Chapter 23: Always
When she woke up from a dream, she couldn't tell what she had dreamed of, but it was a scene full of shadows and shadows all night, noisy and chaotic, probably the epitome of her impression over the years!
"Take it away, let the daughter-in-law of the Hong family raise it, and place it in the backyard of the Wuwu Building, the child will be in trouble for three disasters, and there will be nothing to carry out!" Her mother's words were flat, which determined that she would stay at home for many years. Not to mention disgust and indignation, but there is no intimacy either. Also, a child who almost killed her for half her life and almost lost her fertility in the future is indeed unpleasant.
"This child was born with so many things in the family, and it was a disaster, so our family was kind and gave her a life. Don't be a debt collector... Grandmother listened like pity, but words of disgust.
"It's really not the right time for the fourth girl to be born, first the eldest girl and the third brother almost died, leaving the root of the disease, and then the lady also suffered and almost lost most of her ・・・・・life!" The gossip of the maid gave her information to recognize the situation, and she was unspeakably embarrassed.
"Poor child, what if you annoy the old lady and the lady, even the concubine. The lord of the house doesn't care about the back house, my girl, what will you do in the future! "The nurse's pity is sad, and the sorrow is her future・・・・・・
Time doesn't stop, and it has been six or seven years since she came to this strange dynasty. At this point, it should be the time when the time has not yet passed, and it is the time for the father to get up and go to court, and the front yard should be busy. To be honest, Su Li's impression of her parents in this life is not very clear.
Six or seven years ago, she was still a modern society, a camp, a towering urban gold collar, and then climbed to the top to celebrate the banquet, and was in a car accident on a snowy night, when a violent pain was dimmed and her mind was lost. When she woke up again, there was a force of pushing, pushing her out of her mother's abdomen, and she was reincarnated as the fourth girl who was born prematurely and had a difficult birth.
It is also a miracle to give birth to a newborn baby at the age of thirty. Thanks to the development of information and imagination in later generations, there are many topics about crossing and rebirth, and they are screened on the big screen in turn, so that she doesn't have much entangled in fear, so she accepts it properly.
Rao is like this, the baby's body, the adult's thinking, also made her confused for almost a year, and waited a little more before she calmed down to sort out the causes.
has a vague impression, and I still remember that she was born in such a snowy night, and she was also angry and cold outside the window, and the snow was falling, which made people feel gloomy, and there was a trigger for the facts. At the time of her birth, the eldest sister was killed, the third brother was sick, the old lady was unwell, and her mother had a difficult birth・・・・・・
One by one, one by one, she has become the source of a qiē misfortune, and in the end I don't know how, as if there is still some Taoist who approves her life, saying that her life is not good, and she is prone to misfortune and her relatives, in the month she was born, her father was also found wrong by her boss because of the bad business, if it weren't for the fact that there was still some foundation in the family, it wasn't a general poor family, and she almost lost her official position...
Whether it's a coincidence or a misunderstanding, in short, she was born at the wrong time, although she was born in the womb of the housewife, with the status of a concubine, but she was confined and avoided in the corner of the backyard.
Fortunately, although other things may not be satisfactory, if she is not demanding, life is not lacking in food or clothing for her who was born as an orphan in her previous life, but she has less freedom, but it is not a big deal! Being able to pick up a life and continue to live is enough for her to be grateful!
In his previous life, for that ambition to live a better life, he worked hard day and night, and he didn't dare to rest for a while, but he didn't have a day of leisure. Now, Shen Fangnian laughed at herself in her heart, but she also sought kindness, lived a life that she once didn't dare to think about sitting and eating and drinking, and enjoyed the benefits that she didn't have time to enjoy in this life.
For the qiē treatment she is suffering now, she was reincarnated without going through the baptism of the legendary Meng Po Tang and still retained the memories of her previous life, Shen Fangnian did not have any grievances in her heart, and she was still comfortable living her independent and idle life in this small courtyard.
It's just that this idle day is not with me after all, and in the end, I may not be idle! The backyard of this deep house is not as simple as she thought, she doesn't cause trouble, she doesn't bring a table to others to do what she wants, and An An shares to let her enjoy herself. More and more deducted cases, more and more understanding of this era, let her heart sink to the bottom at the same time, overthrow all the previous idleness, after all, she is a hard life!
Let's fight, not for anything else, just to spend a comfortable day, and not in vain to turn to a new life!
Speaking of which, she has a lot of fate with such a snowy night, but it seems to be a bad fate. In her previous life, it is said that she was also abandoned in front of the welfare home in the early morning of this snowy night, and she didn't know who her parents were. When I was picked up by the dean's mother, I was already bruised from the cold, and I almost lost half my life!
Relying on the kindness of the dean's mother, she carried it in her arms, warmed it for three days and three nights, and took care of it carefully to survive. The dean's mother's surname is Shen, and the children she picked up that year were all from Fangzi, and when she was picked up, it was about to be the New Year, so she got the name of Shen Fangnian.
The welfare institute relies on social donations and state funding, but the funds are limited, and the hardships of life can be imagined. At that time, when I was young, there was still blood and indignation in my heart, and people who were used to suffering naturally wanted to live a good life. In that case, the only way to do this is to study hard and enrich yourself, so as to get a leap into the dragon gate. She is still a bit wise, and although her life is not satisfactory, she is still very eye-catching in her studies.
The opportunity to go to school is not easy, and she has no right to play, with that spirit, in addition to doing some black work on holidays and holidays to earn a meager salary to help the dean's mother, save living expenses, and use all her time to study!
The resources of the welfare institute are limited, and she can get rid of tuition and miscellaneous fees for compulsory education, and there is a subsidy for poverty alleviation scholarships, which is also extremely limited, and she can complete her high school course, which is a comprehensive result. Fortunately, there is no endless road, and there is also the trick of student loans.
She completed her studies, found a job, worked hard day and night in the company, climbed to a good position, paid off the loan, and after a few years, finally bought a house, and finally had a foothold in that bustling metropolis.
Maybe it was really unlucky, when she had a house and a better job opportunity, but in the end, when she was about to take a taxi to leave after the promotion celebration party, she was hit by a car that slid out of the lane, and she was in a violent pain and lost her mind. It can also be said that he was born on a snowy night and finally on a snowy night, and self-deprecation can be regarded as having a beginning and an end!