"I want to drink." Gu Yue looked up at me, and there was no look in her eyes.

I called the supermarket downstairs and brought in five cases of beer.

I don't know how much Gu Yue drinks, but I can get drunk with her tonight no matter what.

To be honest, when Gu Yue realized the present, his impression of her changed several times, sometimes appreciating and sometimes disgusting. When I get in touch with her more and understand her better, the more I have a good impression of Gu Yue.

Until tonight, Su Jing and Gu Yue stood in front of me and asked me to choose, and I was shocked to find that Gu Yue already had such a status in my heart.

I chose Gu Yue and abandoned Su Jing. There was no hesitation.

Is it because I rolled the sheets a few times, so I value Gu Yue more?

Sharing a bed definitely adds points, but it's definitely not the point. I have such a deep affection for Gu Yue, and the key lies in her person.

Her infatuation, her gentleness, her intelligence, her thoughtfulness...... Before I knew it, I was surprised to find so many good things about her.

Every advantage makes me like and addicts me.

If you think about it, except for the first time, when she slapped me hysterically, I felt sincere joy every time we were together.

She has such magic, and with her, I make me feel the beauty of life. What I see in her eyes is always praise for me, love for me.

Am I going to fall in love with her?

I shook my head and put these thoughts behind me, tonight, if Gu Yue wants to drink, I will accompany her to drink.

The bottles of wine were opened, and we both blew on the bottles, and after two cases, Gu Yue began to laugh stupidly and began to speak.

"Chen Ze, because of you, I have one less friend. Hehe, I don't have many friends, and because of you, I'm one less. ”

I lifted the bottle and poured it down.

It's hard to explain the first time I rolled the sheets, whether it was Gu Yue who seduced me, or whether I fell in love with Gu Yue. When I think about what seems obvious, I feel scared.

If I hadn't made excuses for myself again and again, kissed her, let her into the house, and deliberately took a shower without locking the door under the pretext of testing her...... If I had firmly blocked her out of the door from the beginning, how could there be a plot for the rest of the story.

After all, I thought about it, she just didn't refuse my invitation.

At the beginning, I also told myself that Gu Yue was different from those fireworks girls, she was still a high school student. But later, why did I overturn my oath?

Am I a womanizer? No, I'm not that impatient, I'm sensible.

It turned out that as early as that time, I had secretly fallen in love with Gu Yue.

I didn't even notice it myself.

Thinking about it carefully, Gu Yue is very similar to me in her previous life in some places. Hysterical, daring to love and hate, angular, paranoid, resolute...... In my previous life, I finally walked on a dead end, but what about Gu Yue?

I suddenly didn't dare to think about it.

After drying a bottle of wine, Gu Yue was still smiling, and that smile was full of sadness no matter how she looked at it.

"Chen Ze, I respect you and me. Sometimes, I feel dirty myself, and I feel cheap myself. Hehe, but what do I do? Chen Ze, what can I do? I can't go back. ”

Gu Yue raised her head and drank a bottle of wine. Smiled at me with a blurred gaze.

"Don't think about it, I never think you're dirty." I say.

Gu Yue giggled: "Chen Ze, you are about to fall in love with me, hehe, you will regret it, you know what, if you fall in love with me, you will regret it." ”

We continued to drink, and the third case quickly dried up and I started to sway. And Gu Yue, the more she drank, the brighter her eyes became.

"Chen Ze, hehe, why didn't I meet you back then."

Gu Yue bit her lower lip hard, bleeding. She looked at me timidly and asked weakly.

My mind was slowing down and I didn't understand what she was saying.

"You know what? Chen Ze, I regret it so much, why was I so stupid in the first place, why, I didn't meet a good person. Now, if you want to turn back, it's too late. ”

Gu Yue began to drink by herself.

"You know, I was raped when I was in junior high school. When I was in junior high school, my mother had been working to earn money to support the family, and she didn't have time to take care of me. One night, I was dragged to a bar by my classmates, and I was dragged into a dark room by them, and I was gang-raped by them. ”

"Chen Ze, do you know, I was only thirteen years old when I was gang-raped."

"I was in pain, it hurt, I felt so dirty. I went home and tried my best to wash it, but I couldn't wash it clean. ”

"My mother beat me and scolded me like crazy, I didn't feel any pain at all, and that night, my heart was lost."

"My mother went to report the case, but they were all minors, and their families had money, so the public security bureau didn't care, and the court didn't care."

"Mom came home and hugged me and cried, Mom said it was all her fault, she deserved to die. Hehe, how could my mother be wrong, it's all me who is wrong, it's that I don't know how to protect myself, and my mother is sad. ”

"My mother is sick, and the family has no money to treat her. I knelt and kowtowed from house to house, begging me for some money to take my mother to the hospital, and each house closed the door. I went to the doctor, and the doctor said that if I would sleep with him, I would let my mother come to the hospital for treatment. ”

"Hehe, why should I refuse. I'm already so dirty. My mother was treated in the hospital, but it was too late, and I had just finished junior high school when my mother died. ”

"Hehe, when my mother died, I didn't have a single tear. Hehe, Chen Ze, do you know, I still can't believe that when my mother died, I didn't even shed a single tear. ”

"I bought the most beautiful clothes, went to a local underworld, and let him sleep with me for a whole week. Later, those classmates who raped me were all broken hand and foot. ”

"Hehe, Chen Ze, do you know? A week later, the big brother of the underworld chased me away, and he said that he thought I was dirty. ”

"I was in high school, working in a restaurant, and I met Lin He. Hehe, I fell in love with him at once, but I was so dirty, how dare I be with him. But he actually liked me too, he chased me, and bought me a necklace with the money he earned from half a month's part-time job. We're together and I'm so happy. ”

"Hehe, Chen Ze, have you ever had a happy time, do you know, I thought my life was full of darkness, but God actually gave me a light. Hehe, Chen Ze, I can't see the light, Chen Ze, if I see the light, I'll be blind. ”

"Lin He's father is seriously ill, and the family has no money for treatment, and even Lin He can't afford to go to school."

"Hehe, what should I do? My most valuable thing is my filthy body. For the sake of Lin He, I went to sell. In a month, I gave 10,000 yuan to Lin He. Lin He said, not enough. ”

"I continue to sell, and I do whatever comes to me. One day, Dong Jiangshan appeared, he found me, gave me a stack of money, and told me not to do it. ”

"Hehe, I took his money and gave it to Lin He, Lin He's father's illness was cured, and Lin He's studies were saved."

"Dong Jiangshan kept giving me money later, he introduced all his friends to me, and he pursued me like he did when he was a child. Hehe, he knows what he says about me, and he doesn't think I'm dirty. Hehe, but I think I'm dirty. ”

"He thought he was my savior, but I hated him. When I was raped in junior high school, he didn't show up; I went door to door kowtowing and begging someone to save my mother, but he didn't show up; When I accompanied the big brother for a whole week, he didn't show up; Now that I'm so dirty, I can't go back, he showed up. ”

"But what's the use? The better he treats me, the more I hate him. ”

"Lin He later heard that I was raped in junior high school. He started to stay away from me, he said he had to study hard, he couldn't afford to lose, but I knew that it was all an excuse, hehe, he thought I was dirty, hehe, he thought I was dirty. ”

"Chen Ze, do you know? Lin He made me die, I died, and I won't feel pain anymore. But why do you have to show up? ”

"Hehe, Chen Ze, you're a bastard, you know? You're a jerk. Why do you care about me? ”

"Do you know that moths fight fires? If a moth hits a fire, it will burn to death, but the moth falls in love with fire, what do you let the moth do? ”

"Hehe, Chen Ze, how did you make me fall in love with you, Chen Ze, do you know that this makes me more painful than killing me?"

"I miss you so much every day, and I want to be by your side all the time. But as soon as I see you, I feel that I am dirty and disgusting, and I want to run when I see you, but I am reluctant. ”

"Hehe, Chen Ze, in fact, you are more cruel than Lin He."

"The night before yesterday, I tried to tell myself that I could actually be with you. I bought a brush and brushed myself desperately, I wanted to brush all the dirt soaked in my body, I brushed it all night, hehe, Chen Ze, I found out that the dirt on my body had already entered the flesh and bones. Forever, all - brush - no - dry - clean. ”

Gu Yue burst into tears, staggered to her feet, untied her clothes, I tried my best to raise my head, and saw that her originally smooth and white body was covered with shocking blood marks!

"Hehe, Chen Ze, you said that I am so dirty, how can I be with you?"

"Chen Ze, do you know. Su Jing is my only friend. Only she knows about me, and she doesn't think I'm dirty. She was the only one who treated me like a normal classmate. ”

"Hehe, Chen Ze, now, I don't even have the only friend."

"Hehe, yes, why am I so cheap, why don't so many men on the street seduce, I know that Su Jing likes you, but I still want to seduce you."

Gu Yue's tears were about to dry up, and I struggled to stand up, but I shook it a few times, but I didn't get up.

I drank so much wine, my mind was confused, I didn't know if I understood what Gu Yue said, but I only had one thought: rush over and hug Gu Yue.