60. Chapter 60 Reluctantly Go Back

I walked up to Bai Jie with a rose, Bai Jie knew that Zihan and I had deceived her, and I didn't know what she was thinking, and her eyes were a little angry. %77%77%77%2e%76%6f%64%74%77%2e%63%6f%6dI took the rose to her: "Sister Bai, happy birthday." ”

The vice president of jujube also ran down: "Oh...... I thought something was wrong, it turned out that Deputy Yin also came to celebrate Manager Bai's birthday! Deputy Yin, love, needs to be vigorous. "I know what he means, love, not only needs financial support, but also financial support vigorously, just like him, covering the entire second floor of the bar.

As soon as the words of the vice president of Zao fell, the saxophone music on the first floor of the bar stopped, and the music melody of "MYWAITWILLGOON" fluttered lightly, and the colorful spotlights also danced, reflecting the whole bar like a beautiful heaven and earth.

Spotlights shine on the balloon piles in all corners of the ceiling, and the balloons are put together into a lot of big hearts, and many colorful banners are hung: Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Bai Jie......

Moreover, I noticed that there was a bouquet of roses on every table in the bar......

This qiΔ“ is all Zihan's arrangement.

Chen Zihan held the wine glass and saluted the vice president of Zao: "Vice president, hello, I am a newcomer to the public relations department......"

The vice president of jujube was angry: "Xiaobai, let's go back." ”

Bai Jie floated to me like a gentle cloud, and a beautiful smile like spring on her beautiful face gently kissed me on the cheek. Verdant willow silk, how can it compare to your hair; Green ripples, how can they compare to your eyes; Staring at your face, it feels like the whole world is forever immersed in the bright spring light. This kiss made my soul flutter and my heart fluttered.

Vice President Zao left me a sentence: "Yin Ran! Have a day you regret!! Anger ran away.

I didn't see Chen Zihan when I turned around, she went on stage and sang on stage: Chen Lin's twelve colors. The song is elegant and empty, and Zihan is also like a butterfly in the night, fluttering and shining under the colorful lights.

He Bai Jie sat in the seat he was sitting with Chen Zihan just now, and there was a heart-shaped cake on the glass tabletop, with the word 'twenty-six' on the cake, Bai Jie was twenty-six years old? Zihan is really careful......

Being a thief has a weak heart, I think I'm acting now, but I'm also in a cold sweat. Look carefully at the cake and a few lines of words: the mountains and rivers are empty, and the falling flowers and wind and rain hurt the spring even more. It's better to take pity on the people in front of you

Yan Shu's words mean that the mountains and rivers are far away, and after the wind and rain fall, they will know how to cherish the people in front of them. These words were picked up by Zi Han, and he wanted Bai Jie to know what I meant.

Looking at the gentle and bright and touching Bai Jie in front of me, I realized that we poor boys and sour Xiucai were restless about her, not to mention those powerful, rich and mature old men. If Chen Zihan hadn't arranged these, maybe Bai Jie would have really become a thing in the pool of Zaose tonight.

Bai Jie was still intoxicated: "Thank you Yin Ran." ”

Just for this sentence, I am, even death is worth it (am I just that?). )……

In such an intoxicating environment, I also have the courage to pursue love. He took a lighter and lit the candle on the cake: "Make a wish." ”

Bai Jie closed her eyes and made a wish, blew out the candles, cut the cake, took the first piece to the stage and gave it to Zihan, who took it coldly, ate two bites, bowed to Bai Jie, and walked out of the bar.

In this era, there are more leftover men than leftover women, there are more legends than legends, there are more transactions than exchanges, there are more emotional wounds than love songs, there are more love doctors than love letters, there are more lovers than lovers, there are more erotic than love, there are more love accidents than love stories, and there are more dragonfly love than love that starts and ends. After going through so much, I no longer naively believe in love, I can only look forward to a short-lived happiness, even if it is just one night.

Bai Jie ate a few bites of cake and smiled at me like a big sister next door: "Are you still angry with me?" "Delicate skin, beautiful big eyes, pretty little nose, pure beauty. The facial features are peugeot, because her facial features and figure coincide with the ultimate aesthetic feelings of men since ancient times: melon seed face, almond eyes, cherry blossom mouth and bumpy tall figure, such a standard "beauty capital" can be described as suitable for ancient and modern times, and it is applicable everywhere, coupled with that elegant temperament, it is not surprising that men are crazy about it.

"I'm really angry, but I'm not angry now."

She sneered, "You, like a child who doesn't grow up." Angry and turned around and left. "She said that the last time I was going to kiss her, her expression and movements made me angry, and I turned around and left.

"Then if you don't turn around and leave, what else is there to talk about? Every time I think of you treating me as a lang, do you say I'm angry? ”

"I didn't just think you were a pervert, I took all the men who came close to me as perverts. Because, I have a sexual fetish......"

"Sexual cleanliness? What is the disease? Venereal disease!? I asked.

"My husband is a stable and mature man. When he pursued me back then, he stood out from many suitors with a dish of braised prawns with both color and flavor. My friends say I'm going to live a happier life in the future. But I am a woman with overflowing maternal love, once I fall in love with a man, I don't want him to suffer a little, let alone see the man I love wearing an apron all day long and sinking into the world. Every morning, I wake up before him, fill his cup with water and squeeze toothpaste on his toothbrush when brushing my teeth. Then start making breakfast. When I get home from work in the evening, the first thing I do is go into the kitchen and cook for him. Before marriage, he cooked at a very high level, which made me feel insecure. I worked my cooking, and one day, he convinced me that I was the real chef in the family. From that day on, he never went out of the kitchen again. The wardrobe was full of the clothes I washed and ironed for him, and after dinner, I washed the dishes, and he watched from the sidelines, casually telling interesting stories about the company, and occasionally hugged me affectionately from behind. A woman doing housework, and a man holding her from behind, chatting and gossiping with her, is the most romantic thing in my eyes. On winter evenings, if he is too lazy to take a bath, I will even fetch a basin of hot water to wash his feet. ”

"After getting married, I thought that we would be like this, and we went on lightly, but I didn't expect that one day this happiness would come to an abrupt end. Noon came without warning. At that time, I was still working in a company specializing in high-end finished clothes, and my boss suddenly felt very good, and heard that a private restaurant with Mongolian flavor had opened downstairs in my house, so he invited my colleagues to have dinner together. After eating, I packed some lamb that my husband liked to eat and sent it upstairs. My husband's company is relatively close to home, and I occasionally come back for a lunch break, but I am far away from home and never return at noon. Strangely, the door could not be opened. I think it must have been a thief, and a phone call summoned a colleague. Everyone stood at the door, some said to call the police, and some said to pry the door. I was busy when I suddenly received a text message from my husband, 'I'm in the house, you should let your colleague go.' An older sister next to me happened to see my text message and immediately patted me on the shoulder. My mind was in a mess, and I didn't know how to end it. ”

"The eldest sister found a colleague from the beginning. The moment the door opened, the woman ran out with her head wrapped in a scarf, while my husband pressed me against the wall like a prisoner. There was only one thought on my mind: divorce. But when I said these two words, he cried, and said that he loved me very much, and that he was just playing with that woman. There is only one question in my mind, is there something wrong with me, otherwise, my husband has been with another woman for half a year, why can't I feel it? In the afternoon he went to work, and the eldest sister stayed with me. She said, 'Guys, there are always times when you're confused. You also saw it just now, he still has feelings for you, why should he give up his man to that woman. Such a big handle, if you can be a little more generous, he will definitely be grateful to death. Thinking about it, what the eldest sister said seems to make sense. Those married male colleagues in the unit talk about Fengyue Field every day, and I don't know how many times they have been guiding, but their wives haven't found out. decided to forgive him. ”

Later, when I told my good friends about this, they actually persuaded him not to leave. A friend who divorced alone with a child because of a man's outgoing appearance also appeared to say that he was very naΓ―ve at the beginning, and if he put it now, he would not divorce if he was killed. Men are like that, as long as he still loves his family, his body is nothing. Another friend said more realistically, she said that you can wear a pair of shoes for 1,000 yuan a pair and clothes for 2,000 yuan a piece, and it is not all up to your husband. If you are divorced, you will be a 'second girl' with nothing. In fact, my husband has always been good to me, and he has not expressed empathy at all. Thinking about it this way, he may have really played with that woman. After my husband promised not to associate with the woman again, we reconciled. Scarily enough, I soon found something left behind by a strange woman on G. But my husband was not as flustered as he was last time, but said lightly, a female customer fell on my car, and I helped her pick it up. His text messages and phone calls also became ambiguous. Sometimes standing on the balcony to answer the phone, it takes more than half an hour to answer it. I lost my temper and he said, 'If you don't talk about business, where will you make money?' But his sweet expression made it clear that he was not talking about business. One night, he got drunk and had lipstick prints on his shirt. I questioned him, and he patted me on the face with a smile and said, 'Silly girl, anyway, you are the mother of the main palace, what are you afraid of?' He was so shameless that from that time on, every time he wanted to make out with me, I avoided him. ”

Soon after, I saw him come out of the hotel with my friend in his arms, and suddenly, without the anger and resentment I had before, I gave them a faint look and left. He came home and begged me, I didn't speak, in fact my heart was dead. Later, I asked him why he was out of the gui, and he said that I was so good to her, that this kind of life was as ridiculous as living with my own mother. The last time, seeing him and my other good sister on the g of my house, I didn't say anything, packed up my things and left. After that time, they divorced. After marriage, I also had the luxury of having a perfect love, but when a man's ill-intentioned gaze wandered over me, I would be very disgusted. No matter how strong and independent a modern woman is, she is still a lonely woman flower deep down, waiting to be released. She waited eagerly towards morning and twilight, hoping for a pair of gentle hands to soothe the lingering scars in her heart. When I met Chen Shimei, I thought I also needed someone to love me and love me, and I needed a haven from the wind, I loved him, but I couldn't let go, every time he wanted to touch me and kiss me, I was simply reflexively avoided. ”

"I went to the hospital, I went to the psychotherapist, and she said that I was forced to suffer from sexual cleanliness...... He gave me psychotherapy and enlightened me, but I still couldn't let go. Actually, I don't believe in men anymore. Maybe in the future, when I meet a man who touches me very much, I will be cured. That kind of touch, like the moment of emotion you give me now. ”

Speaking of which, I understand why Bai Jie looked at me like this that night, that is to say, any man who approaches her, she will react like this, not that she treats me as a color~mo. Bai Jie's maturity and abundance have really gone through a lot of unbearable loneliness, pain and sorrow to reach such a perfect point.

When Bai Jie spoke, she was as calm as telling someone else's story, and it had nothing to do with herself: "Yin Ran, but Sister Bai knows that my affection for you can only stay at the step of sister and brother." I haven't seen you for a few months, you've changed a lot, you've matured a lot. You should understand Sister Bai's words. ”

"Sister Bai, I understand......"

"You should have a girl who is compatible with you and who is as kind as you are. We, you are still my good didi. ”

"Hmm." I nodded, what else could I do? I like her, I love her, but can I make her like I love me and love me? What she yearns for in her heart is like someone like her husband, who is mature and stable and has a successful career. What about me? A child in her eyes......

The two were silent for a long time, and I said, "Sister Bai, why do you want to talk to ...... And the jujube vice president that bastard...... Together. ”

"For Chen Zihan. The company wants to select a billionaire communication company's image spokesperson in their public relations department, and I hope that Zihan can be selected, but the competition is fierce, and the headquarters has ordered that there will be an open competition, not only the public relations department can compete, but also female colleagues with good image in other departments can also compete. I wanted to help Zihan, so I found the vice president of Zao. After a few meals with him, he showed me his strength and made me the manager of the customer service department. It's not what I want, and it's even more so that I don't want to. Now, several of us have offended Vice President Zao together, and everyone will have a hard time in the future......" Bai Jie smiled at me.

"Why is it that everyone will have a hard time in the future? Ever since I offended Mo Huairen for you, I haven't thought about having a good time with these people. ”

Bai Jie suddenly worried: "Yin Ran, you are now so close to Mo Huairen and Huang Jianren, you also know that these people are not good people, I am afraid that they will drag you into the water together......"

"Sister Bai, you can rest assured. I'm a soft-spoken person now, if I don't engage in some corrupt ~ corrupt behavior in the company, it will be even more difficult to get to the top if you want to get to the top...... Let's take one step at a time. ”

"After so many years of birthdays, this year is the happiest, and I haven't been so happy for a long time. Come, sister, respect you, I wish my good didi can do my best to find the other half who understands him and loves him! ”

But my heart was cold, and the more I talked, the farther I felt from her heart......

"Zihan finally agreed with me, and I felt a lot less guilty in my heart. Yin Ran, without you, this knot in my heart is really difficult to untie. ”

I talked a lot with her that night, and we talked until half past three in the morning, and then the witch was reluctant to go back. She wanted to hug me when she parted, but maybe she still couldn't overcome her demons, and when she was about to touch me, she just reached over and shook my hand, and then turned into a taxi. So, she used to drug me, and it was painful to help me with the medicine? ……

The three most romantic words are not "I love you", but "together". Being able to see my dear woman every day and laugh and chat with her is a kind of happiness for me.

……