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Yin Jiu Kill said slowly: "I just want you to be good." ”

Feng Jinghua said: "If I enter the palace, will I be fine?" ”

Yin Jiu killed: "If he believes in you and protects you, you will be good, otherwise, you will not be good." ”

It may not be good to enter the palace, but if you don't enter the palace, it will probably not be good.

In this way, after she entered the palace, the emperor's favor to her, I don't know how much jealousy and conspiracy it will incur, only if the emperor fully believes in her and protects her, she can be thoughtful.

People in the world always say that "the most difficult to absorb the grace of beauty", in fact, the real and most unbearable thing is the emperor's favor.

The emperor's favor is like the heavens and the earth, and the favored person is either just a dream, or it is a thin life, and there are few people who have been favored for a lifetime and lived in peace since ancient times.

But he believed that she would be able to withstand such an honor.

Feng Jinghua smiled helplessly for a while: "Why do you even have to say that?" ”

Yin Jiu Kill said slowly: "Because, this may be the right choice." ”

Feng Jinghua smiled: "It's up to me to decide." ”

"It's up to you to decide, no one can force it." Yin Jiu Kill paused, and said slowly, "In the future, if you are in trouble, I will definitely return and stand side by side with you." ”

Feng Jinghua smiled softly: "In the future, if I am in trouble, I will not want you to return, if you return, I only wish to be at your best time." ”

She didn't want him to get involved in any strife and danger again.

She only hopes that he will have a good life in the future, so good that she can't give him any good things she can't give.

In this way, she is worthy of her letting go and heartache.

Yin Jiu Kill smiled slightly, faintly gentle, but it melted the world.

"Okay, I'll make a promise with you that I'll come to see you at my best time." He said.

"Well, then, it's a deal." Feng Jinghua said.

Then, the two looked at each other speechlessly.

A cold wind blew and brought a drizzle.

It was raining.

When parting, the most hated is the rain, and the most afraid is the rain.

The heavens weep for the departed, and the departed will not even have the opportunity to cry.

"It's cold, you can go back." Yin Jiu said, "I'm going to watch you go back." ”

The one you see is always harder than the one you go.

Before, she watched him go, and now, he wants to watch her go.

Feng Jinghua smiled, turned around, waved his hand, and left slowly.

Yin Jiu Kill stood in the wind, watching her disappear all the time, never moving for half a minute.

When Feng Jinghua returned home, it was already late at night.

She coughed slightly, wrapped herself in the quilt, and cried bitterly in the darkness.

It turned out that she was still hypocritical, still weak, and still useless.

A qiē is expected, she should smile and wave her hand, brush away the unwillingness and grievances in her heart, and face it calmly as before.

And yet, she was crying so hard now.

It's raining heavily.

The doors and windows of the house were closed.

No one will hear her cry.

Tuk, tuk, tuk.

A faint knock reached her ears.

She felt she had misheard and ignored it.

But the mother's voice came in after a long time: "Hua'er, you haven't slept yet, your mother has something to say to you." ”

Other people, Feng Jinghua can pretend not to hear, pretend not to see, even angry, can be rude, but for his mother, absolutely not.

In the dark, Feng Jinghua wiped away her tears with her sleeves, lifted the quilt, got out of bed, walked to the door, and pulled the door open.

With the light coming from under the eaves, Feng Jinghua saw her mother's kind face.

"Mother, it's so late, what's the matter with you?" She asked softly, secretly surprised in her heart.

Since my mother came home, all my thoughts have been on my brother, and I have taken good care of my brother, but I have almost turned a blind eye to others, including her.

It can be said that this is the first time that her mother has taken the initiative to come to her, the first time to talk to her in such a kind tone, and the first time to look at her with such eyes.

It's like before my brother's accident.

She was a little flattered and a little uneasy, and always felt that her mother was going to say something terrible.

Mother Feng looked at her: "Mother, can I go in and talk?" ”

"Absolutely." Feng Jinghua hurriedly turned around, walked to the table, and lit the candle, "Mother, come in quickly." ”

In fact, she doesn't want to see anyone now, and she doesn't want to talk to anyone.

It's just that she absolutely can't give an eviction order to her mother, let alone ignore her mother.

Mrs. Feng sat down at the table with a thick coat, stared at her face, and said with a little distress: "King Hunt is gone, you are very sad, are you still crying?" ”

Feng Jinghua's heart was shocked, and he hurriedly said: "No, no ......"

"You can't hide it from your mother." Mrs. Feng said softly, "Although my mother hasn't cared about you for so long and hasn't helped you for anything, my mother has seen you all in her eyes. ”

Feng Jinghua was speechless.

In her heart, she felt both mixed feelings and trance.

Because, she really couldn't imagine that her mother had been watching her, and she couldn't imagine that her mother would suddenly say such considerate words to her.

She imagined and longed for countless times to regain her childhood relationship with her mother, but this moment suddenly came, and she couldn't react.

"Although no one has told my mother, my mother knows that you belong to the king of hunting in your heart, and you once wanted to live with him." Madame Feng said softly, "You are a strong and intelligent child, and you know that it is actually the best for everyone for the Hunting King to make such a choice. It's just that you will still have heartache, you will still be reluctant, and you will still cry......"

It turns out that there are still people in this world who understand her.

And this person turned out to be a mother who had been closed for a long time.

Feng Jinghua lowered his head, and a tear fell.

"But, Hua'er," Madame Feng took her hand and whispered, "this is definitely not the end, and only in the end will you know whether you will be happy." ”

Feng Jinghua raised her head and looked at her mother.

What do you mean by Mother's words?

"There's one thing that maybe you didn't see clearly." Madam Feng said slowly, "King Hunt will leave because he knows that the emperor can give you true happiness." ”

Feng Jinghua's heart was cold, his hands were stiff, and his face changed slightly.

Some words that don't sound very good are almost blurted out.

But Mrs. Feng had already continued: "Hua'er, don't be in a hurry, listen to your mother first." ”

Feng Jinghua bit her lip, and her eyes flickered in the depths of her eyes.

Is my mother going to speak for the emperor?

So...... It was too disappointing for her.

Mrs. Feng's gaze was very gentle: "Hua'er, there is no mother who doesn't love her child, and I won't pile you into the fire pit." ”

Feng Jinghua didn't speak.

The biggest concession she could make to her mother was to allow her to finish speaking.

That's all.

Mrs. Feng said: "Mother knows that you have paid too much for your mother and this family, no matter how you choose, your mother will support you." All Mother wants is for you to live well. Now, Mother is telling you these words just to make you see more clearly, think more clearly, and make the best choice. ”

Feng Jinghua didn't speak, she just wanted her mother to finish her words quickly.

No matter what her mother said, she would not enter the palace.

What she believes will never change.