Chapter 148: I Want You to Disappear
"Nightfall?" Chun Tao looked at Ruyi: "Grandma Da Shao, aren't you going to sue Master Sù?" ”
Sue sù Lu Ziqian?
Ruyi smiled bitterly, she really didn't know how to open this mouth, did she want to tell Lu Ziqian that she didn't believe that he could solve this problem, so she left with interest?
"Don't tell sù, Chun Tao, don't bring anything, bring two sets of clothes, and then bring the silver, first take care of the vigil mother-in-law, don't alarm anyone."
Chun Tao bit her lip: "Okay, the slave maid will do these things tomorrow, it's not too early, the young grandmother, you can rest first, the slave and maid go back, and then persuade Su'er." ”
"No, Su'er, let's stay here, she's still so young, I can't bear her to suffer with me, Chun Tao, in fact, I don't want you to follow me, if you stay in the house, when the time comes, I begged the eldest young master, let the eldest lady recognize you as a righteous daughter, how good it would be to marry Xu Gongzi."
Xu Lang begged her to do this that day, but Ruyi was really tired, so he never mentioned it to Lu Ziqian, and he was not very anxious to see Chun Tao's appearance, so this matter was put on hold.
Now that I'm leaving, Ruyi suddenly remembered that she felt very sorry for Chun Tao, Chun Tao treated her like this, but she actually forgot about it.
"Grandma, the slave really wants to follow you, the slave is different from Su'er, she really wants to serve you." Chun Tao nodded firmly.
Ruyi patted Chun Tao's shoulder soothingly: "Su'er is not insincere, it's just that she also takes other things to heart, there is no need to blame her, Chun Tao, let's get together and disperse." ”
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Lu Ziqian still didn't come back this night, I don't know if it was because he was thinking about what to do, which also gave Ruyi time to think about the problem carefully.
It's not that she wants to give up Lu Ziqian, it's just that there are some problems that can't be solved......
Ruyi turned over, feeling as uncomfortable as if a stone had been blocked.
As soon as she thought of leaving Lu Ziqian, Ruyi felt terrible pain in her heart.
The pain was so painful that I couldn't stop at all. It's like being held to my heart by someone with a blunt knife, and every blow doesn't hurt, but together, it makes Ruyi feel suffocated.
She opened her eyes, but there were no tears, as if her tears had been dried by the repeated partings.
They have just been married for less than two years, and most of the time is spent in separation.
Since Lu Ziqian came back from the border this time, Ruyi has always had a feeling of gain and loss.
The days without Lu Ziqian by her side have been too long, so long that she has forgotten how to be his good lady and the good daughter-in-law of the Lu family.
Sure enough, her hunch was right, and now she still had to leave.
Even though she knew that Lu Ziqian might not give up on her, Ruyi still didn't want to wait for that result with anxiety.
In this relationship, she is too passive.
But she couldn't let go of Lu Ziqian.
Ruyi pulled up the quilt to cover her head, not wanting to continue thinking about it.
She has never been an indecisive person, and she can make this decision on the spot, and she will not regret it for any other reason.
Ruyi didn't give Lu Ziqian time to solve it, but even Mrs. Lu's matter was not resolved, and now there is another emperor, and things are in a mess, and Ruyi has no way to start.
Now she doesn't want to rely on Lu Ziqian anymore.
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When Ruyi woke up early the next morning, the position around him was still empty.
She thought about a lot of problems yesterday, and today she thought she would wake up late, but she woke up early in the morning.
The sunlight outside shone obliquely and spread the warmth of the ground.
Ruyi sat up from the bed and looked at the ground in a daze for a long time, then remembered that he was leaving Lu Mansion today.
She couldn't even hug Lu Ziqian anymore.
Maybe we'll never see each other again.
A touch of sadness spread from the bottom of his heart, and Ruyi could hardly control his desire to find Lu Ziqian.
He didn't know he had decided to go, did he? Otherwise, she wouldn't have been left alone.
Ruyi resisted the urge to find Lu Ziqian, and called Su'er to come over and wait for him to wash.
Su'er had red eyes, lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Ruyi.
This look made Ruyi temporarily suppress the sadness in her heart, she patted Su'er's shoulder and comforted: "Su'er, I really don't blame you, didn't Chun Tao tell you something?" ”
Su'er nodded aggrievedly: "Sister Chun Tao scolded me all night. ”
"Chun Tao, it's also ignorant. Su'er, listen to me, I don't force you, it's okay for Chun Tao to follow me, but you are still young, your future is in this mansion, and I am not such a selfish person, I want to force you to follow and serve me. ”
"The twisted melon is not sweet, although it is a pity, but I will not force you, really."
Su'er nodded, and handed Ruyi a towel with a trembling hand.
"Let the slave and maid serve you for a while at the end, and be a cow and a horse in the next life, and Su'er will repay your kindness!"
The subordinates of the Lu Mansion, the deed of sale are all in the hands of their respective masters, not to the mansion.
Only some old people and housekeepers in the house will put the deed in the house.
Su'er's deed is naturally in Ruyi's hands, if Ruyi is forced, Su'er must follow and leave according to the current law, otherwise he will be regarded as a subordinate who betrays the master, not to mention that he can't find a partner, and he may be scolded wherever he goes.
But if Ruyi personally returns this deed to Su'er, then there is no problem, and it can even be regarded as a grace.
Ruyi washed her face, took out a piece of paper from her dressing box and handed it to Su'er.
"Take it, no matter who your next master is, serve it well, don't always be a child, I can tolerate you, it doesn't mean that others can, if you can, ask for a favor from the eldest young master, go to serve in another room."
If Tang Qianqian enters the door, these people who used to serve her will definitely not end well, if Su'er wants to be safe, it is better to leave.
As soon as she thought of Tang Qianqian, Ruyi's heart burst out with uncontrollable anger.
She used her trust to deceive herself and not say anything, and she was still scheming behind her back.
If it weren't for the beginning paragraph, Ruyi might still be able to accept it, but now, she just wants Tang Qianqian to disappear from front of her!
Ruyi was stunned for a moment, and she suddenly found her target.
The previous hesitation and insecurity are gone.
She doesn't want Tang Qianqian to marry Lu Ziqian, she wants to stop this wedding! May 20, there are still two months left, and she can plan carefully!
(To be continued.) )