I don't want to talk about a past that I don't want to talk about anymore, I just think it's ridiculous. Or maybe my life was a joke.

At this moment, the school cafeteria seems to have lost their curiosity and turned to their own things, and then people left one after another, but it was a lot empty.

I laughed, how many people will I meet on this fateful road of life, how many passers-by will shuttle through my life, and who will make a short stay and then leave?

Qiao Yinan and I are strangers after all, and Yan Shaocheng and I have always been on the wrong path.

That's the big difference.

After the wound heals, it will not invade the poison.

"Since you came to Fangzheng, I haven't seen Qiao Yinan yet. And your eyes tell me that you have a hard past. Fang Jingxian, how can the problem between you and my assistant not have an impact. When Yan Shaocheng said this, his knuckled hand held the glass on the side to drink water.

He doesn't seem to like drinks very much, and this glass of water should be provided free of charge in the cafeteria.

I couldn't read the meaning in his eyes, I could only judge from his actions. I've always felt like this behavior is somewhat similar to that of a couple, but it's not.

"Yan Shaocheng, if you are more serious, I will treat me as if you love me." I'm serious about it, if Yan Shaocheng falls in love with me, then all my plans will be much smoother.

Because of love, I can hold him back. Of course, there are exceptions, if Yan Shaocheng is an extremely rational person, he may not install my plan and go. But it doesn't matter, he loves me and will definitely think about me.

It's just a pity that he doesn't love me.

I don't seem to have the power to make him fall in love with me.

"Oh? Is it? Then try to make me fall in love with you and see if you can succeed and achieve what you want. Yan Shaocheng seemed to have heard a very funny joke, but the elegant skin told him to face it sensibly and elegantly.

I laughed, and it was a difficult thing for Yan Shaocheng to fall in love with me. Fang Luyao and Yan Shaocheng have been engaged for so long, Yan Shaocheng has not had any feelings for Fang Luyao, and he is still calculating the Fang family so rationally.

What virtue does our Jingxian have, how can he make him fall in love with Yan Shaocheng.

I still remember Qiao Yinan's words. Qiao Yinan said that love is mutual.

Indeed, if it is not a mutual effort, then it can only be the end of the song. And I still don't hate clearly, what did I do in the first place? Qiao Yinan would suddenly disappear and leave my world. He didn't even say a word, as if leaving me was something he had been planning for a long time, or that he was threatened to leave.

When someone you thought was all there was suddenly disappeared and nothing was heard from, it felt like the end of the world.

I used almost all my courage to insist that I go on. After all, I still believed that sentence and believed it as the truth. Never trust feelings.

So Qiao Yinan owes me an answer, and always owes me an answer.

When I was planning to meet the Fang family, when I checked the information of the Fang family, Qiao Yinan returned to my sight.

Of course, we didn't really meet each other. Of course, I have become like a rock, and I no longer have any feelings for Qiao Yinan. Maybe I won't even say it again if I haven't seen you for a long time.

And my so-called past is all things that I have closed. I don't want to be mentioned, turn it up.

"I think about it now, maybe Qiao Yinan's words are very right. He said that love is relative. And now I have no feelings, I don't love people. Yan Shaocheng is invulnerable and emotionless. There will be no affection between us, let alone love. I said this with a smile, and Qiao Yinan's words are a kind of irony to me now, a wake-up call to remind me not to believe in feelings. Maybe I should thank Qiao Yinan for this heavy lesson he taught me.

When Yan Shaocheng heard my words, he was still calm and light, even with a slight smile. He's a good hypocrite, and I'm a villain, and we're a perfect match in a kind of way.

Together, we are eliminating harm for the people.

"You seem to have a lot of memory." Yan Shaocheng's words were very modest, and his speed of speech was steady, without a hint of affection.

"Haven't you heard? What you remember in this life is always the person who hurt you the most. I smiled, and the smile was laughing at myself. I've been hurt so much in my life that I remember so many people and things that I can't bear anymore.

"Oh? Then I'll try to be the person you remember the most. Yan Shaocheng smiled, I don't know the meaning behind his smile.

But Yan Shaocheng is telling me with his eyes that he doesn't love me, but I feel very important to him.

Of course, that feeling of pity has always been there, just like I am giving alms.

"Yan Shaocheng, do you owe me anything?" I couldn't help but ask. Yes, indeed. It's really this feeling, I feel like Yan Shaocheng owes me a lot, that's why he looks at me with pity, that's why he chooses to help me compensate me, not just cooperation.

In this way, it seems that you can make it clear, Yan Shaocheng is because you owe me, so you struggle to compensate me like this, you don't love me, you pity me.?

So Yan Shaocheng, what do you owe me?

The cup held by Yan Shaocheng slipped from mid-air and fell to the ground, and with a bang, the cup fell to the ground.

I don't know if he did it on purpose, or if it was a wandering hand.

"And what do you think I owe you?" Yan Shaocheng quickly regained his usual expression, as if he was just an illusion.

Of course, only the shattered glass proves the authenticity of the party.

"Yan Shaocheng, how many secrets are there waiting for me to open?" I looked at him with scrutiny, and Yan Shaocheng seemed to be hiding a secret that belonged to him, but I couldn't touch it.

But I have no way of knowing what kind of secret Yan Shaocheng has.

"The value of a secret is that no one knows. Fang Jingxian, if you want to snoop, it depends on your ability. "Yan Shaocheng is like an elegant gentleman telling me a story about a secret.

His words, if I could describe them in another way, were that he was saying that if I had the ability to find out for myself, he would not sue me.

I laughed, and he provoked me. But I have to accept that there is not much gambling between the weak and the strong, and unless the defeat turns into victory, it is doomed to lose.

"Aren't you going to eat?" I changed the topic, and I didn't want to deal with Yan Shaocheng anymore, not to mention that I needed to think about myself no matter what.

I glanced at him and grabbed a piece of beef from his plate. Yan Shaocheng is simply a meat eater. This really reflects his animal-like aura.