(390) Love or not love me

"Fang Jingxian, I admit that you are very smart, but it does not mean that you can plan everything. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info Fang Jingxian has a pair of eyes with a purpose, these eyes are full of calculations, and it is difficult to ignore. Wang Xiyi said this to me, her eyes looked at me, as if to tell me how meaningless my life is, from the beginning to the present, I have been a meaningless being.

My eyes glazed over her at the moment and she couldn't say anything to reject her, and it seemed that my life was never for my own life, so I never denied that I was a poor person.

I didn't refuse at all, and chose a calm gaze to look at her. I have a lot of secrets hidden in my eyes, and it is not suitable to go to an unconditional lover.

"Wang Xiyi: If I weren't like this, maybe we would be a good pair of friends." I really think so, if only I were that pure Fang Jingxian.

"Fang Jingxian, what made you like this?" Wang Xiyi's words seemed to fluctuate when she said this, and I said frankly that we don't look like rivals in love, really not like each other at all.

Maybe it's because I've never had a bad fight, and I've never had a bad fight. Because I don't love, she does, so I feel that the Tao is different and does not conspire with each other.

"You'll have a chance to know." I looked at her with a smile, but my mood was gone.

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until Wang Xiyi was sent. I was standing in the doorway at this moment of leaving, as if the day had passed like this again.

I glanced at the moon, and it seemed that the night had been saved under the hazy moonlight. I gathered my clothes, and the wind blew me cold.

I'm waiting for Yan Shaocheng to come over and drive, and I don't want to stay in the house anymore. Suddenly I felt a little cold, it was cold. Every time a person seems to look at anything sadly, that pain swept over again, and there was no way to get rid of it.

I hate, so the resentment is too deep.

A voice came from behind me, and I looked back at Yan Shaocheng. I wondered in my heart what Yan Shaocheng was thinking, and it seemed that I should change my movements.

Maybe Yan Shaocheng has already sensed my thoughts, and he should find a way to deal with it. And I can't abandon Founder now, I am still the largest shareholder of Founder, but I am limited to me and Yan Shaocheng. Almost everyone is currently bound us together, so it's a bit difficult for me to force it away.

"What are you thinking?" Yan Shaocheng turned to me and asked, his face with his usual elegance, and his words would make you feel warm if ignored.

I think I'm going to fall, Yan Shaocheng was poisoned, and it seems that it was against me.

"I miss you." I looked at Yan Shaocheng with a smile, his usual expression, and he was almost used to my words.

"If you don't want to calculate, I'll be happy." Yan Shaocheng's words accurately pointed out my thoughts, and his words made me feel empty.

But if I am a thief in the first place, then there are no three hundred taels of silver here.

"It's not like I'm calculating you, it's you trying to calculating me." I've been so responsible lately, I haven't calculated anyone, and now it's clear that he wants to calculate me.

I was stupid in front of him and not smart at all. If no one helps me, then I should have been scammed all the time. My mind was always on it, but there were too many knots to be enough.

"How could I be willing to calculate my wife?" Yan Shaocheng's breathing was low, and he approached me and straightened my hair.

Every word of his words is a good husband who loves his wife, but why every moment I feel like he is pretending.

The reason why I always can't choose to believe Yan Shaocheng is because he has always been so suspicious of me, he is suspicious of me and I have to guard against him.

"Really?" I looked at Yan Shaocheng's eyes, almost trying to see through his whole person, I may never understand Yan Shaocheng in my life.

"Don't look at me like that, as if you're far away from me." Yan Shaocheng asked me directly, he seemed to be a person with a strong desire to control. He didn't allow my mind to change, he wanted me to live around him all the time, and I should live around him.

I don't know what kind of mood I should be in to Yan Shaocheng, we. There was never a quarrel, there was never trust, there was never a ...... Love.

Some of them are gambles for everyone's lives, and some of them are endless suspicions, how can such people want me to fall in love?

"Yan Shaocheng, do you love me?" I suddenly asked him seriously, and it took almost all my courage to ask.

Yan Shaocheng is such a person, I can't hug it.

"Why do you always question whether I love you or not?" Yan Shaocheng seemed to be smiling, he looked at me with his repeated struggles, as if I was not a good enough person, because I was also constantly calculating him.

I don't believe in him either, I don't believe he loves me enough. If love, why does he value profit so much?

Then I laughed, as if to laugh at myself. "Yan Shaocheng, how much do you love me?"

I looked at the moon as I said this, as if I really had feelings. I seemed to be expecting Yan Shaocheng's answer.

"So do you love me? Is the love deep? Yan Shaocheng turned to me and asked, his gaze almost to kill me.

In the garden at the door, the two of us were in the moonlight, asking stories about love and love.

It seems that we have waited a long time and we really have the courage to say such things.

He asked urgently, but firmly. I could see that Yan Shaocheng had the idea of strangling me to death.

But his face was calm, without any waves. Those eyes are really good-looking, if Yan Shaocheng is not Yan Shaocheng, and I am not Fang Jingxian, will we fall in love with each other?

It's just that I don't know if I love Yan Shaocheng or not. I have feelings for him, but it's not profound, it's not love.

Such an excellent man, so considerate of himself, it seems that you have no reason not to do something.

He seemed to stand at the brightest place, and I seemed to stand at the bottom. He carries the wound, and I have a wound that is festering, and it is impossible to hug each other.

So it feels like this kind of thing, and I want to strangle it in the cradle.

But Yan Shaocheng asked me, and I wanted to lie to him again at the moment. Amplify the inexplicable feeling in my heart to him, and then kill it.

Who made me a deceitful, and who made me abandon me like you?

I used those affectionate eyes, almost all my emotions in my life, looking at Yan Shaocheng's gaze, I felt panicked, but I still insisted on deceiving him.

"I don't know." I looked him in the eye and said this with my heart. In fact, this cannot be said to be a lie, it should be said to be sincere. But the meaning behind it is lying.

Because I am giving Yan Shaocheng hope, a hope that is destined to despair.

(To be continued.) )