But at this moment I know that I must not be impulsive, since he knows so clearly in front of me, then I should think that he actually knew it a long time ago, but he doesn't want to admit it, and he doesn't even have the courage to face the real world, if it is really like that, I always feel that things will become extremely tricky.

It is more difficult to convince a person who knows that it is dark outside the window, but he has to pretend that he doesn't know anything, light candles in the room, close the curtains and tell himself that the window is bright.

It's not that they don't know, but they know it at first but don't choose to face it. Hide yourself in the fortress you have built, so that outsiders will never be able to approach it.

They have a strong and fragile heart. The so-called strong means that they know everything, and the so-called vulnerability means that even if they know what is going on, they still do not act and stay where they are. Often such people are the most fearful, they will gradually become insensitive, and finally the whole person will completely lose the purpose of their own life, towards the final destruction.

"The tea is going to be cold, why don't you drink it yet?"

Yang Shuo looked at me who was deep in thought, and opened his mouth to express the doubts in his heart. I snapped out of my contemplation, my eyes fixed on him in front of me. Hands jerked towards his shoulders.

"What if I say I'm me?"

Said to him very seriously. There is an indescribable urgency in my heart, which may come out at any time. But I still endured it, I think this is not the time for me to have a showdown with him, since he knows his situation at the moment, then I will find a way to exchange him for the ** who woke up.

Only in this way can the chances of Yang Shuo waking up increase.

"What you said is really interesting, you are not you, are you still me?"

Yang Shuo smiled slightly and took a sip of tea.

"Hehe, you're really good at laughing, I can't be you. It's not an illusion that you imagined, didn't you realize from the beginning that I was out of step with everything here? ”

It's just an instant, and I don't think there will be any results if I continue to consume it with Yang Shuo like this. I might as well open it a little bit and let him know who I am.

"You're different, you're the first person to walk into my world, but that doesn't mean you can change anything?"

He continued to speak tepidly to me, as if what I had just said to him had nothing to do with him.

"It's changed. The moment I came in, the place was already changing, what do you think is the most in this study? ”

I raised my hand and looked around, asking him to look.

"Isn't it just darkness? What else, I've been here longer than you, and I know this place very well. ”

He said to me confidently, I know the source of his confidence at the moment, but he may be underestimating his dreams, in his dreams I see not only his escape, but more of an obsession with something.

As for what exactly that is. I think I'll be able to get a satisfactory answer here soon.

"Take a good look, is it really as dark as you say? Don't forget it's a study. ”

I stared at him coldly and asked him to look. At first he was reluctant to look up, but under the pressure of my cold air, he finally raised his head and began to glance around.

His dreams were changing, and I could clearly feel that all the places around him that he had scanned became brighter, and the rows of neatly arranged books instantly caught my eye.

Where is it still a small study, judging by the number of books. I guess it's about the same as a library.

"How can this be"

Yang Shuo was obviously also surprised, and he himself said that he didn't quite understand everything that appeared in front of him, after all, it was all things that appeared in an instant. Anyone will be surprised.

"That's how it should be, I'm afraid that's all there is left in your heart, don't you even want to give them up?"

I stepped forward, took a copy from a shelf and fell to the ground in pain.

"Smack"

The medical book fell to the ground in response, and the sound was like a broken glass. It was not only the book that fell, but also Yang Shuo's heart.

He instantly covered his heart, and his face began to turn pale.

"Why, why are they here, I've decided I don't want anything, why are they here."

He opened his mouth in pain, looking all kinds of bad. But I don't think it's enough at this moment, so I have to work harder and continue to push him to face it.

"Why, ask your heart, and you'll find the answer, and do you really think this kind of life is what you want? Every day with this place where you can't see the light, a person who is dark in this illusory world escapes your responsibilities, and makes those who are still suffering suffer all the time. ”

As I spoke, I approached him step by step, making him unconsciously afraid, and retreated backwards, he was unsteady for a while, and sat down on the ground, and the diary that had always been in his arms fell to the ground again, and the diary inside was scattered and opened outward. It turned out that there was always hope, and he quietly looked at the page that the diary had just turned to and was stunned.

It was written by him, and it was not much, but it touched people's hearts.

The diary wrote: Today, I finally figured out that I was going to leave this library that I had locked myself to protect the hospital that my father left me, and I wanted to become a doctor

At the end of the diary, he did not use a full stop, but an ellipsis. I think this also has a certain significance, what day it was, I can't see it in the diary, after all, it may have been a long time ago, it is always difficult to determine whether he remembers clearly, and the focus is not on this at the moment, but that he once had hope for the world, and he also had the responsibility to wake up.

"I'm a doctor, I'm a doctor hahaha"

He laughed maniacally, and when he was done, he cried again. Tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, and his eyes stared ahead without blinking.

"Yes, you are a doctor, and your patients are waiting for you to be treated outside this door, and they are suffering from the same diseases as you at this moment, and they are all sleeping in your dreams, do you want to be selfish to let them accompany you? Think of their families, think of the pain of losing a loved one! Can you really bear to tear apart their otherwise happy families? Yang Shuo, it's time for you to wake up. (To be continued.) )