Side story Miss, can't turn back

PS:This extra was half done a long time ago.,I didn't send it out when I hesitated.,Hawkers.,It's been troublesome to review recently.,There's no time to update.,So I found it out.,Slightly modified or sent.,It's idle after this week.,So please wait for the next volume of the gentlemen to be patient with some timeline.,Probably after the first volume of the confession event.,In addition,Some people miss it really for a lifetime~~~.

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【I'm sorry...】

Yukihara Yoshihara came to the deep sea with a solemn face...

Because I haven't been able to talk to Yoshihara for a long time, the little bird swimming in the deep sea is obviously directly in his place...

You must know that this is a classroom now, and Yoshihara, who is the class leader, immediately attracted everyone's attention under this action, and the bird swimming in the deep sea naturally became the focus...

[Huh? 】

Looking at the deep sea with an expression that didn't understand what was going on, Yoshihara also brought a faint smile: [I mean... We'll be reconciled from now on...]

She spat out softly, but it immediately caused a big reaction in the class... Originally, they were all onlookers who looked like they were watching a good show, but at this time they were all in an uproar...

They didn't know that their squad leader was still related to the usually unsociable guys in this class, and it didn't seem to be very simple...

Although the onlookers reported to explore, and the eyes of observation turned to the deep sea, but at this time he didn't care much about it...

Because Yoshiwara's words were like thunder, making his heart tremble...

Little Bird is a very emotional person swimming in the deep sea, not to mention that Yoshihara has some special feelings for him... Hawkers, after all, it's in adolescence, and it's not surprising that it's like this for the close opposite sex...

However, since entering high school, the two of them have not spoken a word for various reasons... To be honest, this is a big blow to the bird's swimming in the deep sea...

Although, I don't see any change in him, although, he still looks like nothing happened... But just because you don't look injured doesn't mean you haven't been injured...

He wants someone to see through his disguise and soothe his wounds...

and refuses to show his weakness...

I can't break free from this irreconcilable contradiction...

Bear silently, you can only understand the disappointment, remorse and pain...

The loneliness of a bird swimming in the deep sea has not yet been understood...

So, when he heard Yoshiwara's words, the whole person was like being shackled... The excitement in my heart can be imagined...

However, in the blink of an eye...

He was forced to calm down by this mood, or pretended to be expressionless and asked: [Why? 】

yes, why? Why did Yoshihara suddenly ask for reconciliation? The relationship between the two has actually fallen to a freezing point... And Yoshihara accepted Inoue's confession some time ago... It's easy to misunderstand people to say such things now, isn't it?

According to his thoughts, since Yoshihara left him behind by himself, then the two of them have no possibility of going back for a long time...

The bird swims in the deep sea and will not catch up, and Yoshiwara will not look back... We can only drift away from each other on this path...

Unacceptable, this is the original idea of the bird swimming in the deep sea...

He has his persistence, but also his pride...

But why, when you want to say something you want to refuse, you can't say it? Every time I mention the thought of refusal, I feel a palpitation...

No, it shouldn't be like this...

I should be tougher and more determined, right? Yoshihara smiled gently, this look vaguely returned to the previous time, and I couldn't help but feel nostalgic from the bottom of my heart...

【I ......】Yoshihara opened his mouth and said something...

But the sound can be heard, but the content is surprisingly unrememberable... Her figure gradually became blurred, and her face was not very distinct... Little by little, the surroundings became dark, until they became dark...

The little bird swam in the deep sea and slowly opened his eyes, and another feeling of sleepiness hit, and he yawned unconsciously...

Rubbing his eyes, he looked out the window...

The weather is a little gloomy, which is also in line with the more depressed mood at this time...

I seem to have had a strange dream...

It's impossible to happen... Sure enough, that's it, people often say that there are thoughts in the day, and dreams in the night...

The little bird swimming in the deep sea can't help but smile bitterly.,It's strange to say.,It seems that Yoshihara's obsession is much deeper than what I feel... Otherwise, she wouldn't have dreamed of yy, and she took the initiative to find herself and reconcile.

He is not as determined as he thought, if such a thing really happened in reality, probably he would really reproduce the mentality in the dream again... Because it's all subconscious, you can't lie to yourself.

He thinks that he may never be able to forgive Yoshihara, and the two of them will never be able to go back to the past... But the facts tell him that even he will still be shaken, and if this dream can continue, it is estimated that the two of them will really reconcile...

Maybe subconsciously, that's what he's looking forward to...

If you think about it this way, that dream is also a beautiful dream, but compare the relationship between the present and Yoshiwara in reality... Instantly, I felt extremely cruel...

The deep sea can only sigh helplessly, and sure enough, dreams can only be dreams...

Stretch your waist and drive away the tiredness of your body...

In this way, with this kind of complex mood of gains and losses, half relieved and half depressed, Shenhai got up to freshen up, eat and go to school, and started a new day...

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The sky was overcast, and it seemed like it was going to rain, because the birds did not have the habit of reading the weather forecast in the deep sea, so they hesitated for a while before going out to bring an umbrella...

The study life in school is as uneventful as ever, and it is said that today's chemistry class is so special, but it is not a boring theoretical class, but an experimental class... This made the students, who were usually tired of it, all excited...

Although the experiment of swimming in the deep sea is troublesome enough... Because there is only one device for the experiment, the experiment is divided into two groups...

One group of boys, one group of girls...

While one group was experimenting, the other group was studying in the next classroom...

First of all, of course, the ladies are preferred, and the boys' group took advantage of the teacher's lack of time to take care of it, saying that it was self-study was actually chatting nonsense...

This experiment is really the same as the bird swimming in the deep sea, the end is extremely troublesome, and you have to control the temperature, and you have to spend time there waiting for a reaction...

It is also necessary to have a special person there to watch, and the conditions must be adjusted in time as soon as the conditions are exceeded. After about an hour of busyness, the experiment of the girls' group was finally completed...

When the boys' group started, because of the experience, the action was naturally much faster, but of course it was really limited, because the experiment itself was very cumbersome...

Because I had to record data, the little bird who forgot to take a pen and paper swam in the deep sea and went back to the classroom next door to get it, and at this time the girls were chatting and studying in it... Maybe subconsciously habitually glanced at the girls I was more familiar with, and Xingna was being flattered by a few boys who sneaked out...

Seeing the deep sea, he waved at him...

Shenhai had no choice but to nod at her in response...

What he was more concerned about was that he didn't see Yoshihara...

After being a little surprised, he was immediately left behind, and what position did he have to think about her now?

It's not about me... That's it...

So he went back to the lab, and after a while, he wanted to go to the bathroom... The bird swims in the deep sea hesitates for a moment, if this time...

But I immediately felt that I was thinking too much, so I walked out of the laboratory and walked directly to the bathroom on this floor of the teaching building...

But he didn't take two steps, and he made his heart "chuckle"...

Because there is a very familiar figure not far from this not wide corridor...

Yuki Yoshihara is slowly walking from the direction of the bathroom at this moment... Because this floor is either experimenting or staying in the classroom...

So there are only two people left in the narrow corridor at this time...

What to do? Why don't you stop and go back immediately?

But she must have seen herself, did she just run away? Run away? Why run away? Sure enough, I still pretended not to see it...

But in such a big place, even pretending to turn a blind eye is too fake...

Do you want to take the initiative to greet her? How is this possible? The bird's mind about swimming in the deep sea turned sharply, but his face refused to show it like this...

He didn't know what kind of mentality Yoshihara was feeling in his heart...

Maybe it's as complicated as it is yourself, and it's all about emotion, maybe it's just disdainful...

But no matter how the bird swam in the deep sea, there was no way to know, because at this moment he didn't dare to look at what kind of expression she had on the other side...

staring straight ahead, for fear that the eyes of the two people would meet accidentally, what kind of embarrassment is this? The closer the two men became, the stiffer the footsteps of the deep sea...

If you look closely, you will find that he is becoming more and more unnatural, but fortunately, the two of them are probably not thinking about this aspect at the moment...

Until the two of them came together, the deep sea felt that time seemed to stand still at this moment...

And then...

Pass...

Trying to control himself from glancing at Yoshihara's expression at this time, when he missed it, the little bird swam in the deep sea from expressionless to wry smile...

He didn't stop, he didn't look back, he didn't know how Yoshihara behind him felt...

Maybe the two of them really have no room to maneuver, even if they are so looking forward to it in their dreams, but the reality is cruel and long...

Looking through the windowsill, looking from afar, it seems that this is the only way to make your mood better, cloudy, too thick, too heavy, the whole sky seems to be a weightless balance...

The pale clouds are like a curtain, those ephemeral pasts, like movie scenes replaying in my mind, happy and sad mixed with joy and sorrow.

In the past, but there is no return.

Of course... We can't do it all over again...