(370) The most pitiful of people

"Aunt Ren, I just wanted to tell you a story. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info"Naturally, I won't say it so bluntly, after all, I'm a junior, and because I'm a junior, I should know how to be polite.

"I didn't expect you to come to see me." Ren Shuyan didn't seem to expect it, her appearance was more like she felt ridiculous.

I didn't think anything of it, but smiled calmly at her, and I thought the next story would be even more moving.

"The hunter saved a poisonous snake that had bitten his mother to death, but he did not expect the snake to bite back. What would you do if you were a hunter? "The story doesn't need to be very brief, it always needs to be simple and clear, as long as she understands it.

My eyes were scrutinized, like a judge in hell, silently waiting for her verdict, I knew that one day people would become bad, and I knew that I was already a bad person.

"If you have something to say, it's not like your behavior." Is Ren Shuyan planning to come with me now? But from the calmness with which she is facing me now, it can be seen that she is no longer kind to me.

Perhaps she sensed that I was not a good person, and that her hypocritical policy had failed.

"Auntie is really anxious, I thought Auntie would talk to me very kindly." Instead, I laughed, she looked half-dead before, but now she is completely alive, and I really want her to die, if only she died.

I laughed like an angel, but I knew I was never an angel.

"So Auntie said she was going to tell me? Tell me about a very hard past? But Auntie, can your aunt tell me how my mother Pan Wanlin is depressed? Auntie, do you want to tell me more clearly, such words are good for you and me, do you say yes? ”

Since I said it directly, then there is nothing wrong with it, I don't care. I've gotten out of everything, so the rest isn't out of my reach.

It doesn't matter to me whether I admit it or not, as long as I follow my own ideas.

Let all the pain be played with, I've had enough of the pain.

"Why are you asking me this question?" Ren Shuyan didn't care about my words, she was too calm and unusual.

"Has Auntie ever heard of Calipdo? I've always wondered why this drug ended up in my mother's bottle that was supposed to be sulpiride? "I'm questioning her.

I have something too obsessive in my eyes, I don't like to hurt people, but why do people always want to hurt me?

"You didn't answer my question." Ren Shuyan's calmness deepened my doubts even more, she said she knew, otherwise she wouldn't have asked me so indifferently.

"I can't think of anyone in the world who hates my mother the most, who has the most chance of getting close to my mother, but you."

I seriously thought about it, my brain was racing before that, I thought about everyone, and finally I targeted her.

"Can't really think of it or don't want to think about it?" Ren Shuyan's words seemed to have pointed all the directions to another person.

But she also admitted, indirectly.

"What did you say?" I could hear the indelible meaning of her words, was she telling me someone else?

"You've thought of it, haven't you? You're smarter than your mother, how could you not have imagined? Ren Shuyan smiled, she didn't mind admitting it at all, but she seemed to admit that in front of her, there was no pleasure in teasing me.

She said she was teasing me as if I was the most ridiculous person in the world.

I knew she was trying to point the finger at Su Su, she wanted to see me in pain, but unfortunately I didn't know what pain was.

I didn't expect her to admit that it was so refreshing, maybe she already knew what I was here to do when I pinched her.

"Impossible, you are the only one who has the opportunity to get close to my mother, you have already fallen in love with Fang Yewei, you are jealous of my mother's gain but not love, so you are crazy about love, so you drugged my mother."

I don't know what words to use to describe how I feel at the moment, I just feel that the fire in my heart is burning, invisibly burning all my secrets, and I am also struggling in this fire and being burned all over my body, burned beyond recognition.

"You're pathetic." Ren Shuyan was actually saying that I was pitiful, and her mocking smile seemed to recognize that I was a stupid and pitiful person. She laughed at my helplessness, she laughed at my lack of love, she laughed at my life.

The life I have been shaping with a perfect framework has been shattered by one secret after another, and I have been struggling with pain, but these people want it. Look at me making a fool of myself.

Sure enough, fate is a sharp blade, the knife stabs me in the heart, and when I am in pain, it is proud.

My pain was torn and entangled, rubbed with blood. Who knows who owns it? Who understands whose pain?

I reached out and grabbed her by the neck, as if I was going to strangle her to death. I pressed her against the wall of the hospital bed like this, and I really tried my best, as if I had exhausted my strength, and I actually thought of dying together.

I had seen her gaze, which had become hideous from my exertion, and those eyes were bloodshot, but the gaze was always laughing at me, as if I could not get rid of it for the rest of my life.

I live in traps, and life has one trap after another waiting for me to step on. Too many secrets, waiting for me to fall.

But I can't, I can't just go down, absolutely not. My Jingxian still has her own life, and I still have dreams. I've always had dreams, and my biggest dream is to live for myself.

Maybe the first half of my life was to live for hatred, but the second half of my life is never allowed, I want to live for myself.

The brain realizes the problem and lets go violently.

Ren Shuyan's complexion had completely changed, but the moment I put it down, she finally smiled, and her smile made me feel ridiculous.

But there's nothing I can do about it, and my life could be like this for the rest of my life.

"I drugged Pan Wanlin, at first secretly put it in her diet, and then gave it to her on the grounds of her mental condition. In fact, I always knew where she was after she left the Fang family, who made her think that I was her friend? But I didn't visit her once, and I sent her medicine regularly. You're right, you're so much smarter than your stupid mother, who thinks I'm a good friend to death. Ren Shuyan said. When she said this, she smiled, and she laughed fiercely, even terrifyingly.

But I want to mock my mother, it turns out that she is the stupidest person in the whole world.

But to be honest, what I hate the most is my mother. (To be continued.) )