been very wolf since I was reborn.

The first girl I fell in love with after being reborn, Gu Yue. I can't change her past, but I don't have the courage to give her future.

I thought about it so much that I watched her leave me.

Maybe she waited for me in front of the train station on the day she left her letter, but I didn't look for her. I didn't even have the courage to call her on the phone.

When the eldest lady who got acquainted with the tutor, she liked an ordinary me with such excellent conditions, and she confessed to me many times, but I rejected it. I dare to say to my heart, I have never been interested in the eldest lady?

I don't dare.

I liked Su Jing, but I told myself that liking is not love. We don't fit together and can't be together.

So, she is now lying in the hospital because of a drug overdose.

Qiao Shanshan, a beautiful and kind English teacher, I knew she was going to marry a beast, but I couldn't stop her.

Dad, he's suspicious of me, and I can't explain it.

Zhao Ya's most white and flawless love for me, I didn't accept it.

Zhang Yuxin wrote me two love letters and confessed to me in person, but I didn't react.

……

When all of this happened, I told myself that I couldn't, couldn't, wasn't what I wanted...... But what do I want? I've been reborn, why are there so many things that bind me, so many unhappy things, so many things that I can't do!

Chen Ze! What the hell do you want! You|||someone who was born again once, why still can't you figure it out! What is the difference between living with such grievances and the previous life!

Suddenly, I realized.

I'm reborn, I'm strong, I have the advantage of bugs, I can occupy more resources, I'm exceptionally good, and my social status is constantly improving.

But what about my heart? But it is still the ** silk heart in the previous life.

Cowardly, hypocritical, no ambition, get by every day, narrow vision, and not broad-minded. I have the ability to give happiness to those who love me and those I love, but I don't have the responsibility.

What do I want?

I want to live freely, I want to break the rules that bind me. I'm going to die to all the murderers who hurt the people I love! I want people who love me to stop crying, and people who I want to believe in me can rely on my shoulders!

I want this day, I can't cover my eyes anymore! If you want this land, you can't bury my heart anymore!

That's what I want!

Thirty years in the previous life, and half a year in this life, until tonight, I suddenly opened!

I felt as if I had lifted the shackles of thousands of pounds, stood up lightly, and patted the dust off my body.

The soul of the former ** silk is gone, and in its place, it is a strong heart!

From this moment on, I was truly reborn!

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Staying in front of Su Jing's hospital bed all night, watching her peaceful appearance in her sleep, my heart has always been very peaceful.

With the change of mood, everything that bothered me was no longer a problem.

At about four o'clock, Lao Dong picked up Xiao Ming. I pulled Xiao Ming, who was excited, out of the ward, for fear of making a noise to Su Jing.

"I asked that brother,, it's really unreliable, it was Chu Baifeng who asked him to say that." Xiao Ming hated his teeth and said angrily. "What the hell is Chu Baifeng trying to do."

"Obviously, Su Jing's matter is not about Chu Baifeng. It was Boss Bai's hands and feet, and he wanted to use Su Jing to pull Chu Baifeng into the water. The purpose is to get revenge on us. ”

"Chu Baifeng and Boss Bai have been business partners for many years, but recently, Boss Bai began to get involved in drugs, and Chu Baifeng has the idea of drawing a line with Boss Bai. Boss Bai needs the support of the political forces behind Chu Baifeng, so he refuses to let Chu Baifeng go, and uses Su Jing to pull Chu Baifeng into the water, first, he can let Chu Baifeng stand on his side to help him deal with us, and second, in this way, Chu Baifeng and Boss Bai will be inseparable. ”

I thought about this white boss for a long time. After the state of mind is enlightened, many memories of past lives become clear as if the seal has been opened. I recalled that on the eve of my college entrance examination in my previous life, the huge drug case cracked in L City, and this white boss was one of the people behind the arrest.

"Su Jing's drug use, 100 percent, also happened under the coercion of Bai Lao**."

"Grass!" Xiao Ming was furious, grinding his teeth and squeezing out a voice from his throat, "I'm going to kill him alive." ”

"Calm down." I patted Xiao Ming on the shoulder, "Don't get excited, he's already a dead man." Now, I'm absolutely sure I'm going to kill him directly. It's just that you can't say it now, don't worry, he won't live for a few days. ”

Xiao Ming nodded.

"I'll go see Su Jing." He said.

I grabbed him.

Xiao Ming looked at me in surprise.

"I have something to say to you." I looked at Xiao Ming seriously.

Lao Dong noticed the change in me last night, seemed to realize something, walked far away, and smoked alone.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Ming looked at me in confusion.

I took a breath and said word by word: "When Su Jing's body recovers, let's ask her together to see if she likes you or me." If I like you, I won't force it anymore; If you like me, I want her. ”

"What did you say?" Xiao Ming stared at me with red eyes and a look of disbelief.

"You're stupid, do you know what you're talking about?"

I looked at Xiao Ming seriously and didn't let a single step.

Xiao Ming trembled, with a crying voice: "You promised me before that you wouldn't rob Su Jing with me." ”

"Emotional matters, I can't let it go anymore." I said calmly.

"Chen Ze! I|grass|your ancestors! "Xiao Ming grabbed me by the collar and punched me in the face.

Xiao Ming used all his strength, and my face instantly swollen, leaving blood at the corner of my mouth, and the whole person fell to the ground.

I stood up, patted the soil on my body, and still looked at Xiao Ming without giving an inch.

Xiao Ming walked over and waved his fist again.

I grabbed his wrist.

"Xiao Ming, that's enough, calm down."

Xiao Ming wept bitterly and looked at me in despair, and after a few minutes, he finally calmed down a bit.

He pointed at me, didn't say anything, and turned and walked towards the outside of the hospital.

Written in the author's words, the mobile client can't see it, so it's written here.

Finally, I got to the place where I wanted to write the most, and I wrote it in one sitting and sent it out. Three shifts during work hours, a little difficult, no manuscript saved tomorrow, may not be sent at noon, and there is a change when I get home from work at night.

In this chapter, I write about why I call this book, Ordinary Life.

Ordinary refers to the rebirth of an ordinary person, the rebirth of an ordinary soul.

Could it be that an ordinary person who did nothing in his previous life will undergo earth-shaking changes in his ideology, personality and thinking once he is reborn, and he will immediately leap from an ordinary person to an elite?

I thought it was impossible. Change requires hardship and unforgettable.

This is also why the previous plot is so sadistic.

abuse, all in order to let the protagonist grow up quickly. Loss, unwillingness, and remorse again and again made the protagonist unconsciously understand what he didn't understand in his previous life, and it took place a complete change.

This chapter, I prefer to describe it with a poem.

"The fish jumps into the sea at this time, and the flowers bloom on the other side."

Tribute to Maoda, pay tribute to "Layman Return".

Thank you to so many book friends, who have been abused and have not left their companionship until now.

I love you.