Chapter 54: I Am Ruyi

Fragments of memories fell like snowflakes, and Ruyi stood there, her mind full of memories.

All about Xu Lang and Fu Ruyi.

Childhood sweetheart, two little guesses, he accompanied her from a child to an ignorant girl. All of Fu Ruyi's past, Xu Lang has left his own traces.

Ruyi covered her chest, tears fell little by little, it was Fu Ruyi who was crying, and it was the regret and pain in her heart that had not completely disappeared......

Chun Tao saw Ruyi's face pale, the blush on her face gradually faded, she hurriedly walked over to support Ruyi, and the tears that had not yet dripped in her eyes rolled down, "Grandma, the slave is not married, the slave is not married...... Don't scare the slaves......"

Xu Lang put away the fan, pursed his lips, and stared at Ruyi's painful face with a cloudy face.

Ruyi's brain ached, and a large number of memories flooded in, as if it had become the last straw that broke the camel's back. A day and a night of fright and rushing, Ruyi's injured body has long been unable to bear it, and what is the same Chuntao that has not yet come, Ruyi's eyes are dark, and he falls into an embrace,

The last memory is the faint ink fragrance that lingers on the tip of the nose, which is different from the milk fragrance on Lu Ziqian's body, but the familiar feeling makes Ruyi inexplicably reassuring.

…………

When I woke up again, I was greeted by a familiar red curtain.

There was a faint glow in the windows, and the old furniture smelled of languid. Ruyi's eyes were open, and he didn't react to where he was for a while.

The door curtain moved lightly, Chun Tao walked in softly with the medicine, and when she saw Ruyi's eyes wide open, she said in surprise, "Grandma, are you awake?" ”

Ruyi frowned.

Grandma?

The chaotic thoughts in his mind were awakened by this call, and Ruyi sat up from the bed with his body propped up, his black satin hair draped behind him, looking petite and pitiful.

Grandma ...... Lu Ziqian......

Ruyi exhaled and looked at Chun Tao's face with a smile, "Chun Tao, what's wrong with me?" ”

Chun Tao saw that Ruyi was normal, she breathed a sigh of relief, brought the medicine to Ruyi neatly with her hands and feet, fed Ruyi a spoonful and drank it, and talked to her softly.

"Grandma, you've slept all day and night...... Yesterday you suddenly fainted in the hall, right...... It's Xu Gongzi who will ...... you Bring it back......"

Poof――

Ruyi squirted out the medicine in his mouth that had not yet been swallowed, splashing spring peaches all over his body.

Xu Lang came back with her?!

Think of the distance from the main hall to the bedroom...... Wishful thinking is like a chicken.

Chun Tao's face was pale, with a complicated expression on her face, as if she was sad and relieved, "Grandma Da Shao, you wake up, this matter has to be dealt with, this matter ...... There is no delay, and now I don't know what is going on in the city......"

Ruyi lowered his head and looked at the big red brocade quilted on his white and thin hands, and didn't know what to do for a while.

Things in the capital are one after another, Ruyi doesn't even have time to sort out her thoughts, and sudden things always keep her busy.

Lu Ziqian still doesn't know where he is...... Ruyi clenched her fists, only to feel a kind of tiredness spreading from her heart, and she didn't want to speak.

Chun Tao took the medicine bowl, continued to feed it, and put it down, hesitating for a while.

Ruyi took a deep breath, looked at the cramped and restless Chun Tao, and smiled reluctantly, "Chun Tao, I'm afraid it's too late for this matter, there are so many people I have seen along the way...... What I do is in vain, and not everyone in the government can be trusted...... Let's settle your business first, Xu Lang...... Do you want to get married? ”

Chun Tao shook her head violently, "Grandma, the slave knows that you are sad in your heart...... Slaves...... The slave and maid are not married......"

Even Chun Tao thinks that she and Xu Lang are still in love......

"No, Chun Tao, listen to me, I married into the Lu Mansion, and I let go of Xu Lang, and now I only want to be with Xianggong...... If you really like him, marry him, and I won't embarrass you. ”

Chun Tao still shook her head, put the bowl aside, knelt beside the bed, looked up at Ruyi, and said in a firm voice, "Grandma, you treat me well, Chun Tao is not a person who knows how to repay his kindness, and now you and the people around you should no longer have anything to do with Xu Gongzi, and the slave and maid will not marry!" ”

Ruyi was moved in her heart, stretched out her hand and nodded Chun Tao's forehead, "Silly girl, your happiness is the most important......"

Chun Tao still shook her head, wanting to say something, Ruyi closed her eyes, "I have made up my mind, Chun Tao, go out and pass the word to Xu Fu, your wife will welcome you to the house, and you will marry." ”

It's time to repay Chun Tao for saving her life.

As for the rumors...... Let's talk about it again. Ruyi sighed, leaned on the head of the bed, and looked at Chun Tao's back.

What other pandan children, what kind of sister Juan...... Ruyi pulled up the quilt and covered his head.

To hell with them! She only thinks about Lu Ziqian now, what do these things have to do with her?

…………

Ruyi closed her door and stayed at home for a month.

Chun Tao insisted on not marrying, Ruyi persuaded her a few times, and remembered that Xu Lang never forgot Fu Ruyi, so she didn't say anything anymore.

Marriage has its own destiny, and Chun Tao is unwilling, so forget it.

The problem is that Xu Lang doesn't seem to think so.

With a stream of ink like a small tail, he led people to propose marriage every day.

Ruyi had good words to persuade people to leave, but later saw that he didn't listen, so he simply stood at the door.

Chun Tao felt deeply inappropriate, but Ruyi looked indifferent, and she couldn't say anything.

……

Xu Lang stood at the gate of Lufu for nearly a month.

Rumors in the capital spread like a fly. What the people talk about the most after tea and dinner is the ambiguous rumors in the families of these generals and princes, not to mention that this object is the granddaughter-in-law of General Lu Da, who 'defected to the enemy and treason'?

Someone made up a whole book of words, from the treason of Master Lu to the cheating of the Lu family's granddaughter-in-law with the scholar...... With the help of well-intentioned people, the past of Ruyi and Xu Lang was revealed, and later the story evolved into the Lu family forcing Ruyi to marry Lu Ziqian, and Ruyi and Xu Lang broke off the connection......

It sounds almost the same as the truth, if she is still really Fu Ruyi.

The weather is gradually getting cooler, Ruyi is wearing rabbit fur, sitting in the yard leisurely, watching the locust tree in the yard fall the first leaves, and the ears are Su'er with anxious complaints.

“…… The storyteller took this book and went to the teahouses to say, now I am afraid that the three-year-old children in the city will know about it! Big young grandma! Aren't you going to do something about it?! ”

Su'er looked at Ruyi, who was dangling her feet as if nothing had happened, and was so anxious that she couldn't wait to turn around twice.

That's so ugly!

Su'er remembered what she heard from the outside about a private meeting in the middle of the night, and a chance encounter in a teahouse...... Such glamorous and vulgar words made her blush when she heard it......

Ruyi turned her head and smiled at Su'er indifferently, "What can I do?" ”

Su'er was speechless when asked.

Yes, what can Ruyi do?

Probably just a relaxation of mind. Ruyi thought about it in bed for three days, and only felt that his heart was clear.

There are many things she can't do, so she can only wait, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, these rumors can't hurt her in the end, as long as Lu Ziqian loves her one day, she will be the eldest and youngest grandmother of Lu Mansion one day.

Ruyi looked at the decaying scenery in the courtyard and smiled.

This is probably what Xu Lang wants?

Xu Lang is not kind to her, she probably knows that she is no longer the Fu Ruyi she used to be, as the closest person, the pain in Xu Lang's heart can even be imagined.

But what can she do...... Ruyi touched her chest, and the feeling that Fu Ruyi brought to her disappeared after Ruyi knew about her and Xu Lang's past.

Probably without worry, he finally left.

Allowing Xu Lang to do this is actually more of a compensation for the original owner's wishes. No matter what the reason, when she came here and met Lu Ziqian, she owed Fu Ruyi a favor after all.

Now she's just her, just Ruyi, Lu Ziqian's Fu Ruyi.

Thinking of Lu Ziqian, Ruyi's heart ached, and the thoughts accumulated into a boulder for several months, pressing heavily on his chest.