Lin Xiaoxian came out of the counselor's office, staring blankly at the gray sky, the troops came to urge her decision again, and she had been hesitating in her heart, she hadn't seen Ling Zixuan for two days since that day, no matter what, they were still in a relationship period, right? Before tearing her brain to shreds, she mustered up the courage to make a call.

rang a few times, much better than Lin Xiaoxian expected, and finally answered the other end of the phone, "I'm in the United States now, do you have something?" Ling Zixuan's cold tone made Lin Xiaoxian feel that it had indeed cooled down today.

"It's not a big deal, is your aunt okay?"

"Well, if you could have told us sooner, she would be better off now." Seeing Ling Fen'er's condition, Ling Zixuan couldn't control his emotions, "You don't have to call these days, I will consider whether to continue between us." ”

"That'...... I know. Lin Xiaoxian put down the phone with a wry smile, she had long known that this would happen, Ling Zixuan had always been arrogant, but now he felt neglected, but she had done her best, wandering around the school for an afternoon, and finally, she turned back to the counselor's office.

At night, Xiao Nianyang finally fell asleep after a day of tossing, and Lin Xiaoxian's mother and daughter sat silently on the sofa, listening to the rustling of the autumn rain outside the window.

After a long time, Shen Qiuman sighed, "Let's talk about it, every time our mother and daughter encounter difficulties, we can discuss it, this is the most gratifying thing for me in these years." ”

"Yes, we haven't been like this for a long time, and I don't need to be when Dad Lin is here." But now that Lin Feiyang is gone, a family, without a man as a pillar, life is indeed hard.

"You really think about it, the army is very bitter." Shen Qiuman was afraid that Lin Xiaoxian made such a decision because of Ling Zixuan.

"Think about it, don't worry, it's not because of Ling Zixuan," Lin Xiaoxian squeezed out a smile, "It's true that it's not smooth between us, but sometimes, I feel like I belong there, just like my father." ”

"You've always admired you Daddy Lin since you were a child, haven't you? I think that's the real man. Shen Qiuman knows that Lin Feiyang has always been a knot in his daughter's heart, and the love and courage he gave to Lin Xiaoxian was something that she, a mother, could not give.

"Well, I've wanted to be that since I was a kid." Although the time was more unexpected, this was indeed what she once longed for, "They said that they were going to train for a while, but as for what would happen, they had to pass the exam, I didn't dare to tell Tian Tian and them, if they couldn't pass the exam, it would be embarrassing." ”

"What about Ling Zixuan, what should he do, have you discussed it?"

"He hasn't given me a chance to say it yet, I want to ......" Lin Xiaoxian looked out the window, "We won't go on forever, he's too proud, and I'm ...... I seem to be quite proud. "Her pride is in her heart.

Shen Qiuman understood, "I'll go with you, you're not here, and I don't seem to have the need to stay here." ”

"Mom, why did you suddenly ......" Lin Xiaoxian was suddenly surprised when he heard Shen Qiuman suddenly say that he was leaving the city, "Why are you leaving?" ”

"What is there to be nostalgic for here, you are also older, you came back because you were not in a good state, now, I think you are strong enough, and the pressure of the small city of N City is also small, your father's army once said that no matter when I go back, I will arrange a job for me, I think, it is more suitable for me."

"Are you really because of this?" This reason seems to be sufficient, but Lin Xiaoxian feels that it is not only because of this.

"I ......" Shen Qiuman was silent for a while, "I don't want to have anything to do with the people I used to have with in the rest of my life, I'm tired, really tired." Lin Xiaoxian was proud in her heart, how could she not, whether it was Ling Haoran, who was cold to her, or Su Anzhi, who often bothered her, she felt that she had enough.

Lin Xiaoxian knew that her mother's determination had been made, and Shen Qiuman's loss in the past few days made her feel distressed, "Okay! She slapped her thigh and tried hard to hold back her tears, "Let's go, our mother and daughter, yes, plus Xiao Nianyang, we have nothing, so we are not afraid of losing anything, no matter how difficult the road ahead is, we just insist on being ourselves." ”

The next morning, the sunlight sprinkled through the window throughout the room, Lin Xiaoxian squinted, leaving all the troubles and entanglements yesterday, whether it was fate or escape, all this was such a pleasant decision, and she walked out of the bedroom with high morale, and the mess in the living room startled her, "Mom, what are you doing here?" You don't want to move your whole home. ”

"Of course not, I'll sort things and take away some necessary ones, and I want to give the rest to you Aunt Li."

"...... you," Lin Xiaoxian asked cautiously, "I plan to never come back, even if I have to come back to school?" ”

Shen Qiuman smiled shallowly, "Well, I'm not coming back." "There is always endless troubles here, and she is not guilty of such a sin.

"Mom, you're actually quite ruthless, I haven't completely let it go." Lin Xiaoxian still knows about Ling Haoran, but now that she is gone, the two of them are completely broken, and it is a pity that her mother can't stay with her true love all her life.

"What's the use of not being ruthless, if there is fate, why wait for twenty years, since there will not be a good ending, there should be no so-called beginning." Shen Qiuman took out Xiao Nianyang, who was sitting in the pile of clothes, and put it on the sofa, "You just take care of yourself, and find a man with a good personality and reliable personality in the future, don't let me worry about it, don't suffer losses, I'll be content." ”

"Don't worry, I thought about it last night, I don't need to be glamorous, find a loyal and honest one in the future, if you are not satisfied, you will smoke him with a big mouth." When talking about life, Lin Xiaoxian's mind involuntarily appeared that Ling Zixuan was beaten, she shook her head, this fantasy was too unrealistic.

"I'll go to the unit in a while, you clean up the rest, and when Aunt Li came, tell her to find a moving company when she has time and move all the things." Shen Qiuman stuffed Xiao Nianyang into Lin Xiaoxian's arms, changed his clothes and went out.

This is really nothing more than that, Lin Xiaoxian hugged the child, looked around, originally wanted to be a little sad, but found that he couldn't feel sad at all, alas, he had moved too many times, and he didn't feel it at all.

Shen Qiuman came to the hospital, ran upstairs and downstairs, rubbed his mouth a few times, and finally finished the resignation, and just wanted to return to the office, but he ran into Su Anzhi, the plague god, and Shen Qiuman didn't bother to talk to him now.

"Hey, don't go." Since meeting Shen Qiuman, Su Anzhi has been like being beaten with chicken blood, feeling full of energy, even if he has been beaten, scolded and thrown out many times, he still can't extinguish his fighting spirit.

"Can you go and do something serious?" Young is a scumbag, and when you are old, you become an old scumbag, "I don't want to see you, we didn't say okay, old and dead don't get along." ”

"I was wrong, I was really wrong back then, you give me another chance, just once, I will treat you as a fairy, we don't have to do such a tiring errand." Su Anzhi has basically gone crazy now, he can't sleep night after night, and his eyes are full of Shen Qiuman.

"It's impossible to go back to the past, you put your feelings elsewhere, I'm in my forties, and I don't want to be pestered by you like a joke."

"That's not good, we still have children between us, why can't we go back to the past? You ......"

"Mr. Su, you are so undignified," the old voice interrupted Su Anzhi's chatter, "I have something to do with Qiu Man, can you let me, the old lady, talk first?" ”

Su Anzhi turned his head and saw that it was actually Mrs. Ling, and he was shocked, "Old lady, why are you here?" ”

"My old man is sick and hospitalized here, and I want to say a few words when I see Qiu Man." Old Lady Ling and Old Lady Su have always been at odds, and they had heard of Su Anzhi's personality before, but now when they see him dead, they don't get angry.

"That'...... Of course, of course. Although he was young and often walked around, Su Anzhi always had a feeling of chill under her feet when he saw Mrs. Ling.

When Su Anzhi disappeared at the corner of the stairs, Old Lady Ling turned to Shen Qiuman and said, "It's been a long time, let's talk." ”

Shen Qiuman nodded lightly, but her mind was extremely heavy, there were too many words to talk about today, and it was already beyond her load.