Chapter 108: Stars, Snow, and Sea
The abnormality between the snow and the bird's swimming in the deep sea can be detected even by Miss Hoshina, who has a relatively large nerves.
But what's going on?
The words of the two of them have a meaning, which makes the unknown Xingna very distressed, the two guys in front of her, of course she understands that she has been getting along day and night for two years, they all belong to the type that is not very frank, rather than expressing their meaning clearly, they are more inclined to take care of him left and right, and pull some irrelevant or slightly implicated things to insinuate or indirectly express their thoughts.
Why do you have to be so tired to speak?
Wouldn't it be nice for everyone to happily put the doubts in their hearts on the table and reveal them one by one?
The relationship between the three people of Xingnai Jue should be like this, and it can reach this level. It's just that she also clearly knows that this is what people are like with each other, even if she doesn't want to admit it, even if the three of them feel that their feelings are much more sincere than others, they can't do this.
Because of all kinds of concerns, it is difficult to convey one's mind to the other party, even if it is said directly, but everyone's understanding is different, which may cause a deviation in the meaning between the listener and the speaker, the world is so unreasonable, even if you say it, you will not understand, and if you don't say it, you will not understand.
So, needless to say, in essence, the way the birds swim in the deep sea and under the snow is the same, and they think that no one can understand what they think and know, and can only be expressed in this slightly arrogant way.
Xingnai is different, she never thinks too much about things, and her words and actions don't care too much about the reason or impact of the departure, which is closer to her own heart.
She said this because she thought so, and she did it because she thought so, and her feelings would not be covered up too much.
Although you can see through her at a glance, it is precisely because of this that it will feel much easier to stay by her side. This is exactly what the little bird has never had in the deep sea and under the snow.,It's because you can't do it.,So for such a star, the two of them will be more or less sincerely envious.。
Xingnai is actually the same, since she was a child, because she has a layer of the aura of a big lady, so most of the time she seems unattainable, but after removing this layer of disguise, you will find that under the arrogant appearance is actually a big grinning, approachable and somewhat heartless little girl.
And the first one who can 'walk in' is the bird in front of her swimming in the deep sea and under the snow, for her, whether it is the deep sea or under the snow is a very interesting guy, interesting not only people, but also the various things experienced together, no matter who is a valuable experience.
So she cherishes this feeling, and as she said before, she will put it into action.
That's because, whether it's a bird swimming in the deep sea or under the snow, even Hoshina has already discovered the knot that hovers in the three hearts.
Counting today, the three of them have known each other for almost two years, and in the past two years, even if they have never said it explicitly, the three of them regard each other as important friends.
So it's a matter of course to want to go further
It's not the kind of relationship between men and women of the opposite sex that is closer, but as friends, I want to make the bond between each other deeper, but this is precisely where the problem lies. I believe that many people have the same feeling, when getting along with friends to a certain stage, you will find that the other party is not as good as you imagined, if it is because of the other party's attraction to their own place and approach, then after a long time you will find that the other party and their own personality does not match.
Normally, most people will choose to accommodate each other, and tolerate each other's shortcomings, isn't it one of the necessary conditions to become friends?
The same is true of the deep sea, but under this mutual accommodation, a delicate balance is formed, they all want to take a step forward, but they can only be afraid to move forward because of their own concerns.
For example, this time the matter between the snow and the deep sea, to put it bluntly, it was just a car accident in the deep sea two years ago, and it happened to have an inexplicable relationship with the snow, and there is not much to care about in this matter itself, it has been so long, even if it is a small bird swimming in the deep sea as the victim itself, she will not care too much, and she also knows about this snow.
So the things I care about are actually something else, for example, the matter of being injured in the deep sea, because the incident of Senko Senpai has been said several times in the Ministry of Life, and it is impossible for her not to know under the snow, although it will be very unnatural every time, why can't she confess? Because of guilt? Because you don't dare to face up to your mistakes?
No, if that's the case, then it's not the snow under the snow that even a proud guy like a bird swimming in the deep sea has been dreaming of.
That's because she was afraid that this hard-won bond would disappear like this, and she would be afraid under the snow, just like she said before
Under the snow, Xue Nai is only a mortal.
At that time, she chose to conceal it, so she would not and could not change her decision, not only to conceal it, but also to conceal it for the sake of concealment.
At the same time, their common wish is to deepen the bond with each other, which forms an irreconcilable contradiction between the two people
If, as Xingna thought, everything is said clearly, then there will be no room for maneuver between each other, under the snow of the correct madness and the deep sea of spiritual cleanliness, the relationship between the two strange guys will eventually develop out of control No one can predict, it's not that they don't want to say it, but they can't say it.
But if you don't say anything, just as if it never happened, forcibly expose the matter and bury it in your heart, and then force your face to laugh, then what is the essential difference between such a relationship and the so-called friendship that they despise?
What is the point of the two of them all the time, what they have always adhered to, and what they have pursued?
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Rare, this life discussion, because of their own hearts, did not directly discuss the answer, after that the snow seems to be out of the state, then this discussion has lost its meaning, so it is temporarily put aside, a few people seem to return to the previous state, drinking the black tea brewed under the snow, pulling some of the no, irrelevant things.
But it's just 'seeming', and before the depression in the hearts of the three of them is resolved, I'm afraid that there will be no aroma of black tea in that activity room.
[Ni? What's wrong? 】
After the club activities were over, Fukami led Mahaku home, and Mahaku followed in the footsteps of her cousin, stopping on the side of the street and waiting for the traffic light, she suddenly asked softly.
[Something happened? The deep sea repeated incomprehensibly, and then asked suspiciously: [Nothing happened? 】
[It's not the same as before]
Mahaku tilted his head, his face was still dumbfounded, but her words shook the deep sea, and then he couldn't help but smile bitterly, of course he knew what Mahaku meant. Stretched out his hand and rubbed his cousin's head: [It's really not to be underestimated, it's really white, it's nothing, it's just some necessary troubles]
[Is it about the troubles of love?] 】
[Ahem, it's not, why did Shihaku suddenly say this, wouldn't he find his favorite object in the class on the first day of school? ] 】
Shenhai seemed to suddenly think of something, looking up and down at Zhenbai, if this is really the case, you really can't underestimate this sister. Of course, the truth will certainly not be what he thinks
[Because I'm going to participate in the comic newcomer award recently.,So I want to take the material] Mashiro directly expressed the purpose without reservation.,In a sense,It's still a little hard to get along with such a type of guy.。
[Comics Newcomer Award? I've been staying up late lately to catch up on the manuscript for this, right? 】
Mashiro nodded.
Shen Hai sighed: [All in all, pay a little attention to your body, work so hard, you guy really don't give people like me a little way to live, it's a lot of pressure as an elder brother.] 】
[It doesn't matter. 】
True white's voice is very soft, with an unexpected healing effect, and in a hurry, she stretched out her hand and touched the cheek of the deep sea, and the delicate touch of the girl between the palms of her hands made the deep sea stunned.
[This is the kill and death learned in the manga.,It's said that doing this will make you happy.] 】
Although clumsy, Mahaku's gentle heart is expressed without any obstacles, and the bird can naturally feel it in the deep sea, which is funny and a little touched.
[Alright, alright, let's go home quickly]
[Oh.] 】
Zhenbai responded lightly and followed behind him as if nothing happened.
Although there is a lot of common sense that is not clear, so it is very troublesome to take care of, but Mashiro is indeed a very obedient good boy
When I came to the door, because I heard Dansheng Gu, who was in the same class as Liuhua, say that his sister had come back early, so Shenhai knocked on the door directly.
After a while, just as he was ready to take the key himself to open the door, the door opened from the inside. But it was a very unfamiliar face, a teenager wearing the same school uniform as the deep sea.
In other words, it's from the same school as him.,Because of the slightly immature face, it's easy to judge that you're younger than yourself.,That is, juniors.,But that's not the point!
See clearly! The point is a teenager, gender male!
Shen Hai couldn't help frowning, and after looking at the door number on the side, confirming that it was the Little Bird Wanderer, combined with the news he had received from Dansheng Valley before, he already had a bad premonition.
So the corners of my mouth couldn't stop twitching!
【Six Flowers! Come out for me! 】