210 Envy and jealousy

Zhang Baihua said that Zhang Xinwei was a little stunned, nodded subconsciously, but suddenly realized that something was wrong.

She has been well protected for so many years, but that doesn't mean she really doesn't understand anything. Although she never thought about and didn't want to think about what happened in the unseen places, it didn't mean that she really didn't understand.

For example, if something happens, she will definitely be protected at the back, and her father, senior brothers and brothers will stand in front of her, and she will be the last...... But what if she didn't have these layers of protection?

She will face those threats and dangers head-on, just like everyone else.

This kind of thing...... She had figured it out a long time ago.

"Senior sister, you're just too childish." Thinking about it, Zhang Xinwei laughed instead, looking at Zhang Baihua's eyes with a kind of doting and understanding...... Normally, others look at her with this kind of look, but it's the first time for her, this feeling is full of freshness and a sense of accomplishment! "Don't think that you have to fight everything by yourself, you are a girl, what do you always have to do so strongly? It's not cute at all. ”

Zhang Baihua was stunned, she just wanted Zhang Xinwei to have a sense of urgency and spend the time that seemed to hurt on cultivation, what is the situation now? Anti-preaching?

"My father said that this world is very big, and there are many strong people in this world, who are high up and treat us like ants." Zhang Xinwei held her cheeks, looking like a confidant sister, although she was very cute, Zhang Baihua couldn't appreciate it at all, and always felt that she was going to be used to chicken soup for the soul...... This is really not a good phenomenon: "But he doesn't want me to live humblely, he doesn't want me to live carefully, my life should be arbitrary, do whatever I want." ”

He said. He will always be my backer. Zhang Xinwei smiled sweetly: "I am very lucky to have a father who loves me." ”

This is true, Zhang Baihua subconsciously nodded and glanced at her enviously.

"You're lucky, junior sister," she glanced at her meaningfully, "even if it's just occasionally, you might as well learn to rely on us!" I'm afraid I'm the only one like you in my life. Don't leave me without a sense of accomplishment. ”

…… It's really wrong to say that you're stupid and sweet.

Zhang Baihua thought. She, a cheap senior sister and fellow countryman, is not useless, on the contrary. In fact, she knows how to survive better than herself, and how to live a better life in this world.

However, in the late stage of foundation building, which is more than 100 years old, how can he be a monk who is lazy and unwilling to cultivate diligently?

Qingyuan Zhenren understands this precisely because of this. Just let your daughter toss those things that you don't have, right?

Unlike what she thought, Qingyuan Zhenren was not let go because of disappointment. It's pampered because of love.

That emotion called envy surged from the bottom of her heart again, to be honest, Zhang Baihua rarely envied a person, because she knew that jealousy had no power. So she always finds all kinds of reasons and excuses to disintegrate her negative emotions.

This is the first time that she can be so unscrupulous and unscrupulous to envy someone.

Of course. For what Zhang Xinwei said, she just laughed it off.

Trust and suspicion are double-edged swords. She has become accustomed to doubt, used to putting herself in a vacuum and not relying on anyone, and it is very difficult to make changes in this area.

What's more, she doesn't think there's anything wrong with herself like this.

Everyone's outlook on life and values are different, and she believes that the right approach is not necessarily suitable for others, and similarly, the experience of others cannot be applied to herself......

Every life is a process of repeated exploration.

"I see." Of course, Zhang Baihua thought so in her heart, but she wouldn't say it. Arguing is useless, especially for people like Zhang Xinwei, who always look at everyone with good expectations, and can't understand a person like her who has a dark heart.

So she just smiled hard and nodded at her.

All in all, Zhang Baihua still lived with his senior sister for a few days before being released.

Because she learned that the beast tide was approaching, she immediately closed her door to practice and ignored everything. Her cultivation is not bad among Qi refining cultivators, but in front of demon beasts, it is a little insufficient, it is a fierce beast by nature, and it will not show mercy!

Even if it's just a little bit of improvement, when facing the beast tide, it's a bit of certainty!

In a way, Zhang Baihua even believes Zhen Yunrong's words more than Gu Jicheng, who has "memory". Knowing that it was he who said the news of "the beast tide is in advance", Zhang Baihua believed it almost without hesitation.

It's not so much because of his rebirth that she is so sure, it's better to say that she trusts Zhen Yunrong far more than she imagined.

And what kind of people will make people feel trusted?

In short, it won't be Gu Jicheng's kind of person, who is cold all day long, occasionally gives a smile, and then changes his face when he has nothing to do.

Of course, she also knows that Gu Jicheng is like this to others, at least people are good to the second senior sister.

Every time it's kind and angry, with a smile on his face. can even restrain the "female phobia" in her heart, so that she doesn't notice his involuntary rejection - Zhang Baihua has long noticed that he seems to have some psychological problems in this regard, but because it has nothing to do with herself, she won't care about it.

It just made her strange that he didn't seem to be "sick" with himself.

Probably because when they first met, she was still a child...... Maybe in Gu Jicheng's eyes, she has never been equal to a woman, and naturally she will not get sick.

It was still a bit far-fetched, but it was the most plausible reason she could think of!

A month later, Qingyuan Zhenren asked people to send a message to Zhang Baihua, and since Gu Jicheng and Zhen Yunrong were not in the door, next month's teaching of Wuweifeng would be in charge of the fifth senior brother Mu Feng and her.

"Little junior sister, I'm here!" Mu Feng would always suddenly jump out of nowhere to startle Zhang Baihua, and then he would laugh happily to himself: "What will we talk about when we go to class tomorrow?" ”

"......" looked at Senior Brother Mu Feng, who had a somewhat lively personality, and Zhang Baijing, who had learned to be calm about this, felt extremely nostalgic for the sixth senior brother Zhen Yunrong for the first time. At least he won't leave all the course content to her to prepare and arrange, and he doesn't even take the lecture very seriously, and he will crooked every time...... needs her to come to the rescue: "Tomorrow, the music and rhythm will be appreciated, and the fifth senior brother will go back and practice the gonghou song well, don't be rusty......"

"Rhythm appreciation?" Gong Hou mainly breathes, Mu Feng feels a little too tired, besides, there are not many people who are willing to learn Gong Hou's sound cultivation. If he hadn't had a hobby in this area since he was a child, he wouldn't have chosen this: "That's it, I can blow the flute, how about we play the piano and flute ensemble?" (To be continued.) )