"Why are you here?" Su Duhao subconsciously took a step back, his face full of puzzlement. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

An Lin's current appearance is really so bad and how bad it is, catching a train overnight makes her spirit very decadent, her eyes are bloodshot, and the tears on her cheeks are one by one.

"You're doing... Good no good. An Lin had already thought about how to question him in front of him, but when she really met, her heart suddenly softened, and all her complaints only turned into a greeting.

"So be it." Su Duhao didn't feel guilty at all, as if he was used to it, "What are you looking for me?" ”

An Lin stayed where he was like when he confessed, and he actually asked himself what he was looking for, like a stranger who had only known him for a few days.

"I... Can we go on well? She hesitated for a long time and said this.

"Continue?" Su Duhao sneered, "I thought you knew, I didn't contact you for a summer vacation, so I just defaulted to our breakup." That text message to see you at the beginning of school was sent to you by my current girlfriend, and I came to A University for her. Are you satisfied with this answer? ”

"Why? Am I bad for you? Did I give up so much for you? ”

The noon sun smeared on the two confronting people, like a basketball court that evening, and the two men were also standing facing each other.

"You gave up a lot for me, but I didn't ask you to do it." The heat of the weather made Su Duhao's heart a little unhappy, "The more you give up for me, the more I will only think that I am more wasteful, do you know?" I'm in A University now because her dad is the principal, you know? You are willing to accompany me to Jiangcheng University of Communication and Communication, but I refuse to accompany you. ”

"Her family is very rich and good-looking."

"I feel very relaxed and happy to be with her."

Every word is like a sharp knife piercing An Lin's heart, her three years of youth and love have all been handed over to the man in front of her, but what about him? Where did he leave one of his hearts?

"If you think I'm not clear enough, then I'll be serious and we'll break up."

Let's break up.

She had been thinking about the ending of the two people before, but she never thought that she would get these five words in exchange.

"You said you liked me...", An Lin held back her tears and tried to hold back.

"I said I liked you, and I can tell you I like you now." Su Duhao looked disdainful, "I really don't know if you are naïve or stupid, I can tell you as many words as you want to hear this kind of thing." ”

An Lin didn't stay any longer, and stumbled out of A University.

This person looks at the word like like so cheaply, but he still can't let go of him, and he thinks about him all over his heart. It's like after all these years, he's become a part of his heart.

But even if you work hard, it is difficult to reach the end of the desolation in your eyes.

After returning to Communication University, An Lin has been living a decadent life. There was even a time when I started drinking heavily and clubbing. Playing all kinds of dark days, like a social gangster, friends around her who used to know persuaded her. But I didn't listen.

Su Duhao didn't pay attention to her anymore.

At that time, she felt that her whole life was wasted, and she made many so-called big brothers in society. She thought, she fell into the dust anyway, so what does it matter if it's a little worse?

The craziest one even self-harmed with a fruit knife in his arm, it was night, and the roommate smelled an overwhelming smell of alcohol. Worried that something would happen to An Lin, she planned to turn on the light to take a look, but she saw her holding a fruit knife and scribbling Su Duhao's name on her wrist.

Later, she met Shen Xiangcheng.

Her mind was far from studying, skipping school from 9 to 5 every day, borrowing from someone outside when she ran out of money, or calling her parents.

I went to the night game before it was night, and I didn't come back until two or three o'clock in the morning. Shen Xiangcheng also heard some things about An Lin from other people. At that time, I just thought that this girl might just need to relax for a while, so I didn't meddle with it.

But later, An Lin began to get worse, smoking and fighting, and even became obsessed with dangerous projects such as drag racing.

An Lin also rented a house outside the school, and when Xiangcheng was empty, she would accompany her in the rental room.

At night, Shen Xiangcheng went to find An Lin with food, but found that she had not come back yet, Xiangcheng waited like this, and An Lin, who was drunk and smoked at one o'clock in the morning, finally came back.

An Lin didn't seem to want to face Shen Xiangcheng's eyes, so she said hello and planned to leave, but was stopped by Shen Xiangcheng.

Shen Xiangcheng told her that even if you fall into the dust, you must bloom from the dust. Not to mention that you didn't fall to the dust, and you deserve to live a better life.

She was laughing and trembling, me? Am I a good girl? Look, what do I look like now?

She dyed her hair and wore a black camisole, ******. He cursed with dirty words in his mouth, smelled of alcohol, and held a cigarette in his hand.

"Why do girls do that to themselves? Shouldn't you expect a boy to protect yourself for half your life? Shen Xiangcheng was like a gentle big sister at that time, trying to enlighten her.

"What's the matter with you? We've only known each other for a short time, haven't we? An Lin spat on her smoke ring, and the choked Shen Xiangcheng coughed several times.

"Are you trying to say that you're happy to go on anyway if no one cares about you? I'm not looking down on your lifestyle, and I even think everyone can have their own choice. Shen Xiangcheng handed over a glass of water, "But are you willing to let that person see what you look like now?" Why do you have to sink when he can get better and better? Even he deserves a better life, don't you deserve it yourself? ”

An Lin didn't answer, as if thinking about what she had just said, and the soot dripping on her hand caused a burning pain.

Yes, why can he live better and better, why can't he himself?

Even if you fall into the dust, you will blossom from the dust.

She scratched her hair in annoyance and looked at the girl in front of her.

Long black hair tied in a ponytail at random, plain white knee-length dress, and a face that is not decorated with cream. There are two small dimples when he laughs, and his voice is very comfortable to listen to.

It's like my old self.

"You—" She suddenly didn't know what to say.

She looked at the glass of water handed over by Shen Xiangcheng and was silent. She took the water handed over by Su Duhao and changed it to her current appearance. And what will the water in the girl's hands turn into herself?

Shen Xiangcheng handed the water in front of her again, "My family is much worse than yours, and I also have an alcoholic father, a frail mother, and a young brother. That man beat people when he was drunk, and all the money my mother saved from odd jobs was used by that man to gamble, and if he lost the bet, he didn't give the money and beat again. But my mother alone has so many. Not to mention having to pay for my brother's and me's tuition. Speaking of emotion, Shen Xiangcheng's eyes reddened, "I don't say this to make you sympathize with me, but to let you know." My life is much worse than yours, I can come over, why can't you? ”

An Lin looked at her red eyes and slowly took the glass of water.

Well, she'll take it one time.

Bet that you still have to be saved, and bet that you will live better than Su Weihao.

The next day, it was rare for An Lin not to sleep until three poles in the morning.

The heavy makeup was also removed last night and not re-applied, cigarettes and alcohol were also put in a small cabinet and locked, and the clothes were changed into simple and clean white T.

Shen Xiangcheng was also very happy that she had successfully persuaded her, and An Lin actually accompanied her to the vegetable market to buy vegetables that afternoon.

After the meal, while praising her for the delicious dishes she cooked, she helped her wash the dishes, and Shen Xiangcheng was also sincerely happy for her.

But something happened that night.

"Sister Lin?" There was a knock on the door of the rental room, and several men were blocked outside the door, "Sister Lin, I know you're at home, you answer your buddy." ”

Shen Xiangcheng just wanted to say that she was not there, but An Lin opened the door one step ahead of her, "Brother Biao has something to do with me so late?" ”

"Today, Boss Liu's field asks you to accompany you to drink." The man known as Brother Biao leaned against the door frame, "I see that you haven't been to the club so late, so come and have a look." ”

"I'm not going to go." An Lin decisively refused.

Usually it is difficult for her to make a decision about what to do, and buying a dress with two colors makes her hesitate, but this time she doesn't know where the confidence comes from, so she decisively refuses.

"Did I hear me right? Not going? Brother Biao seemed to have heard a big joke, raised his eyes and looked up and down, "When you become a ****, you still want to set up a memorial arch for yourself?"

"Brother Biao, my An Lin can only call you brother when I can afford you, and you will clean your mouth for me." An Lin clasped her hands on her chest and lazily stroked her hair, she An Lin has been mixed for so long and is not without connections, "I said that if I can't go, I won't go, do you want to tie me up while you're here?" ”

"Okay, you're good enough." Brother Biao couldn't move her for a while, so he had no choice but to leave. Before leaving, he put down his words, "I can't move you, it doesn't mean that others can't move." Weigh for yourself. ”

The sound of the door closing sucked away An Lin's last strength, and she knelt on the ground and cried, "Why can't you see me?" ”

Shen Xiangcheng walked over and hugged her, "But you're still slowly getting better, that's enough, isn't it?" ”

An Lin actually knew in her heart that this matter could not be solved with a single sentence. She knew that she had offended many people with her stubborn temper at the beginning, but she was still working in the club, and others didn't dare to touch her. But if she can't talk about it now, it will inevitably be someone who wants to do something.

"Sleep, I have the ability to solve my own affairs." An Lin said lightly and went back to the room.

Sleepless nights.

She lay on the bed and thought about what to do next, the club must not be able to go again, and the beam on Brother Biao's side can be regarded as the end.

As soon as she was irritable, she began to want to smoke and drink, looking at the locked cabinet and suddenly feeling a sense of powerlessness, her demand for tobacco and alcohol has exceeded her imagination.

But she had just grasped happiness and didn't want to let go easily.

The next day, she went to the clubhouse to find Sister Wu. Sister Wu is the most authoritative person in this area, and the club is also opened by her, she is in her forties, and the charm of still exists.

As long as she spoke, no one dared to touch herself.

"Sister Wu... I—" An Lin was speechless as she faced the sharp-eyed woman in front of her.

"Why don't you do it?" Sister Wu looked at the nails she had just done, and there was no emotion in her tone.

An Lin tugged at the corners of her wrinkled clothes, "I don't want to do it." ”

Sister Wu raised her head and glanced at her, the corners of her mouth twitched, "Okay, I don't owe you the salary, could it be that you came to tell me today that you don't want to do it?" ”

"You also know that I was ignorant when I first came out to mingle, and I offended a lot of people. Later, when I entered your clubhouse, they didn't touch me for your sake... But as soon as I leave now..."An Lin began to behave, "Sister Wu, they all say that you are a bodhisattva, do you think you can help me say a word?" ”

"I didn't say this, you said it." Sister Wu pointed at An Lin, "You just need to say that you will come back to work by yourself." ”

"There's no way I'm going to come back."

"Then why didn't you think about how to end it when you made this decision?"

An Lin was silent, she really didn't think of how to end it.

"Then it's better that you didn't come today." The cold air of the air conditioner made An Lin dizzy, and her heart was cold. Sure enough, I still can't get out of my previous life?

"Let it go, just say that even if An Lin doesn't do it, there is still a place for her in the clubhouse." Sister Wu said to the little brother who had been waiting beside her.

"You...?" An Lin looked back in surprise.

"Don't come back if you go out, I've watched you step by step to get to where you are today. For the sake of a man who is not worth it, I used to be like you, crying to death or alive. Sister Wu said that there was a little girlish shyness on her face when she used to be, "But no one came to wake me up at that time, so I came step by step to today, and there is nothing bad about getting used to this kind of life." ”

An Lin held back the tears in her eyes and said thank you vigorously.

At that time, she was thinking that Shen Xiangcheng was probably an angel sent by God to save her. If it weren't for Shen Xiangcheng, maybe she would still be living a rotten life.

At that time, An Lin's heart was full of Shen Xiangcheng, and even Su Wanhao forgot about it.

She felt that she was the luckiest to meet such a good person. She doesn't dislike herself for being a gangster, she cooks food for herself every night, and every time she drinks too much and vomits on the ground, she helps clean it up, and she gets up every night to cover herself with a quilt.

She won the bet.

Thinking closer, An Lin looked at the ring on her hand and smiled far-fetchedly, saying that it is a lie not to feel, three years of time have long been engraved in the bones, how can it be said that you will forget?

"When what am I... A prostitute who comes and goes when she is called. An Lin whispered to the ring.

She knocked on Shen Xiangcheng's door, Shen Xiangcheng saw her red eyes, didn't ask anything, just hugged her in her arms, "No matter what happens, I'm by your side." ”

Yes, no matter what happens, Shen Xiangcheng is by his side, what else is there to be afraid of.

"Orange, I have blossomed from the dust," An Lin hugged her tightly, "It's all because of you, thank you for accompanying me through so many springs, summers, autumns and winters." ”

It's like the song.

Friend, you tried to rescue me, friend, you tried to criticize me.

It was not enough to pour wine all night with you. (To be continued.) )