Chapter 31: Infatuation (2)

The wind blows in the middle of the night, and with this empty street, it is really a bleak feeling.

Gu Yue tightened the clothes on her body, it was already a little bit, and Lin He still didn't come down.

She cried silently again, and tears flowed down without money.

"Let's go, it's already a little bit." I sighed. No matter what my impression of her was before, now seeing her infatuated like this, I just feel very pitiful for her.

Gu Yue looked at the hotel building stupidly, motionless, like an abandoned scarecrow.

I couldn't bear to continue urging her, and stood with her for a while. Until I felt like my legs were numb. I looked at Gu Yue with a frown, hesitating whether to persuade her to leave.

The tears on Gu Yue's face were dried by the night breeze, she turned around and smiled at me, her smile was poignant and full of tiredness.

"Thank you, Chen Ze."

Her eyes, full of sadness and pain, frightened me.

I comforted her: "Don't be too sad, go back and have a good rest, get some sleep, and wake up again and everything will be fine." ”

Gu Yue shook her head: "I won't be sad anymore." Tonight is my last time, and I'm sad. ”

Her words made my heart flutter, and I thought that she was going to kill herself if she couldn't think of it. But before I could figure out how to persuade her again, she said to herself: "This is the last time I love a boy, it turns out that it will really be so painful to love someone, and I will not love again in the future." ”

It turned out that it was not to commit suicide. I breathed a sigh of relief.

I thought to myself, don't say it so resolutely, okay, when I was an adolescent, I always encountered a lot of things thinking that the sky was going to fall, and I always said "I will never do anything again" to mean that I have no possibility of turning back, but in fact, after ten days and half a month, I forgot about it. No matter how decisive you say, you will laugh it off when you think about it later.

But seeing Gu Yue's serious appearance, I suspected that a "special" girl like her might not be able to be measured by the experience of my previous life.

Gu Yue raised her head for the last time, took a deep look at the hotel building, turned around without leaving any room, and left cleanly.

I watched her disappear into the night, and stood there for a while, a little worried about whether it was safe for her to walk at night as a girl, and laughed at myself, feeling that I was really becoming more and more nosy.

When I went back to my soft and comfortable bed and lay down, it was almost three o'clock in the morning, and I turned over and pressed the quilt under me, sleepiness hit, and I fell into a deep sleep.

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Woken up by the phone, I answered the phone with sleepy eyes, and Qiao Shanshan's voice came from inside.

"Chen Ze, what the hell are you doing in the room, you didn't respond when you knocked on the door, and you didn't answer the phone. Open the door, I'm outside your door. ”

"Oh."

With my eyes almost closed, I staggered to the door and opened it.

Outside the door, Qiao Shanshan stood there prettyly, and the moment she saw me, her face turned red.

"You go in and get dressed."

That's when I realized that I had come out and opened the door wearing only my underwear. The cool breeze in the corridor hit, and my drowsy head suddenly cleared up a lot, and my old face turned red, and I ran into the room and got dressed.

After I was fully dressed, Qiao Shanshan walked into the room. She opened the curtains to let in the bright sunlight, then sat on the edge of the bed, frowning at me.

"Look at what time it is, why are you still sleeping so late, I don't know how to get up to review."

I took out my phone to check the time, and it was half past ten in the morning, which was indeed a bit late. Of course, I can't tell Qiao Shanshan about going to bed at three o'clock in the morning, so in the face of her questioning, I can only smile.

"Okay, I won't pursue your late wake-up, go out to eat early with me, read the book later, and prepare for this afternoon's exam."

Let's go out for breakfast together, this time?

I looked at Qiao Shanshan in surprise, and listened to the meaning of her words, it seemed that she didn't eat either.

Qiao Shanshan's face turned red when she was stared at me, and she glared at me: "What do you see, I haven't eaten, I took care of the vice principal too late last night, and I got up late this morning." Otherwise, you wouldn't have found out at this time that you're still lying in bed, you big lazy worm. ”

How do I feel that Qiao Shanshan has taken all the anger of sleeping late because she took care of the vice principal on me?

"What's wrong with the Vice Chancellor?" I asked strangely.

Qiao Shanshan said angrily: "It's not that I have dinner with the leaders of the provincial education department, and I was brought back when I was unconscious." Started throwing up non-stop late at night, and I took care of him for two hours with the hotel waiter. ”

I thought about it, that time was probably the time when I went out to accompany Gu Yue, no wonder I didn't know at all.

"Don't talk about that, it's annoying. Go out for breakfast, and you'll have to prepare for the exam in a while. Qiao Shanshan stood up and stretched, stretching her seductive posture.

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She was very concerned about my test results yesterday, and when I told her that I did well, she smiled and was very happy.

Back at the hotel, read a book and prepare for the last exam of the afternoon. I saw that Lin He was completely fine, reading seriously, still in that state of no distractions, thinking of Gu Yue who was shivering in the cool breeze last night, I was chilled for Gu Yue.

It's not that I can't understand what Lin He said to Gu Yue before, "I can't afford to play, I can't afford to lose" and something like that. His family must be very poor, perhaps a family in the mountains, who bankrupted his family to provide for him to study, just so that he could break out and change the poverty of the family in turn. He must have too much responsibility and heavy burden than ordinary students who have no worries about food and clothing, so he has to spend several times more effort than other students to study hard, so he is studying hard all the time.

I can understand and even admire his diligence, hard work, and seriousness.

But he was also too selfish.

He only cared about his own responsibilities, only thinking that he must study hard and not have the slightest slackness, but where did he put Gu Yue? For Gu Yue's feelings, he regarded them as a drag on himself; For Gu Yue's dedication, he avoided it all in disgust.

He desperately trampled on Gu Yue's dignity, treating Gu Yue's feelings for him as a sword, and stabbed Gu Yue's heart mercilessly with a cruel sword.

I saw Gu Yue's crazy love for him, and I also saw Gu Yue's scarred later. Therefore, I feel more deeply that Lin He is ruthless and selfish.

He is undoubtedly very good, and in the future, he will probably be very successful.

But he's too thin and cold.

Such a person, no matter in this life or previous life, I choose to stay away.

I thought of Gu Yue again, the girl I thought was coquettish and open, but she was so infatuated, a thick layer of fog was shrouded in my heart, and I couldn't see it clearly or guess it.