preface

The domineering but slightly green voice echoed in her ears, full of the king's strength but with a little gentleness, "Zhai'er, are you willing to wait for me?" ”

was stared at by his gaze, but there was no trace of timidity in her heart, she looked at him tenderly, reached out and stroked his slightly resolute face, and said quietly: "I am willing, but how long do you want me to wait?" I will wait for you, but I will not wait for you forever. ”

He smiled lightly, grabbed the creamy hand on his face, raised his eyebrows into his sideburns, and covered her face with the other hand, "How come, I won't let you wait too long, and I can't bear it." ”

His words made her face crimson, and she lowered her head shyly, smiling silently. She smiled and retreated, the smile on her face was like the peach blossoms around her, gorgeous in this sea of flowers, better than every one, and he also followed her, farther and farther away, and soon the sea of flowers drowned out their figures, and the laughter was like a separation.

In that peach blossom forest, the figures of the two of them have disappeared, and they have returned to silence, the peach blossoms are still gorgeous, and a few may drop when the breeze blows, but it does not diminish its charm in the slightest. Everything is so beautiful, so calm, it's just ......

Suddenly, as if a strong wind was blowing, the peach blossoms fell one by one, just like autumn suddenly, everything was depressed, the peach branches gradually withered, the land cracked, not a single inch of grass grows, deserted, and it is impossible to see that it was still a splendid peach blossom forest a second ago.

Without any warning, the situation changed suddenly, and a person came out of that inconspicuous corner, blurring his appearance, and couldn't see it really, but the figure was so familiar to her, she wanted him to wave his hand and want to make him turn his head, but he didn't react at all.

She tried her best to run for him, no matter how hard she tried to get away from him, she wanted to call out his name, but found that her throat seemed to be clogged with something, and she couldn't make any sound, she could only wave weakly, trying to tell him that she was here.

He turned his head, and he looked at herself, even though she couldn't see his expression, she knew he was looking at her. He came towards him, getting closer and closer. She was so happy, watching his heart beat faster as he approached, he was close enough to touch her, she was looking forward to the gentle and powerful hands caressing her cheeks, but the wait was ......

He stared at himself, and from that gaze she saw the fire of anger burning, and he squeezed his shoulders tightly with both hands, and the force grew stronger, and he yelled at her, "What did you say at the beginning, you said you would wait for me, what are you doing now, is this the way to wait for me?" ”

Her shoulder hurt, she couldn't help frowning, thinking about what she had done, tears flowed down her cheeks, and the promise of the year ...... "Yes, that's right, I betrayed the promise of the year, but aren't you too?" You said you wouldn't keep me waiting for long, but you made me wait for so many years. I also said at the time, I won't wait too long for you, aren't you responsible for causing such a result now! She pursed her lips and looked at him in a daze.

"Yes, I am also responsible, but you are my person, and I will never allow you to be someone else's woman." He said with a hint of murderous intent flashing in his eyes, "I want you to be my woman for the rest of your life." The hand that clenched her shoulders slowly moved to her neck, tightening her neck, and she gradually felt breathless, smelled death, and began to struggle hard, but in vain.

"Miss, Miss, wake up."

"Ahh I woke up in an instant under the push of the maid, and breathed a sigh of relief, only to realize that I was scared out of a cold sweat by the dream just now.

"Miss, today is the day of your wedding, hurry up and prepare."

Just said lightly, "Oh, I see." She looked at the bright red wedding dress beside the bed, and then at the gorgeous headdress on the table, tears flowed involuntarily, bit her lip, and said in her heart, "I'm sorry, I can't wait for you after all." ”

She is the daughter of Chen Guogong, Concubine Zhai, her face is like a peach blossom, her skin is like clotted fat, she is famous in Chen Guo, when she grows bigger and bigger, her fame is even more far-reaching, many people come here just to see her face, how many kings and grandsons spend a lot of money but it is difficult to buy him a look back, she is a good diplomatic tool, her father wants to play her greatest value, and now she is finally going to get married.

She is going to marry Xihou, a country around Chen Guo - Xi Guo, although the national strength is not as strong as that of a big country, but it is not too weak, my sister has married Cai Guo, and there is only Xi Guo in terms of surrounding countries.

Fei Zhai sat quietly in front of the bronze mirror, letting the maid dress her up without any reaction. looked at himself in the mirror with dull eyes, and for a moment he really hated this skin, hated being born in the emperor's house, and was locked in the palace wall all his life, losing his freedom, everything was arranged, and he couldn't help himself.

The Duchess came to Concubine Zhai's room, sat down beside her gently, stroked her soft hair, her eyes were red, and there were some residual tears on her cheeks. I knew that the two daughters I gave birth to would sooner or later be used as a means of political diplomacy, and I had already been psychologically prepared, but when I really faced it, the unbearable feelings were still so difficult to contain.

When I heard the news, my daughter was like a different person, her original cheerful personality became taciturn, and she often sat there alone and didn't talk to anyone, looking at her daughter like this, how sad she was in her heart, but what can she do, born in the emperor's family, which woman's fate is arranged by herself.

But Fei Zhai only sat upright, lowered her eyelashes, avoided her inquiring gaze, and did not raise her head.

She didn't look directly at her mother, she felt her mother's gaze, but she never intersected with her, she knew that her mother was also powerless, so why bother her mother again.

I'm going to get married today, and I understand very well that the political marriage is just as I thought, but it is not as I wanted. Of course, Fei Zhai also knew that her mother would not say no to her father, just as I could only put on a wedding dress to marry a monarch who was said to be unscrupulous.

The Duchess knew that her daughter hated herself, and she began to hate her when she saw her sister get married, and she knew it. With tears in her eyes, the Duchess choked up and said to Concubine Zhai: "Zhai'er, I ...... Mother is sorry for you and let you ...... Alas"

Yu Zhai raised her head and looked at her mother, stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and said with a smile: "Mother, I understand, don't worry, I don't have any complaints, I know that this is all destined, my life is doomed the moment I was born, I accept all this calmly, and I don't blame anyone." ”

This passage made the Duchess of Guo's tears flow even more, hugged Concubine Zhai tightly, and cried: "Zhai'er, my hard-working child, I can't stand you." ”

Fu Zhai stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around the Duchess of Guo, and while crying, she said with a smile: "No, no." Xiguo is also a big country, and her daughter may not necessarily suffer when she goes there, and maybe she will be happy. He patted the quilt of the Duchess of the Kingdom as a sign of comfort. Fu Zhai stood up and tidied up the clothes on her body, and said to the Duchess with a smile: "Mother, you see how beautiful I am at this moment, the most beautiful moment in this life is today." "But at this moment, he couldn't see.

The Duchess looked at her daughter's far-fetched smile, and she was even more sad, what a miserable smile.

Fu Zhai squatted down and said softly to the Duchess of Guo: "Mother, today is a good day for me to get married, shouldn't you be happy, maybe you won't see me in the future......"

Duchess stopped her tears and said with a smile: "Child, today my mother will be happy to watch you get married." ”

The greeting procession was almost from the street to the end, and Fei Zhai wore a bright red wedding dress and went out of the gate, but it seemed to be the scorching peach blossoms in her hometown. She looked around, the crowd of onlookers were so envious, but this kind of look made Fei Zhai feel cold, they didn't understand, they didn't understand, they just saw the surface scenery, who can understand the bitterness in my heart, and where are you the person who can understand!

Fu Zhai turned around and saw her mother standing behind her and hiding her face and crying, her tears were about to fall, her brows were tight, her heart was horizontal, and she resolutely turned her head and got into the wedding car.

The greeting procession went farther and farther, until the end of the line disappeared into the corner of the street, and the Duchess stopped looking sideways, turned to the figure behind her, and scolded bitterly, "The children are gone, you only come out now, what's the use, I didn't let the children see your last look, you!" ”

Chen Guogong burst into tears, looked at the team in the distance, and muttered: "I can't bear it, I sent the two children with my own hands, I ...... I'm sorry for them. ”

The two old men hugged each other, looked at the street corner where the queue had long since disappeared, and secretly felt sad, at this moment they were not Chen Guogong, not Mrs. Guogong, just two parents who had lost their children.

Fei Zhai sat on the bridal car, watching the surrounding scenery change, until she left the territory of the country and entered the border of Xiguo.

I thought it would be a very long road, but it turned out to be so fast, I don't want to think about it, the palace city of Xiguo has stood in front of me, this magnificent palace gate in the eyes of Concubine Zhai, like a hideous beast with teeth and claws, making people tremble for a while, as soon as you enter the palace gate, how long can you live in this unfathomable place.

Xihou is absurd, everyone knows it, but in this huge Xiwang Palace, how many beauties, how many beauties, where will I be ranked.

I'm going to spend my whole life here, it's miserable.