"I would think that way because I'm too young? But," Bebe muttered to herself, a little dazed, but she knew she wasn't thinking this way because she was too young.

In fact, she is older than Ji Zimo in the two lives, but she knows that her environment and experience are actually very simple, compared to the orphanage, the living conditions are poor, and Ji Zimo, who has seen all kinds of people from all walks of life, she is a blank slate.

So Bei Bei was sitting on the side, waiting seriously for Ji Zimo's explanation.

"Yes, because you are too young to be tied down, you will think that children are a problem. This is also normal, after all, you are only twenty years old, no matter how smart you are, some feelings and urgency still do not have a deep experience, such as family, love and responsibility. ”

Ji Zimo has heard most about Vera since she knew this person, whether it is the arrogance and coldness when spinning on the ballet stage, or the calmness in front of the computer, there is a feeling of being ungrounded and rejecting people thousands of miles away.

There is only a thin line between genius and idiot, and although Bei Bei is very prominent in his professional field, he still doesn't know anything about life and personnel.

"Affection, love and responsibility? It turns out that having a child involves so much, and it is really not a trivial matter. She frowned and asked unpleasantly, "Can you sue me, why are so many people happy to prove their savings with their children, and then abandon them?" If it's not because of anticipation, then why give birth again? ”

In her previous life, she experienced the discord of her parents when she was a child, and she saw too much of the surrounding couples turning against each other, father and son calculating, brothers and sisters falling apart, and the family affection in her memory became indifferent, and love turned into an entanglement of interests.

Although she longs for a home and a normal life, she still has fear in her bones, and the child is the center of this qiē.

Although she relived her life, Gu Xiangnan gave her the selflessness of family affection, and Wang Renhao let her experience the entanglement of love, but the wounds in her bones are still firmly engraved on her body, even after removing sharp weapons. Therefore, she does not want another child with the same DNA vector to experience what she has experienced, although she knows that she will not be like Cai Shiman, but she will still be afraid, even if there is a 1 in 10,000 chance.

Then she remembered what Ellie had asked on the phone: "We abandoned them."

Or what she wants to accuse is Beibei's irresponsibility, as the helm of a business, she thinks more about her own interests, which is actually a kind of irresponsible expression. At this time, she was deeply aware of the loneliness and selfishness hidden in her essence, and she thought that she could not eliminate it for the rest of her life.

Ji Zimo looked at Gu Beibei, who was expressionless in silence, and felt a little distressed. She knows Beibei's upbringing, and knows that she is a child who has no childhood like herself, and her heart must be broken. A person, when she was a child, the living environment will be deeply imprinted into her personality, and although she looks normal when she becomes an adult, in fact, the faint impression left in the subconscious has always existed and influenced.

Gu Beibei can be said to be a typical example, her childhood family was broken, she grew up in a foreign country, her adoptive parents died unexpectedly, and her character has zài paranoia. Compared with Simon, who feels that he is alive on the verge of death, it is good that Bei Bei did not take the extreme path.

As a doctor, Ji Zimo studied psychology and thought it was a very peculiar subject, so she decided to start playing the role of a confidant sister.

"I don't know what other people think, but the reason why I desperately want to have a baby for Simon is because he is an extension of our life. As a parent of a child, looking forward to his arrival and participating in his growth is the most beautiful poem in the world. Of course, this is also the need for human reproduction. ”

"I don't think Simon will like the rest of your sentence." Bei Bei laughed and teased.

Ji Zimo smiled and replied to her teasing: "Did you quarrel with Vincent, I see that he regularly calls Simon every day to inquire about your situation, and I expect that I will be jealous after watching it for an hour." Isn't that because of that? ”

She looked down at Beibei's flat belly, a little jealous, but seriously considered the possibility of her own guess.

Bei Bei pulled her clothes and touched her nose uncomfortably, "It's not what you think, I'm not pregnant, otherwise I wouldn't have reported to the dance troupe." I'm going to be an aunt in three months, but this kid's situation is more complicated and may cause problems for my older brothers, Adam and Andrew. They are homosexuals who have overcome many obstacles and have always been very affectionate, and I don't think there is any need for a 'third party' to intervene in their lives. ”

Ji Zimo nodded clearly, "I think I probably understand the thoughts of the two of them, when you love someone, you will become selfish, and you will want to have all the qiē of that person, even if you participate in his present and future, you are still not satisfied, because the past cannot be traced." ”

Ji Zimo picked up the water in his hand, took a sip, and continued: "At this time, a life that integrates the blood and blood of two people is a good substitute for a person, as long as this life exists, participating in his growth will make the two of them have no regrets and their lives will be more complete." ”

Bei Bei lowered her head and thought seriously with a serious expression. Don't you love Wang Renhao?

Simon pushed open the door of the living room with a bang and scolded, "X, you two are sick." You occupy my wife, he keeps talking on the phone, what won't you explain yourself? ”

He glared at Gu Beibei with anger on his face, his heart was irritable, and finally agreed with Zero's point of view: she was a big problem.

Originally, the two hours before falling asleep were their fixed time for the baby to communicate, but since Gu Beibei moved in, it has changed as soon as she moves, but she is still a good acquaintance, and she will release people when she arrives, and she can occasionally take people to the room.

But in the past few days, she doesn't seem to be quite right, she has to let herself drive herself every day, and she will leave slowly, and if Ji Zimo stays, she will actually drive him to the guest room; What's even more excessive is that Wang Renhao is entangled with a phone call every day, annoying his brain, and today he actually asked him to pass the word on his behalf, thinking he was a microphone?

He felt that he needed to think about whether to sweep Ji Zimo out of the house while she was in the hospital and waiting to give birth, otherwise he wouldn't even have time to make love to his wife.

"You cursed, the baby heard it." Ji Zimo patted Simon, turned around and said, "You guys have a good chat, it's good to clarify the misunderstanding, don't worry about the child's affairs." ”

Simon carefully picked up Ji Zimo, threw the phone over, and turned to leave.

Bei Bei looked at the mobile phone that was on the call and said with a smile: "Is the anger gone?" ”

Wang Renhao snorted arrogantly: "Hmph, it's temporarily gone now." Honestly what kids? Are you pregnant? There was an indescribable excitement in his tone, and he just felt like his heart was about to jump out.

"No pregnancy, no children." Bei Bei directly poured a bucket of cold water on him.

"But I obviously heard Ji Zimo say, isn't the child's affairs in a hurry?" Wang Renhao didn't believe it, and thought of a possible grievance and asked, "Are you pregnant and don't want it?" ”

"I'm a little cold-blooded, but I'm not an executioner." She looked down at her flat belly and assured, "Although I don't like children very much, it is also a life, and I said that if there is one, I will notify you as soon as possible." It's Adam and Andrew, and they're going to have a kid like Kara in three months."

Gu Beibei briefly narrated, Wang Renhao was a little disappointed, and sighed that God didn't help him. (To be continued.) )